UNDERLYING REALITY OR LIBERALS ARE JUMPING OFF THE CLIFF

The bells are ringing to Church. It is Sunday. People are entering the buildings, they cross themselves. Procession of festively dressed women, men and children is stretched out across the street: the rest of the community is making it to church. Soon the service begins. The streets look empty of people, only in some distant shops there is heard a lazy, almost reluctant hammering: some fathers had to stay and work in the shops. But soon the service will be over, the the happy heaps of kids will come pouring out, followed by their mothers, grandmothers, cousins, uncles, and aunts. They will all necessarily come by to visit the once who stayed behind to work.
But for now the visit is yet ahead. The major part of the people has made it inside; it is time and the door closes nbehind them. The service begins. The rest will just have to come in late and watch the priest and the people look at them. After the service, there is a sermon. People quietly exchange light comments. Soon there will be lunch. The kids are restless already. They are hungry. The priest finsihes the sermon and wishes all a good sunday and a good day. The community gathers in a room to feast and to talk. People exchange impressions. They talk about their families still in Mexico, Puerto Rico or Dominican Republic.Depending on the neighborhood, this may be a church where you would never find all three together, under the same roof. But in this community, theyare intermixed. They talk about language diffuculties. They talk about problems with the government. They discuss school arrangements for the kids. They talk about job opennings. They converse on the subject of the sermon. The laugh at Jose's inept attempts at flirtation with Rosa. They eat the food and praise the member of the community who cooked it. It was a new husband of their favorite hairdresser: she had to stay behind and work over tiem, a major holdiay is approaching and everyone wants to look good! Then they make plans to meet again and either go home or visit relatives or friends.
The year is 2006, Brooklyn, Bushwick, The State Of New York, United States of America.
On Monday,after the previous Sunday that just passed, the people that were sharing a meal and a sermon, will disperse to all parts of Manhattan. Some will go to babysitting and some to restaurant jobs. Some will go to clean the streets and some will go to attend to their home-care charges. They will walk through the mad, running and strange crowd of people of which you will be a part; perhaps they will even bump into you, and you into them. You will not notice the bumping for you will be busy thinking how to fuck up, fuck over and into the box some competition...This will be taking all of your time and has consumed both your Saturday and Sunday. That competion could be the daughter of your father's sister, none the less. You will plot how to outdo your friend Gregg who just joined you in the office. You will rationalize away any and all possible feelings of guilt by explaining that "one gotta do what one gotta do, nothing personal, business only". You will consider revealing that embrassaing secret your sister told you, because the inheritance must be shared fairly: your parent is dead, and the other one is ailing badly. Perhaps you will meet the man from Bushwick church in the store and strike a conversation. you then will share your "victories" thinking his interests are like yours. And that he, an older male will praise you, a younger male, for your prolifickness...You will explain the unnecessary nature of the connections of love, friendship, loyalty and honor, to him, to this men from Sunday Church. You will be proud of how you fucked up your girlfriend's birthday and got away with it too: "I explained to her that if she does not like it, she can take a hike". You will reveal how you have used Macciavelli's book to trap and deprive of freedom of action and choice some kid, some orphan trying to survive in New York and barely making it... You will pride yourself on conquering yet another level in the computer game and suggest that man you are talking to spend his money on buying this new game box, for cheap. That man has 3 kids, a wife, a cousin and no papers. And his cousin is without papers too, and his father has sent him here because the poverty and the starvation in their own home country have reached a critical level. So he sent the kid to get the kid started on something and have him have a better life than his dad and his mom. So, this old man is helping this kid to learn the ropes, and the kid is now working, illegally, and sending part of his money to his family abroad. The old man is worried because the young kid got a crush on a white rick girl, as it usually goes and this may and will mean trouble, if God forbid, the young man's head becomes inflamed. The whole family attempt could be ruined. But he listenes to you, and nods. He smiles politely. You get inspired and talk now about how everything is relative. Your head, filled with Japanese comic book imagery, cartoons, Dumb and Dumber, Empire Strikes Back, Final Fantasy 5 and the like thinks that everyone is equal and arises in a vacuum. You think they all share your reality and thought on any subject. Raised on a puree of the aforementioned information,and exaggerated promotion of your ego drive, you do not see the man in front of you, whom you've been talking to for the past half an hour. You think he is just a man, and can and does the same thing as I do. The man is afraid to anger you because you are an American and have "papers." He is working illegally and has been in this country for the past twenty five years. All working. All sending money back too. He has already raised 5 of his nephews and nieces, all have jobs here now, and families, and some have gone back to the University.
Your blindness extends further. You see a woman and think: here is a fucking hoe, a slut. She can't do much. Comics and ego drive have taught you that women only stand in the way of "progress." You hate the bitches for slowing you down. You speak to them of equality and freedom. If you are Black you speak to White women about how White people have fucked up and how intonate White women are whores...
You go to the movie theatre or restaurant, and the people from the Sunday Church are there. They are all thinking how they will get a job without any "papers". Their kids are thinking about school and the language barrier. They get called nasty names. All silently hate this country. But they are forced to listen to you speak your nonsensem because, well, you are AMERICAN. They are silently envious and subjected to feelings of inadequacy and pain as they are forced to realize, yet again, they had to come here to survive. You keep talking. OR acting your usual way. And you have nothing to worry about but another game-boy. And now you tell them that you are not calling your mother for a while now because "she has not been behaving." People exchange the glances and look down. Even with their basic English they understand you. They are hoping they have misunderstood you. They think and realize that no, they have not misunderstood you, they understood you right. They pull their kids closer to them and try to sneak out before you decide to shed the beneficient light of your knowledge and presence, upon them, but you don't let them. You explain that white people are shit and America is the worst country in the world. Even if you are white you still say that. Now the people are bewildered. They look at one another and smile: then they look at you and nod. Yes, you are right. They are in concert with you.
You walk away satisfied. Today, you have made three new friends!
You go home and throw pizza on the oven and put mustard on it... You sit in front of TV and think you are a Prince of Darkness. You abuse your girlfriend and explain that that's how you get the "energy". You are smirking at your reflection in the mirror and rejoicing in extricating yourself from the bonds of friendship, love, loyalty and humanity. "I am not really human" you say to yourself with pride. You look around and find that you want to share your life with others. You tell them more about it. You think people just appear on the street, out of nowhere and into nowhere they dissapear. Like a kid who wondered where his brother went to once he exited the room, you think that people appear out of nowhere and exit into nowhere all to please you, for your world to exist. You clap your hands and jump up and down. Then you want to share with them. You try to preach your way of living to them by they pull away in horror. You think they are ignorant. You cry. You become adamant. You read more comics. You see the examples in comics and think: it is true. You continue your crusade. You see people go back into their vacuums and some start avoiding you. What is going on? You follow and discover more ways to make them accept your reality. You adapt them. People start crossing themselves at your presence. Others have grown darker in face. Others yet smile crookedly and greet you witha strange joy. Those who do, start socializing less and less with those who go to the houses of god. You think to yourself: religion is the opium of the masses but you refuse to give the masses knowledge and truth that would set them free. You give them another opium. Another drug. Another crack. Together you make plans on how to extricate yourselves more from the bonds. People that worship in the house of reason appear. They converse with you. You yell at them and say that everything is relative. People that worship in the house of reason dissapear. Those who worshipped in the house of reason's falsity, join you. You walk the streets in a bad mood and find those who smoke some crack on some corners. You find those who beat up their pregnant girfriends. You find those who fuck their little children. You find those who masturbate in front of a community. You find those who harass hard working and studious women. You find those who patrol the neighborhood stores and take money and food from those weaker than them. You find those who play computer games all day long and don't pay their rent in hope that it will be ok. You find those who think they are Napoleon. You find those who think it is ok to strip a female human being of her person and process her through tortures and pain, and give that creature, this cross breed of Orc and fallen elf a role - to fight. You find those and you preach to them. Then you think you've conquered the forces of ignorance while people from the communities around you bond closer together and isolate you. You think they are crazy. People, after all, arise out of vacuum, you know, and go back into that vacuum, right?
And why is it that you have ever believed that verbally abolishing distinctions among people will actually abolish them in reality? Distinction in word is often a reflection in reality. And often people for whose liberty you clamor: Spanish, Muslim, Black, continue being who they are. They don't gladly lay aside the distinctions and become equal and brotherly. Your liberal maneuvers only serve a function of depriving your own kind of its natural immune system while increasing the strength of the ones who hate you and the ones like you. In my story "The Betrayl of the Older Brother - this boi's first gay trust and dear spiritual lover" I describe a terrble treatment by someone who embraced the relativity, broke his oath and engaged in irrationality, all enabled by the trust and love bestowed upon him. Misfortune, pain, terrible suffering were all a result of his betrayal and community was silent and apparently rallies its support for precisely traitors like this.
So, dear liberals, when you justify abuse, when you justify betrayal, when you justify breaking of the hear and allow the person who has done all this and more, among you, you kill off kids like me. You kill off hope, faith, love, friendship, liberty, trust, desire and evolution. I hope that you are able to see that people like that have stolen our youth, our joy, our growth, our dreams and put it all into their talentless mediocre music pieces, art pieces or stupid social movements that are designed to aggrandize them and increase them in power and respect. We are the children and we have nowhere else to go, please don't let the rapping and murdering wolf run among us, our deaths, our illnesses and our dying out will be and is on your hands.
Perhaps you say you cannot tell the wolves from sheep? When kids and innocent people come and tell you what has passed to them, when you observe patterns of behavior that are anti-social and sick, when you notice the insect grow fatter and the child or youth and a dreamer grow thinner and look ill, you should look into it, and you should arise to protect us. Many of us here, we have no one else. These wolves run spiritual organizations, social organizations and clubs and drain our blood and life force to feed their sick and insatiable desires. Please, community, do not allow this to continue and to perpetuate.
If you are so liberal your brain has died within your cranium, I will help. You are making a mistake assuming that everyone shares your beliefs and way of looking at life. You are mistaken attributing the evilness to white people only to their color and race. Evilness, as I have experienced, comes in all different colors and all different races, it is not a "white" thing. It is unfair to say that. The "oppressed" can be not oppressed at all and the "oppressors" could actually be the oppressed. And if you do not see beyond the color of the skin and the race and gender,you will be overlooking much violence and much hate being promoted, right under your nose.
....The liberals meanwhile are being alternately pushed off the cliff and jump off themselves, by inertia. The good, caring people die out. The "oppressed" assist by injecting poison of self-loathing and self-doubt into their systems....If they are white, they are doomed... They talk about equality. The Muslim women come from Muslim countries and talk about being oppressed in America. ? Chinese women push White women aside as they grab American men and marry them. Not for love. They quickly produce a couple or three children, settle in the houses and protect themselves with American laws. The children born into a marriage of a deal making, what destiny! What genetics....The older Chinese get to mock American lifestyle as they have immigrated here with 300 of their relatives. They close their shops and nod their heads: this shitty America. These white people. I pass by. I am White. But I did not do anything wrong.
American youth eagerly squeezing the Asian girlfriend's boob on one side and a figurine of Buddha on the other, nod. They give the key to the gates of America into the hands of older Chinese and Japanese guys. They sell the country for a boob and for an image. Chinese and Japanese, these two previously warring nations exchange glances and nod at one another: they will share the power for now. Muslims start besieging the offices of liberals. Someone needs that election. Support for Muslim community is manufactured. A mercenary army of American soldiers relaxes in their tents as Japanese samurais with Nazi symbols pressed against their breasts, explode Pearl Harbor. All this and more, is a product of overlook, simplistic and lazy thinking. As Sun Tzu says "Those who do not have the knowledge of opponent's position are the cause of inhumanity." By attributing false motiffs and non-existent suffering to people, you idirectly support the inhumanity and evil these people will do while protected from accusations and punishment. And the responsibility can be traced.
Meanwhile, disheartened by observation of what happens to the good hearted and soft people, liberal brothers and sisters become heartless or disheartened. They become focused and cruel, and rise to power quickly. Some just retrieve and deprive the world of their beneficial knowledge and help. The smart ones and cruel ones now, persevere. They rise to the top, unstoppable for the only buffer between them and the stupid, lazy and hateful society is these liberals that are now laying at the bottom of the cliff. The powerful are calmly watching their family die off, and make themselves watch as they dig their nails into their flesh. Surely all human feelings are bound to die out this way. Some are rejoicing at this because now they can be free to act. They are waiting for the last liberals to die off to set to business of terror and control. The stupid crowd is leering as they are pushing those who gave them their rights, speech and freedom, off the cliff. They are happy. The powerful and the heartless are watching them. Soon, the revenge of the upper class will begin. For they know that those who died were worthy. Many a truly powerful person is honorable and knowledgeable. A truly genius person - and the cold, heartless but powerful people are rarely stupid (I said "rarely" to satisfy the left over liberals who might get upset I used such an absolute word as "never"...) and have a great capacity for understanding. It is the direction of their application that remains to get better, their understanding is not lacking. They value good when they see one. And truly powerful, are at least in the bit, are capable of honoring honor and truth. Even though they twist it. In order to twist something one must first have something to twist. And the one who is not aware that there is something to twist will never twist it but she or he will remain unaware of the potential to twist. And so, insiduous, trained, and justified in their murderous intent they will lay waste to the lands and purge the heart of mystery. The crowds will not notice the massacre till they are dead.