I am a performance arts student, lay monk, yogi, naturopathic practitioner, shaman, priest in training, a devotee (religiously committed person who worships a God or a number of Gods), writer and playwright, game player and wonderer.
My main interests lay in whatever is said above.
I don't like talking or socializing with people I do not know and who do not share my group, affiliation or interests. If a person is a-religious, I don't like spending time with them. If they consider human authority higher than Gods', I most definitely don't want to do anything with them. This is one of the main reasons I do no have interest in my parents or their friends: they don't believe in the Gods, and I do.
If a person is not involved in performance arts, I too find it hard to relate. I like the company of open minded people, but also of Bohemians, fellow pagans and Hindus and monks, priests, students of liberal arts and sciences, religion and...sports.
I am very curious and like to observe, record and write, play games, rehearse, come up with novel ideas of dance and plays, learn rituals, observe the orders and feasts, practice yoga, and grow myself as a dancer and artist and priest.
I am very educated and elevated, and I believe in hierarchy, orders, social classes and differences.
I most definitely am interested only in the performance arts and religion, even though occasionally I have other curiosities, they resolve quickly.
I learn and remember, this is why I have any curiosity for the world outside of my art and drama and religion worlds.
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
Why so many people fail to recognize transgendered and any gender variation

Because they come from destroyed, maimed and abused blood lines of the people.
They only know basic immediate family which is of no blood, no faith and no of anything but only of Judeo-Christian framework.
That framework states: mother and father, kid.
It does not speak of cousins.
It does not speak of brothers or sisters lovingly even (just read the bible! Gosh...)
It does not speak of relatives or customs of fire, or medicine, or dreaming. On opposite, it strictly and without double meaning commands to kill such who practice such customs: stone them, banish them, and in other ways destroy them.
Because the bible was written by Jewish god for non-Jewish people, who are goyim, and pigs, and cows and animals and whose female can be raped, abused and nothing will come out of it and no evil is done.
Because bible is a Jewish book, not people's book, no matter how people try to 'own' it, it won't become theirs. Because it is not designed for them, nor was written for them, nor is for them but is actually against them: common sense, hello?
And so in these 'blood lines', there is no family, no custom, no tadition, no nothing. There is only hateful spouses merging and creating a child who is supposed to be either an...egg or a sperm. In fact, this is the language of today: estrogen, testosterone, not people, shamans, healers, law keepers, memory keepers, neighbors, friends, store owners, dancers, performance artists, visionaries, dreamers, etc, but...ESTROGEN AND TESTOSTERONE.
CHEMISTRY
LET'S SEE IF WE HAVE CHEMISTRY
My world:
'Stupid primitive people with their superstitions' or the the 'west' antromorphsize everything
I think I used the right word: its when a person or people have a tendency to put everything into their human terms. Notice the word 'theirs', not in the heading but in the body of the text? It stands for: particular interpretation of the word based on metaphysics, biology and a number of other factors, as is done by representatives of a particular biological species which must be defined.
In other words, for the lay men, not the scientists (he he): western world is a world inhabited by everything of male and female gender, which is somehow human, including the moon, the sun and the rest of the goddamn world.
Is is true?
WHAT DO YOU THINK, DO YOU THINK MOON HAS VAGINA AND SUN DICK?
NO, REALLY?
Nonetheless, there is a prevalent tendency to think this way: 'western' occult is laid out on a foundation of DICHOTOMY: read CONTENTION and STRIFE.
If you are a fan (and I hope you are!), you have read my previous works. You know by now that western civilization (common sense...anyone?) is a compilation of conquered and bastadized nations (AMERICAN WESTERN CIVILIZATION BEING THE UTMOST EXAMPLE, HELLO), and that is consists of representatives of many racial, national, ethnic, tribal, cultural, family, religious groups. The normal natural systems of the world have been destroyed; in place came Judaism, wearing the flag of Christianity, and proselytized the word of Yahweh, as the word od Jesus (NEVER did Jesus advise to conquer with the sword and fire and kill in his name, never, read the Goddamn bible over and over and over again and you won't find a spot. It is contrary to Jesus to advise such thing; anyone acting thusly, is acting in the name of someone else, covering it up with poor scholar and idealist, Gods rest his soul, amen). Naturally, despisement for Goyim - read, 'nations', was inherent. You see in the advent of 'Christianity' the attitude towards accomplishments and order of the civilization they came to conquer: complete lack of respect, attrocities, rapes, molestations, robberies, thievery, annihilation. Just like what happened to the people of 'Israel' and its 7 nations: annihilated. All annihilated and 'Israel' got the land. Lie or truth? Read the bible.
So, the normal natural systems of the world were destroyed; in their place came an order of slavery which put 'male-female' framework upon everyone. Speaking of the 'old ways' or worshipping the star, the moon, the sun and the elements became prohibited first under the pain of death, and today it is punished in the mutated form of punishment softened by numerous deaths, loss of normal lives and sacrifices of a number of activites, idealists and fighters for justice and freedom, who laid down their lives in pursuit of truth and freedom, Gods rest their soul and keep their peace, amen. In the place of 'death on the stake', 'stonning', 'exile', 'excommunication', 'deprivation of private property', 'banishment from a workplace', 'forced divorce' and many more 'ways' to deal with 'contentious people' who insisted on remaining loyal to their tribe and their ancestral ways came....guess: the PSYCHIATRIC INSTITUTION. The wonderful invention took us millions of years back: into the dark past of the jungle. With this one invention, the attrocious, bloody, murderous Judeo-Christianity could now have its cake and eat it too (what a dumb expression, by the way: why would anyone get a cake if not for eating it? I suggest to look into the storehouse of other nations' wonderful vocabulary of self-expression to enrich your poor, deprived, sweet-n-lawed vocabulary, truth be told): with the invention of psychiatry, it no longer was a blood evil murder and thief that it really is. It was now THE TRUTH DIVINE without any responsibilities being held for claiming Godhood. Psychiatry abolished God; anyone guilty of believing, was crazy. No, not like it actually told you that (no, not like in the Soviet Union, where you actually got arrested for believing in God, then send to jail, then 'treated' or just kept imprisoned and labeled 'public enemy'), no, not at all. It did not attack the fact of your belief nor undermined directly its legitamacy; it simply destroyed all expressions, speech, appearance, behavior, activities and displays of such faith. It also went inside your head with questions, questionaries, and other probings to disover how you 'really' 'felt' on some 'issues': it presented to you Judeo-Christian framework, its products and questions, as 'neutral' and 'the norm proper' and asked your reactions, opion and views. If the views, opinions and reactions opposed the Judeo-Christianity, wrapped in the form of a question, idea, suggestion or presentation, you were crazy with some thing. A list and number of 'craziness' grew, as the Judeo-Christian servants - psychiatrists and psychologists started to run out of brain and power to record a number of 'transsgressions' against 'the order'. Judeo-Christianity was falling apart. Moreover, biology of people started to rebel, producing rare and 'interesting' diseases. Now 'regular' doctors stepped up to the plate: people started to present an interested research and money possibility. The medical industry split the bootie: psychologists and psychiatrists had to move to make space for allowance of 'regular' (non-psycholoigcal in nature lol) diseases and illnesses. Under the order of Judeo-Christianity, illness is a natural normal state, not health. Being physically sick all the time is expected of the flock; when it isn't, its questioned for its mental health: why the hell are you so healthy? Do you have 'powers'? Do you see 'visions'? Do you communicate with the 'spirits'? Actually, as pagans, we do. As descendants of Native American and many other cultures and tribes, we so very much do. And YES, we got 'powers' alright. I was questioned similarly when I was attacked by a black female full of racist venom, hate and anti-immigrant sentiment, on that faithful morning, two years ago: do you see things? Do you have visions? Judeo-Christianity broughts its whelps of the 'students' to train on me. While I sat there in my hospital gown, shaking from cold, shock, hunger and hurt back and head, they questioned me, sadistically, to the nature of my 'situation', never allowing the fact of the PHYSICAL ATTACK BY BLACK FEMALE to manifest. It is as if it never happened. My witness, you live in the neigbhorhood, you saw the whole thing, you don't need to step forward, but do you remember? There you go. In any case, let us get back to the subject matter: if you are faithful to your ancestral pagan ways, or worship The Gods, you are crazy by default.
Genders under Judeo-Christianity are a must; without genders, the wealth of storage of mitochondria will not allow such an attrocious usurpation. With imposition of an order of 'any male is better than any female' you have a situation (oh believe me, I studied, I have friends: well planned out, thought out, to the minute detail. The goyim have long been studied for their reactions, sentiments, ideas, feelings and behaviors!) where any representative of a race, nationality, ethnicity, tribe, culture, tradition, religion, or spirit can be undone by any evil, low, malicious and cruel representative of any race, nationality, ethnicity, tribe, culture, tradition, religious or spirit. As a result you have the best being trampled by the worst or being forced into treacherous alliances. Moreover, as written before, such sensitive and gentle and subtle creatures are not meant for making alliances, making wars and conducting themselves in such manner; they are designated a different place in the tribe.
We must understand the importance of the blow of Judeo-Christianity upon our DNA, consciousness, cultural heritage and future.
We must create a situation where our culture can be preserved; where we can re-establish respect, opportunities and development of the best of the tribes, whatever is left, with the hope of brighet future.
There is absolutely no continuing the way that we are going: there is only disease, madness and proliferation of crime, sin and worse things (and they do exist, on that in the next address).
Peace to all and blessed be the moon, most masculine and most magical, cursed be the west for its lies and treachery, sorry, WEST
In other words, for the lay men, not the scientists (he he): western world is a world inhabited by everything of male and female gender, which is somehow human, including the moon, the sun and the rest of the goddamn world.
Is is true?
WHAT DO YOU THINK, DO YOU THINK MOON HAS VAGINA AND SUN DICK?
NO, REALLY?
Nonetheless, there is a prevalent tendency to think this way: 'western' occult is laid out on a foundation of DICHOTOMY: read CONTENTION and STRIFE.
If you are a fan (and I hope you are!), you have read my previous works. You know by now that western civilization (common sense...anyone?) is a compilation of conquered and bastadized nations (AMERICAN WESTERN CIVILIZATION BEING THE UTMOST EXAMPLE, HELLO), and that is consists of representatives of many racial, national, ethnic, tribal, cultural, family, religious groups. The normal natural systems of the world have been destroyed; in place came Judaism, wearing the flag of Christianity, and proselytized the word of Yahweh, as the word od Jesus (NEVER did Jesus advise to conquer with the sword and fire and kill in his name, never, read the Goddamn bible over and over and over again and you won't find a spot. It is contrary to Jesus to advise such thing; anyone acting thusly, is acting in the name of someone else, covering it up with poor scholar and idealist, Gods rest his soul, amen). Naturally, despisement for Goyim - read, 'nations', was inherent. You see in the advent of 'Christianity' the attitude towards accomplishments and order of the civilization they came to conquer: complete lack of respect, attrocities, rapes, molestations, robberies, thievery, annihilation. Just like what happened to the people of 'Israel' and its 7 nations: annihilated. All annihilated and 'Israel' got the land. Lie or truth? Read the bible.
So, the normal natural systems of the world were destroyed; in their place came an order of slavery which put 'male-female' framework upon everyone. Speaking of the 'old ways' or worshipping the star, the moon, the sun and the elements became prohibited first under the pain of death, and today it is punished in the mutated form of punishment softened by numerous deaths, loss of normal lives and sacrifices of a number of activites, idealists and fighters for justice and freedom, who laid down their lives in pursuit of truth and freedom, Gods rest their soul and keep their peace, amen. In the place of 'death on the stake', 'stonning', 'exile', 'excommunication', 'deprivation of private property', 'banishment from a workplace', 'forced divorce' and many more 'ways' to deal with 'contentious people' who insisted on remaining loyal to their tribe and their ancestral ways came....guess: the PSYCHIATRIC INSTITUTION. The wonderful invention took us millions of years back: into the dark past of the jungle. With this one invention, the attrocious, bloody, murderous Judeo-Christianity could now have its cake and eat it too (what a dumb expression, by the way: why would anyone get a cake if not for eating it? I suggest to look into the storehouse of other nations' wonderful vocabulary of self-expression to enrich your poor, deprived, sweet-n-lawed vocabulary, truth be told): with the invention of psychiatry, it no longer was a blood evil murder and thief that it really is. It was now THE TRUTH DIVINE without any responsibilities being held for claiming Godhood. Psychiatry abolished God; anyone guilty of believing, was crazy. No, not like it actually told you that (no, not like in the Soviet Union, where you actually got arrested for believing in God, then send to jail, then 'treated' or just kept imprisoned and labeled 'public enemy'), no, not at all. It did not attack the fact of your belief nor undermined directly its legitamacy; it simply destroyed all expressions, speech, appearance, behavior, activities and displays of such faith. It also went inside your head with questions, questionaries, and other probings to disover how you 'really' 'felt' on some 'issues': it presented to you Judeo-Christian framework, its products and questions, as 'neutral' and 'the norm proper' and asked your reactions, opion and views. If the views, opinions and reactions opposed the Judeo-Christianity, wrapped in the form of a question, idea, suggestion or presentation, you were crazy with some thing. A list and number of 'craziness' grew, as the Judeo-Christian servants - psychiatrists and psychologists started to run out of brain and power to record a number of 'transsgressions' against 'the order'. Judeo-Christianity was falling apart. Moreover, biology of people started to rebel, producing rare and 'interesting' diseases. Now 'regular' doctors stepped up to the plate: people started to present an interested research and money possibility. The medical industry split the bootie: psychologists and psychiatrists had to move to make space for allowance of 'regular' (non-psycholoigcal in nature lol) diseases and illnesses. Under the order of Judeo-Christianity, illness is a natural normal state, not health. Being physically sick all the time is expected of the flock; when it isn't, its questioned for its mental health: why the hell are you so healthy? Do you have 'powers'? Do you see 'visions'? Do you communicate with the 'spirits'? Actually, as pagans, we do. As descendants of Native American and many other cultures and tribes, we so very much do. And YES, we got 'powers' alright. I was questioned similarly when I was attacked by a black female full of racist venom, hate and anti-immigrant sentiment, on that faithful morning, two years ago: do you see things? Do you have visions? Judeo-Christianity broughts its whelps of the 'students' to train on me. While I sat there in my hospital gown, shaking from cold, shock, hunger and hurt back and head, they questioned me, sadistically, to the nature of my 'situation', never allowing the fact of the PHYSICAL ATTACK BY BLACK FEMALE to manifest. It is as if it never happened. My witness, you live in the neigbhorhood, you saw the whole thing, you don't need to step forward, but do you remember? There you go. In any case, let us get back to the subject matter: if you are faithful to your ancestral pagan ways, or worship The Gods, you are crazy by default.
Genders under Judeo-Christianity are a must; without genders, the wealth of storage of mitochondria will not allow such an attrocious usurpation. With imposition of an order of 'any male is better than any female' you have a situation (oh believe me, I studied, I have friends: well planned out, thought out, to the minute detail. The goyim have long been studied for their reactions, sentiments, ideas, feelings and behaviors!) where any representative of a race, nationality, ethnicity, tribe, culture, tradition, religion, or spirit can be undone by any evil, low, malicious and cruel representative of any race, nationality, ethnicity, tribe, culture, tradition, religious or spirit. As a result you have the best being trampled by the worst or being forced into treacherous alliances. Moreover, as written before, such sensitive and gentle and subtle creatures are not meant for making alliances, making wars and conducting themselves in such manner; they are designated a different place in the tribe.
We must understand the importance of the blow of Judeo-Christianity upon our DNA, consciousness, cultural heritage and future.
We must create a situation where our culture can be preserved; where we can re-establish respect, opportunities and development of the best of the tribes, whatever is left, with the hope of brighet future.
There is absolutely no continuing the way that we are going: there is only disease, madness and proliferation of crime, sin and worse things (and they do exist, on that in the next address).
Peace to all and blessed be the moon, most masculine and most magical, cursed be the west for its lies and treachery, sorry, WEST
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