...he has manufactured a weak and dependent woman, for centuries, and now when he got bored of his Barbie doll, he threw her out, without marriage, without skills, with weakened body and mind, to raise her children by herself, and get by, somehow. ...The Grand Male is manufacturing an artificial womb somewhere in his laboratories, where he manufactured a first aritificial female.
Well, here is what I say to you, prick:
God given power to know and improve was not given to you to torture innocent female people and squeeze them into artificial boundaries that has nothing to do with their well being and lives. He thinks only of himself and if he could kill her off, completely, he would. When I hear "I love her" I think to myself: what if she takes off her skirt, stops shaving, applies not make up and speaks up her mind, for once, will you still love her? You buy things you think she will need - roses, chocolates, electirc appliances. Who told you she likes them? Your patriarchy told you? Why don't you ask her? Why don't you help to undo the order that is oppressive and false for the one you claim to be your "beloved"? Why do you keep oppressing her? Why do you support electolysis? Why do you support hair salons? Why do you support make-up? Why do you support rib removal and silicone? Why do you support lack of sports and weakened logic and mind? Do you love a lap dog? Are you sick? Do you love a slave? Are you ill?
Saturday, February 24, 2007
HOW MALE LEGITAMIZES ABUSE OF FEMALE
"She is a nerve case"
"She is nuts"
"She always blows it out of proprtion"
"She takes it waay too seriously"
"She can never take it easy"
"She is stupid"
"She is worthless"
While a male attacks female psyche through a combination of techniques such as: signs of disrespect, making of sharp noises, persistent and maddening whispers, words that are known to be upsetting to her, all that undermines her psyche. Psychology will tell you what happens when a psyche is weakened: break downs, aging, mental fatigue, unclear thinking, mental retardation, and even a physical breaking down of the tissue! All this is a fact and long known in psychology. Yet males chooses to do it to a female. They then cover up their crime by reducing her natural reaction of rage to their actions, by posing HER as the cuprit: she is hysterical! She is the one who is a problem! Society nods: in a society women hate women and men hate women, so the one woman that stands out will get it hard. Patriarchy knows it and relies on it widely. Their biggest "secret" weapon is to call female names that sound plausible. Yet are not true. This throws a woman into frenzy whose name she knows not. The likening is close, very similar, yet it is not her. And she cannot know it and neither can she prove that to anyone. She loose vital life force and years, fighting this way with herself, and with others, while male grows in fat and audacity. The gist of patriarchal name calling game is in its logical falaciousness. Meaning, to call a female names that sound like they are a slaughter of character, abuse of personhood are from a category of ad hominem arguments. All other logical fallacies and outright lies that hide behid raw power, are used as well. The nastier the accusation on a woman, the more irrational and hateful the remark, the more it will be believed. Remember, a woman has almost no recourse to self defending action: society is structured and permeated with male traps and mazes. Women that fight end up dead; instead of real female people come patriarchal constructs pf whore-mother-daugher, and sometimes father's daughter, and patriarchy continues to devolve human genome, kill off human potential and torture and murder human beings. The acceptance of a dissmisive statement on a part of a woman about another woman is always a disservice and a fratricide.
Notice, in our language all terms of significance are male.
Question: with so many means, why doesn't patriarchy invest its money into training and teaching women? Now that we have prosperity, why not return the debt and grow and cherish your female child?
Answer: patriarchy is non-human, a devolved genetic pool of murderous, cannibalistic, vampiristic entities that come to destroy themselves. They are litterally, in hate of a woman and if women do not wake up and protest the name calling, false accusations, double standars, dress code (Are they still kids...), abuse, murder, role definition and talking down to, they will all perish. The male slavery is pervasive and permeating and goes far into the core of a human heart. Truly, deconstructing ourselves out of the patriarchal constructs leads us by the unravelling thread of our mummification gowns (where we were mummified alive by the patriarchy!) into the depth of the maze, the "heart of darkness" of patriarchal genocidal and fraticidal intent.
"She is nuts"
"She always blows it out of proprtion"
"She takes it waay too seriously"
"She can never take it easy"
"She is stupid"
"She is worthless"
While a male attacks female psyche through a combination of techniques such as: signs of disrespect, making of sharp noises, persistent and maddening whispers, words that are known to be upsetting to her, all that undermines her psyche. Psychology will tell you what happens when a psyche is weakened: break downs, aging, mental fatigue, unclear thinking, mental retardation, and even a physical breaking down of the tissue! All this is a fact and long known in psychology. Yet males chooses to do it to a female. They then cover up their crime by reducing her natural reaction of rage to their actions, by posing HER as the cuprit: she is hysterical! She is the one who is a problem! Society nods: in a society women hate women and men hate women, so the one woman that stands out will get it hard. Patriarchy knows it and relies on it widely. Their biggest "secret" weapon is to call female names that sound plausible. Yet are not true. This throws a woman into frenzy whose name she knows not. The likening is close, very similar, yet it is not her. And she cannot know it and neither can she prove that to anyone. She loose vital life force and years, fighting this way with herself, and with others, while male grows in fat and audacity. The gist of patriarchal name calling game is in its logical falaciousness. Meaning, to call a female names that sound like they are a slaughter of character, abuse of personhood are from a category of ad hominem arguments. All other logical fallacies and outright lies that hide behid raw power, are used as well. The nastier the accusation on a woman, the more irrational and hateful the remark, the more it will be believed. Remember, a woman has almost no recourse to self defending action: society is structured and permeated with male traps and mazes. Women that fight end up dead; instead of real female people come patriarchal constructs pf whore-mother-daugher, and sometimes father's daughter, and patriarchy continues to devolve human genome, kill off human potential and torture and murder human beings. The acceptance of a dissmisive statement on a part of a woman about another woman is always a disservice and a fratricide.
Notice, in our language all terms of significance are male.
Question: with so many means, why doesn't patriarchy invest its money into training and teaching women? Now that we have prosperity, why not return the debt and grow and cherish your female child?
Answer: patriarchy is non-human, a devolved genetic pool of murderous, cannibalistic, vampiristic entities that come to destroy themselves. They are litterally, in hate of a woman and if women do not wake up and protest the name calling, false accusations, double standars, dress code (Are they still kids...), abuse, murder, role definition and talking down to, they will all perish. The male slavery is pervasive and permeating and goes far into the core of a human heart. Truly, deconstructing ourselves out of the patriarchal constructs leads us by the unravelling thread of our mummification gowns (where we were mummified alive by the patriarchy!) into the depth of the maze, the "heart of darkness" of patriarchal genocidal and fraticidal intent.
Friday, February 23, 2007
Making connections
Is there a connection between a politics of fear and repression that was excercised towards women and their horrific economic condition today?
Let's see.
What does one need to do well economically? First of all, I assume everyone does want to do well economically, don't they? If you are the person who does not care to do well economically, then this article is not for you.
For those who are interested in doing well economically, what does one need?
To do well economically, one must either have the skills or the knowledge that would creaste or have a demand. And women, do they have any or all of these necessary components? Many skills are unavailable to women as they are not trained properly and are not encouraged to improve on them. Skills is something that develops and requires setting, introduction, proper training, and a place to learn and practice. Skills also can be developed inaturally, if conditions are favorable, n accordance to the person's mind and build. And women were allowed to read and write only a few centuries ago in the West, and still are not allowed in many countries in the world. Women were not able to learn many things and to hold many different types of jobs that could help to bring more money or to evolve more versatile skills. And how about all the centuries during which men developed a political acumen, physical strength, organizational skills, personal skills, interpersonal skills? While men were doing these fun things, women were confined within four walls to develop the power of gossip and sevility, serving as mothers, wives, servants and slaves. Men today have no shame to recognize this inherent by now inequality and willingly compete with just learning how to crawl women, and oust them at even safety-net professions such as cooking, hair making, make up. Men have no shame to marginalize women anywhere, anytime and anyplace and appropriate both the resources and the credit that goes with that act of appropriation. Women still and always literally get scraps. How can they compete in unfair conditions, with improper training and weapons, ennervated and unaware? Try to put people in the equivalent to what I have described conditions, on the battle field.
Can the fact of so many centuries of learning be overlooked? Can the fact of so many skills men have acquired over time, and have then now almost genetically, be overlooked? How do you think evolution occurs? Over time, repetitious acts that a body and mind learn, CAN be passed onto the progeny. Men have repeated a wider variety of nourishing to mind, body, spirit and soul acts, over a prolonged period of time. Women have not. And if women are non-participants in anything and men participants in everything, men's genetics will be better by now, and correspondigly, a male offspring better too. Whereas a woman finds herself in a horrible condition. She is now facing a world which goes at a tremendous speed - men's centuries of preparation allow it for such a speed, whereas for a woman it is an undoing of her person and The Evolution as such. Great prosperity is for them, for men. Do they use this prosperity to improve economic conditions of women who did so much work for free for so long, raising these people, for so long? No. They buy a Porche and seduce young girls, ruining many lives because of the money they took away from where it could be, given to provide for education for women, and also by keeping the young girl they seduce from learning and acquiring character. Basically, women right now are barely scrapping, while men shamelessly spend money on new cars, new cloth, new buildings. It is as if their human family does not matter. It is as if they do not wish to return the debt they owed us. And on top of that, women's condition is pretended away by forcing them to be at a conscious level of Mercedes owners. Meaning, although there is neither the money nor the status that women have, they are forced, through a combined technique of harassment and false promise of relief, and false associtation with the imagery, to feel like it was they who lived in the glamorous world. In other words, VR. Virtual Reality. Here is precise mechanism of how a male accomplishes that. A woman is harassed psychologically and psychically. When that happens, she learns not to focus on her work but on her environment instead, to defend herself. Sharp noises and unexpected yells are very bad for the psyche.
When they happen, the psyche mobilizes and is constantly prepared for a fight or flight response.
This means that a woman is constantly in a state of great fear.
That fear is unconscious, because not many connect the man's actions to man's intent and conclude the history. So, women are constantly prepared to meet the psychic offence by being aware. That makes them aware of the reality at a level where the offence happens and pay attention to the attacker. That is how a boy who has no prominence achieves attention and uses woman's attention directed towards a defence against the attack, to grow himself in importance. Once he creates a condition in the psyche where a woman is aware, he then proceeds to act slow and deliberately, to write into woman's consciousness his image. The woman has no choice but to observe that and to be forced to pay attention to the monster who abuses her. He uses all her attention energy and makes himself into something. Then, he discards her and she is like a squeezed orange by that time. He litterally sucked her dry.
Economic poverty and mental dullness of women are a result of past denial of means of improvement and the present denial of the means of accomodation. Women need time, care, education, activities. Women grew men, it is time to return the favor and be the parents you've never been and the nurses to the ones you've abused and drained.
It is time for reparations.
Let's see.
What does one need to do well economically? First of all, I assume everyone does want to do well economically, don't they? If you are the person who does not care to do well economically, then this article is not for you.
For those who are interested in doing well economically, what does one need?
To do well economically, one must either have the skills or the knowledge that would creaste or have a demand. And women, do they have any or all of these necessary components? Many skills are unavailable to women as they are not trained properly and are not encouraged to improve on them. Skills is something that develops and requires setting, introduction, proper training, and a place to learn and practice. Skills also can be developed inaturally, if conditions are favorable, n accordance to the person's mind and build. And women were allowed to read and write only a few centuries ago in the West, and still are not allowed in many countries in the world. Women were not able to learn many things and to hold many different types of jobs that could help to bring more money or to evolve more versatile skills. And how about all the centuries during which men developed a political acumen, physical strength, organizational skills, personal skills, interpersonal skills? While men were doing these fun things, women were confined within four walls to develop the power of gossip and sevility, serving as mothers, wives, servants and slaves. Men today have no shame to recognize this inherent by now inequality and willingly compete with just learning how to crawl women, and oust them at even safety-net professions such as cooking, hair making, make up. Men have no shame to marginalize women anywhere, anytime and anyplace and appropriate both the resources and the credit that goes with that act of appropriation. Women still and always literally get scraps. How can they compete in unfair conditions, with improper training and weapons, ennervated and unaware? Try to put people in the equivalent to what I have described conditions, on the battle field.
Can the fact of so many centuries of learning be overlooked? Can the fact of so many skills men have acquired over time, and have then now almost genetically, be overlooked? How do you think evolution occurs? Over time, repetitious acts that a body and mind learn, CAN be passed onto the progeny. Men have repeated a wider variety of nourishing to mind, body, spirit and soul acts, over a prolonged period of time. Women have not. And if women are non-participants in anything and men participants in everything, men's genetics will be better by now, and correspondigly, a male offspring better too. Whereas a woman finds herself in a horrible condition. She is now facing a world which goes at a tremendous speed - men's centuries of preparation allow it for such a speed, whereas for a woman it is an undoing of her person and The Evolution as such. Great prosperity is for them, for men. Do they use this prosperity to improve economic conditions of women who did so much work for free for so long, raising these people, for so long? No. They buy a Porche and seduce young girls, ruining many lives because of the money they took away from where it could be, given to provide for education for women, and also by keeping the young girl they seduce from learning and acquiring character. Basically, women right now are barely scrapping, while men shamelessly spend money on new cars, new cloth, new buildings. It is as if their human family does not matter. It is as if they do not wish to return the debt they owed us. And on top of that, women's condition is pretended away by forcing them to be at a conscious level of Mercedes owners. Meaning, although there is neither the money nor the status that women have, they are forced, through a combined technique of harassment and false promise of relief, and false associtation with the imagery, to feel like it was they who lived in the glamorous world. In other words, VR. Virtual Reality. Here is precise mechanism of how a male accomplishes that. A woman is harassed psychologically and psychically. When that happens, she learns not to focus on her work but on her environment instead, to defend herself. Sharp noises and unexpected yells are very bad for the psyche.
When they happen, the psyche mobilizes and is constantly prepared for a fight or flight response.
This means that a woman is constantly in a state of great fear.
That fear is unconscious, because not many connect the man's actions to man's intent and conclude the history. So, women are constantly prepared to meet the psychic offence by being aware. That makes them aware of the reality at a level where the offence happens and pay attention to the attacker. That is how a boy who has no prominence achieves attention and uses woman's attention directed towards a defence against the attack, to grow himself in importance. Once he creates a condition in the psyche where a woman is aware, he then proceeds to act slow and deliberately, to write into woman's consciousness his image. The woman has no choice but to observe that and to be forced to pay attention to the monster who abuses her. He uses all her attention energy and makes himself into something. Then, he discards her and she is like a squeezed orange by that time. He litterally sucked her dry.
Economic poverty and mental dullness of women are a result of past denial of means of improvement and the present denial of the means of accomodation. Women need time, care, education, activities. Women grew men, it is time to return the favor and be the parents you've never been and the nurses to the ones you've abused and drained.
It is time for reparations.
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
HOW AMERICANS GET AWAY WITH DOING OBVIOUS WRONGS
by presenting them from their perspective. When the boyz club harasses women it claims it isgood for the women, well, because it is good for them! When boyz decide to dress a woman up and make her act like a trained monkey, they claim she likes it because they like it. When boyz through a combination of good cop, bad cop and other aforementioned tricks force a woman to comply with their desires making her to gforget the past abuses and hurt, they claim she reallyu shopuld have ended up doing what they wanted her to do and to date a guy they wanted her to date. It is as if the male's desire has been sanctified by the patriarchy at the expanse of life, life force and existence of a woman. He feels entitled to harass her even when he is on vacation and rooms with her and she is studying and living her life, he plays a game to get into her pants. Shame on you, Patrick.
HOW PATRIARCHY GROWS THEIR FEMALE CHILDREN
like weed.... &
Q: DO YOU KNOW WHERE YOUR GIRL CHILD IS?
A: SOMEWHERE OVER THERE ...
&...and how boyz grow up to suck women's blood out under the pretext of doing it unconsciously, or under a pretext of "not doing nothing wrong." Not proven - not caught, not happening, right? Right.
But there are proofs that they are fully aware and simply employ a psychological technique to get women to get their job done for them. Boys like to pretend the innocence while heavily programming reality to be full of clues that trigger woman's preprogrammed unconscious to react in a certain way to these clues. The way a woman should react is what's important here, and boyz do everything possible and impossible to achieve that goal. First, the goal is defined. Second, the nature of a woman is known. Or created. Third, the reality is programmed to produce certain effects: nature of a woman+goal+adjustment to setting and time=desired reality. Most importantly is to keep a woman so harassed, so abused, that she will nto have a chance to choose any other option from the one that has been programmed into her. The job of harassment is assigned to each and every single male, almost. Women are harassed since the time of their birth to the time of their adulthood, they are constantly treated horribly, treated like slaves. Their mentality is well prepared for participation in a slave reality that they were conditioned for since little children. The harassment cards are dealt and traded among men: if the Black power is on the rise, then any black guy, for example, could get away with harrassing a white woman's psyche. It is irrelevant that he may be from Africa and she, not from America. The guy can harass her with many ways that could "shed light" on her "racism". The thing is, even if there is no racism, the constant hint at it being there and a constant fear of appear not Democratic enough, will create a person who is so neurotic, so fearful, she will appear a "racist" when she is not. The psyche, when harassed, gets charged and sick, and reacts to clues and without thinking. Basically, constantly pushing the idea on someone that they don't liek black people even though it is not true will eventually make the pushed people loose mind and react in fear to any clue of a black person. The psyche reacts thusly because the person fears to appear wrong, and therefore the person braces against any possible display that could be interrpreted as the one the person does not feel and would never want to be believed to display. If harassment happens on the regular basis, the person gets to a state where she or he become crazed with fear of not being able to hold the fear of appearing wrong (the fear that may be misinterpreted as racism, instead of being a fear of not wanting to appear of what one is) and because the pressure is so great, the conscious mind breaks down and the person becomes a mind controlled slave. In other words, the person looses conscious control of oneself and becomes an unconscious entity...Very, extremely evil to do it a person, especially a good one, and this is what men do to women on a regular basis.
Here is some more on overusing the "racist" card and making a use of it improperly and against the law of this land. Let us say an African male wants to harass a Russian female. They share a household. He opts for using a race card and a television set for the conduction of that Nazistic operation. What does he do? Chooses times where poor female is at home and busy, and turns on Black shows to begin his work of evil spirit. The shows are well prepared: they are often full of deragatory slang and terms towards white people and white women especially. Also, as the black guy is watching the show he makes suggestive comments and hints at the white woman's fault...She is in the vicinity and gets harassed. At first, it is unconsciously. Then, as her attention gets caught because her unconscious just got harassed and disturbed, she becomes conscious of the accusations. This is when she feels insecure and wants to dissaprove the comments and accusations, and involves herself into an empty and fruitless pursuit: the pursuit is empty and fruitless because the accusations have no grounds to begin with, and therefore she stands no chance to win in this "war." She may have been born in another country, she may have been half or quarter black herself but she will be accused nonetheless simply because she is white and she is a female, that renders her helpless. The black male steals her time, personhood and may even have sex with her this way. Man's inhumanity to female is abundant.
This was a specific example of harassment in action. As I said earlier, clues are important and clues is what pushes poor female towards patriarchal goal. Like a rat in Skinner's maze...Special attention is paid to clues that prevent evolvement. These clues must be abundant for as a Homo Sapiens and a persecuted person, woman's mind and body desire change and solution and a salvation from pain and mistreatment. She attempts to evolve, attempts patriarchy crushes with its booted leg like one crushes a bug. Patriarchy fears woman's evolution above all else, because that would render the patriarchal power, powerless. So, when a female speaks her mind, she must be suppressed. She is termed "quarrelsome". Terms that threaten or promise or deliver societal condemnation are the best. I have mentioned in my earlier essays what price a woman who does not conform to society, must pay. Further, easier. Same principle. Any independent action on the part of the female, regardless of how proper it is, is termed some form of disruption of peace. If you are a woman and you are defending yourself: you are bittter. If you are a woman and you mind your business: you are afraid of people. If you are a woman and you are studying for your exam: you are a spinster bookworm. If you are a woman and are dating and enjoying yourself: you are a whore. If you are a woman and waiting to get married: you are a lesbian. If you are a woman who likes to have friends: you are a bisexual. There is no winning: the principle is that any action, anywhere, any place so long as it is taken by a woman and intitiates from a woman, is wrong.
Men also like to provide a temporary security feeling in a woman because it allows the victim to relx, to fatten up and to be tastier at the next harassment. As women relax and believe themselves to be safe (ha ha ha), men sneak up and ...harass them again! They devise an intricate system of psychological and mental torture, whereby women who trust or live or are human beings, die or get eaten alive. Patriarchy loves monstrers, hates humanity and despises itself. Catching women treacherously while they are busy doing work, that means while they are in the creativity, this means while they are in their unconsious, men say something or do something to make women react. Women constantly have their concentratrion broken because they are distrurbed and affected.
All of the normal growing processes are omitted. Distrubed. Destroyed. The genetics becomes escewed and sick. We become sick. Patriarchy destroys us from the inside. Like cancer.
And so, woman-lot, the lot of a great genius creature is: wrapping the baby doll into swaddling cloth, wrapping a baby patriarch into a swaddling cloth...Women go from playing with a Barbie and learning how Barbie seduces Ken to growing to become Barbies and seducing real-life Ken's. All the other growing processes are, of course either prohibted, omitted, or made believe to be unnecessary. Activites and processess such as playing sports, conversing, being buddies, running around.
As young girls play with Barbies, young males are trained to believe that harassing a woman is good for her - see, see she is learning! With this mind state, people will never change nor evolve but will devolve, because they are lacking a sense of guilt that can allow the recognition of fault and moving onto another stage. The fact that they are destroying all subtle psychological and mental nerve endings in a woman, sapping her strength and making her sick is not somehow distrubing, they with pride take a credit for that, highfiving one another! Well, if you provided women with education, proper nutrition and care, they would have learnt anyway. What if you were harassed by your parents and not provided with opportunities? Males, though, continue to sap woman's strength and energy. If she manages to survive, they grab her out of a time frame, her special frame of her mind, unique self and life and present her accomplishment that she has initiated and created there, as the "result" of their harassment of her. Very tricky and very smart. And very devious. But the FACT that she was doing it for thousands of days before that is totally and absolutely ignored. A woman, if unaware will fail to pereive the deceit. Surrounded on one side by fear, on the other by "encouragement" needless to say she will choose to give her credit away to the patriarch in exchange for some "recognition." It is a loosing position, you see, for patriarchy comes out winning in any case. They:
A. Just got another "reasurrance" that even their bad acts are good.
B. Just got an extended license to continue to harass a woman - it worked so fine last time, we shoul do it again! Why are you protesting it's bad - you said the same thing last time but it was good.
C. Got the credit for what not only they have not done, but for what they have attempted to undo and harm!
The solution? Call the stinking fish what is.
If someone harasses you, he harasses you.
End of story.
He has harassed you in relation to looking from the future,
he will be harassing you in relation to looking from the past,
he is harassing you in relation to looking in the now, the present.
Patriarch just never wants to face you in the present, because he WANTS TO CONTINUE TO HARASS YOU. He wants to harass you, hurt you, supress you, overcome you and appear a ...philantroppe!
Check out "Gyn/Ecology" by Mary Daly.
Q: DO YOU KNOW WHERE YOUR GIRL CHILD IS?
A: SOMEWHERE OVER THERE ...
&...and how boyz grow up to suck women's blood out under the pretext of doing it unconsciously, or under a pretext of "not doing nothing wrong." Not proven - not caught, not happening, right? Right.
But there are proofs that they are fully aware and simply employ a psychological technique to get women to get their job done for them. Boys like to pretend the innocence while heavily programming reality to be full of clues that trigger woman's preprogrammed unconscious to react in a certain way to these clues. The way a woman should react is what's important here, and boyz do everything possible and impossible to achieve that goal. First, the goal is defined. Second, the nature of a woman is known. Or created. Third, the reality is programmed to produce certain effects: nature of a woman+goal+adjustment to setting and time=desired reality. Most importantly is to keep a woman so harassed, so abused, that she will nto have a chance to choose any other option from the one that has been programmed into her. The job of harassment is assigned to each and every single male, almost. Women are harassed since the time of their birth to the time of their adulthood, they are constantly treated horribly, treated like slaves. Their mentality is well prepared for participation in a slave reality that they were conditioned for since little children. The harassment cards are dealt and traded among men: if the Black power is on the rise, then any black guy, for example, could get away with harrassing a white woman's psyche. It is irrelevant that he may be from Africa and she, not from America. The guy can harass her with many ways that could "shed light" on her "racism". The thing is, even if there is no racism, the constant hint at it being there and a constant fear of appear not Democratic enough, will create a person who is so neurotic, so fearful, she will appear a "racist" when she is not. The psyche, when harassed, gets charged and sick, and reacts to clues and without thinking. Basically, constantly pushing the idea on someone that they don't liek black people even though it is not true will eventually make the pushed people loose mind and react in fear to any clue of a black person. The psyche reacts thusly because the person fears to appear wrong, and therefore the person braces against any possible display that could be interrpreted as the one the person does not feel and would never want to be believed to display. If harassment happens on the regular basis, the person gets to a state where she or he become crazed with fear of not being able to hold the fear of appearing wrong (the fear that may be misinterpreted as racism, instead of being a fear of not wanting to appear of what one is) and because the pressure is so great, the conscious mind breaks down and the person becomes a mind controlled slave. In other words, the person looses conscious control of oneself and becomes an unconscious entity...Very, extremely evil to do it a person, especially a good one, and this is what men do to women on a regular basis.
Here is some more on overusing the "racist" card and making a use of it improperly and against the law of this land. Let us say an African male wants to harass a Russian female. They share a household. He opts for using a race card and a television set for the conduction of that Nazistic operation. What does he do? Chooses times where poor female is at home and busy, and turns on Black shows to begin his work of evil spirit. The shows are well prepared: they are often full of deragatory slang and terms towards white people and white women especially. Also, as the black guy is watching the show he makes suggestive comments and hints at the white woman's fault...She is in the vicinity and gets harassed. At first, it is unconsciously. Then, as her attention gets caught because her unconscious just got harassed and disturbed, she becomes conscious of the accusations. This is when she feels insecure and wants to dissaprove the comments and accusations, and involves herself into an empty and fruitless pursuit: the pursuit is empty and fruitless because the accusations have no grounds to begin with, and therefore she stands no chance to win in this "war." She may have been born in another country, she may have been half or quarter black herself but she will be accused nonetheless simply because she is white and she is a female, that renders her helpless. The black male steals her time, personhood and may even have sex with her this way. Man's inhumanity to female is abundant.
This was a specific example of harassment in action. As I said earlier, clues are important and clues is what pushes poor female towards patriarchal goal. Like a rat in Skinner's maze...Special attention is paid to clues that prevent evolvement. These clues must be abundant for as a Homo Sapiens and a persecuted person, woman's mind and body desire change and solution and a salvation from pain and mistreatment. She attempts to evolve, attempts patriarchy crushes with its booted leg like one crushes a bug. Patriarchy fears woman's evolution above all else, because that would render the patriarchal power, powerless. So, when a female speaks her mind, she must be suppressed. She is termed "quarrelsome". Terms that threaten or promise or deliver societal condemnation are the best. I have mentioned in my earlier essays what price a woman who does not conform to society, must pay. Further, easier. Same principle. Any independent action on the part of the female, regardless of how proper it is, is termed some form of disruption of peace. If you are a woman and you are defending yourself: you are bittter. If you are a woman and you mind your business: you are afraid of people. If you are a woman and you are studying for your exam: you are a spinster bookworm. If you are a woman and are dating and enjoying yourself: you are a whore. If you are a woman and waiting to get married: you are a lesbian. If you are a woman who likes to have friends: you are a bisexual. There is no winning: the principle is that any action, anywhere, any place so long as it is taken by a woman and intitiates from a woman, is wrong.
Men also like to provide a temporary security feeling in a woman because it allows the victim to relx, to fatten up and to be tastier at the next harassment. As women relax and believe themselves to be safe (ha ha ha), men sneak up and ...harass them again! They devise an intricate system of psychological and mental torture, whereby women who trust or live or are human beings, die or get eaten alive. Patriarchy loves monstrers, hates humanity and despises itself. Catching women treacherously while they are busy doing work, that means while they are in the creativity, this means while they are in their unconsious, men say something or do something to make women react. Women constantly have their concentratrion broken because they are distrurbed and affected.
All of the normal growing processes are omitted. Distrubed. Destroyed. The genetics becomes escewed and sick. We become sick. Patriarchy destroys us from the inside. Like cancer.
And so, woman-lot, the lot of a great genius creature is: wrapping the baby doll into swaddling cloth, wrapping a baby patriarch into a swaddling cloth...Women go from playing with a Barbie and learning how Barbie seduces Ken to growing to become Barbies and seducing real-life Ken's. All the other growing processes are, of course either prohibted, omitted, or made believe to be unnecessary. Activites and processess such as playing sports, conversing, being buddies, running around.
As young girls play with Barbies, young males are trained to believe that harassing a woman is good for her - see, see she is learning! With this mind state, people will never change nor evolve but will devolve, because they are lacking a sense of guilt that can allow the recognition of fault and moving onto another stage. The fact that they are destroying all subtle psychological and mental nerve endings in a woman, sapping her strength and making her sick is not somehow distrubing, they with pride take a credit for that, highfiving one another! Well, if you provided women with education, proper nutrition and care, they would have learnt anyway. What if you were harassed by your parents and not provided with opportunities? Males, though, continue to sap woman's strength and energy. If she manages to survive, they grab her out of a time frame, her special frame of her mind, unique self and life and present her accomplishment that she has initiated and created there, as the "result" of their harassment of her. Very tricky and very smart. And very devious. But the FACT that she was doing it for thousands of days before that is totally and absolutely ignored. A woman, if unaware will fail to pereive the deceit. Surrounded on one side by fear, on the other by "encouragement" needless to say she will choose to give her credit away to the patriarch in exchange for some "recognition." It is a loosing position, you see, for patriarchy comes out winning in any case. They:
A. Just got another "reasurrance" that even their bad acts are good.
B. Just got an extended license to continue to harass a woman - it worked so fine last time, we shoul do it again! Why are you protesting it's bad - you said the same thing last time but it was good.
C. Got the credit for what not only they have not done, but for what they have attempted to undo and harm!
The solution? Call the stinking fish what is.
If someone harasses you, he harasses you.
End of story.
He has harassed you in relation to looking from the future,
he will be harassing you in relation to looking from the past,
he is harassing you in relation to looking in the now, the present.
Patriarch just never wants to face you in the present, because he WANTS TO CONTINUE TO HARASS YOU. He wants to harass you, hurt you, supress you, overcome you and appear a ...philantroppe!
Check out "Gyn/Ecology" by Mary Daly.
Schizophrenia has obvious symptoms
No recollection of the past.
Ultimate and untimely aggresiveness.
Strange judgments. Don't make sense. Much projection.
Claims. No reason.
Often accompanied by illusion of grandeur.
But the most important thing is that a schizophrenic has no sense of self and no memory of himself not his past. He does something, and forgets it. Then he is suprised by your response to him. He does not know what to make of it.
Schiziphrenics like to stare and look through you. They act strange and have inadequate reactions. They laugh when they should be crying and cry when they should be laughing. They are extremely jealous and low individuals. They hold no ideals and abhor any attempt at improvement on the part of another person.
Schizophrenics know no limits and have no morals. Like to animals, to them all is permiseable.
They will bark and ask you why they can't.
They will try to seduce a married woman or a man and wonder why it is not right.
They will bite a hand extended in friendship and question your anger at that.
They will hold you, caress you and profess loving you, and at the earliest and most convinient opportunity betray you. Then they will say it is no big deal but you are making it a big deal.
Schizophrenics are unable to recongnize development of society and live in a world of their imagination which is much more real to them than any reality. They are lost in that reality and perceive it as real. They make your life a living hell because they are, literally, crazy.
Patriarchy is the worst slave owning machine
Patriarchy prohibits protest against their actions by inflicting more pain. There is no escape because these senses of entitlement to woman's labor, time and person are at every level.
Psychology: fear, pain, manipulation
Approaches: behaviorism, psychoanalysis, unconsious
Behaviorism: Maslow, Skinner, more, more, more
Psychoanalysis: Freud
Unconsciou: Jung
There is more.
If anyone knows, know it and connect. Go further. Don't stay and die. Go and survive. Go and spread the word. Live. Don't die. Don''t change. Don't mutate. Help the others. Save yourself and her.
Psychology: fear, pain, manipulation
Approaches: behaviorism, psychoanalysis, unconsious
Behaviorism: Maslow, Skinner, more, more, more
Psychoanalysis: Freud
Unconsciou: Jung
There is more.
If anyone knows, know it and connect. Go further. Don't stay and die. Go and survive. Go and spread the word. Live. Don't die. Don''t change. Don't mutate. Help the others. Save yourself and her.
How patriarchy produces males like these: the two roommates
-"Can I have my item back?"
"You gave it to me"
-"No, I didn't. I lent it to you."
"You said you gave it to me." Stares at me, looming over me. His eyes are steady and he does not blink. He sways from left to right and right to left. His hands hang down. He starres at me.
-"I said you can keep it if you'd like, but it was meant out of politeness."
He takes a closer step to me, he looms over me, his eyes squint: you mean to say you've changed your mind?....
I open my mouth because I gasp for air. He looks right through me and not at me. How do I explain to a person who stands in my room and talks to me while I am in the kitchen, that he is disregarding normal boundaries and should not be standing in my room? How can I exlain to a person who exists the bathroom and stands there staring at me for ten minutes straight until I ask him what he want, and who goes into denial about the whole staring at me thing? He stares without blinking, like a mad animal, like an animal stares before jumping for the throat and strangling you. What do I say to an individual who denies having starred thusly, and says he "didn't do no nothing wrong". How do you explain to this individual that to stand and stare behind someone's back at what that person is writing, is impolite at least, and freaky at the most. To put it differently, this staring and this standing is an actual invasion of my privacy.
"No, I did not change my mind" I finally reply, after reflection, with a sigh. "I always wanted it back. You've misinterpreted me."
He straightenes his back and makes a face at me that promises pain. Like a kid, he thinks he can convince me to disbelieve my own words. "But yesterday you said I can have it."
"It's been a month by now and you have not returned to me my goddamn item, why did you not ask me if you coudl keep it for a longer time? Why didn't you?"
He stands straight and starts yelling at me that I have changed my mind and that I lie.
"You are a liar." I say to him. He doesn't like it.
He stops yelling and squints again. "Don't you ever call me that" he says and sharply turns on his heels. He walks with huge steps to the back, to his private room, to retrieve my item. He turns around as he walks and says: don't you ever call me that.
"You are that! You stand and lie straight to my face! You are obnoxious on top of that and intolerable. You have no sense of norm and decency."
He says very loudly, waking up our other roommate, through whose room he has to pass to arrive to his destination: I am warning you, Ms. Zakharov, don't call me a liar. Be careful, Dana. Be carefull.
"I will speak as I please, now give me my thing."
"Be carefull, I am warning you" I continue to hear threats.
He comes out and shoves the curtain into my hands. Just like that. He repeats to me that I should be carefull. I look at him and feel the cold. I also feel his eyes, they are empty, empty of humanity, empty of feeling, empty of being, empty of everything. He looks like a zombie, and not Rob. I say to him: you are threatening me. He says "that's enough, Dana" as if I was a child. Then I remember how my friend was spoken to by her supposed friend, very similar. I recall the story in all details. The friend who spoke was a guy, and she, she was a girl. He was nice until they had a contention. That is, until he did not have to be tested. And then he went full force and all the way. All friendship went to hell when he needed something she had. It wasn't even something significant. When she fought back, naturally, first out of fear, and then out of reaction, and hurt, he got very upset and started to threaten her very similarly. She used to bring me along as a buffer during those times. I got into fights with him a few times. I wanted to protect because any friend who is good and can protect should protect another friend who is good and needs protection. During those times, he hated me so much I thought he would kill both me and my friend.
So, "that's enough, Dana" as he exists down the stairs with his gangly mid-Western walk, turning around to look at my face. He repeats his warning with this strange, quite voice, looking at me deeplym yet somehow, through me. One may be led to believe he is not joking. I loose my temper and yell that he will find his shit thrown out if he continues talking to me so disrespectfully. I close the door. He runs upstairs and opens the door. I am sitting and reading my book, trying to calm down. He stares at me with hatred and threatens again, then he pauses, now he threatens to go to court with me. I say that's just fine.
At least the pretense of liking this beast is now gone. I could not stand the person after the incident at the fence. He was horrible to me, horrendous, obnoxious, crude and although he did help me some then, the complex of inferiority that I grew is slowly reducing only now, months later...I feel a thousand and one times relieved now that I don't have to like the beast.
The beast is revealed.
The beast is yet another male who mocks and humilates a female that was forced to let him in to survive, the rent issue in turn created by the ghostly and beastly patriarchy. And he takes advantage of that need by gaining on her needines and sensitivity, through using all of the tricks of patriarchy to harass the psyche as I've outlined previously.
He is a beast.
He hates himself for being such a looser but who cares for his motivation: in the end, it is the choices that we make that make us or unmake us.
THE SECOND ROOMMATE:
The other one is even weirder. He constantly sexually harasses me. Subtly. The time will come when he will prove himself a friend but nonetheless, one doubts his motivation and one doubts his sanity.
He stares at me too. But with a different twist. The common trait of both is harassment of my person, regardless of the indicated choice to be otherwise treated. He comes out of the bathroom after the shower and tries to loose his towel on his way to his room. I can see his naked torso. He tries to accentuate the smell of his body wash: coincidentally, it is the same as mine. He grabs my cell phone when it rings to give it to me. He puts things I left out where he thinks I would like them. Consequently, I cannot find anything. He stares at me and pretends he was looking elsewhere when I look up to catch him. When I am in my room, he suddenly yells out my name or yells out to me, making me jump off my chair, making my heart race and making me loose my train of thought...My thought is important, I do not want nor need to be associating with him and my work requires me to be in depth, not on the surface. When he washes his own dishes he acts as if he is doing ME a favor. He bangs them and throws them into the sink. He used to take all my three dishes and dirty them, not bothering to wash them after. He does something and checks for my reaction, it is as if he is unable to tell what is right and what is wrong without my reaction. He has no brain of his own. He constantly stands in such a way as to demonstrate his "masculinity" to me. When I get caught off guard, I blush. He often tries to stick his penis in my field of vision. He looks very satisfied. He started to immitate the gait of the other roommate because he thinks I like him... It is pathetic to watch this black guy immitate this mid-Western bozo redneck with a heavy accent. He thinks he is sexy. He contantly puts on black television and waits for my reaction. I was never a racist in my life until I started to get harassed and told why I should at in any way. This is America. Live and let live. Don't live off me.
He does not understand why I hide my cups and dishes now. He thinks I am mean. I am not his mommy nor his servant. I will not clean after him.
"You gave it to me"
-"No, I didn't. I lent it to you."
"You said you gave it to me." Stares at me, looming over me. His eyes are steady and he does not blink. He sways from left to right and right to left. His hands hang down. He starres at me.
-"I said you can keep it if you'd like, but it was meant out of politeness."
He takes a closer step to me, he looms over me, his eyes squint: you mean to say you've changed your mind?....
I open my mouth because I gasp for air. He looks right through me and not at me. How do I explain to a person who stands in my room and talks to me while I am in the kitchen, that he is disregarding normal boundaries and should not be standing in my room? How can I exlain to a person who exists the bathroom and stands there staring at me for ten minutes straight until I ask him what he want, and who goes into denial about the whole staring at me thing? He stares without blinking, like a mad animal, like an animal stares before jumping for the throat and strangling you. What do I say to an individual who denies having starred thusly, and says he "didn't do no nothing wrong". How do you explain to this individual that to stand and stare behind someone's back at what that person is writing, is impolite at least, and freaky at the most. To put it differently, this staring and this standing is an actual invasion of my privacy.
"No, I did not change my mind" I finally reply, after reflection, with a sigh. "I always wanted it back. You've misinterpreted me."
He straightenes his back and makes a face at me that promises pain. Like a kid, he thinks he can convince me to disbelieve my own words. "But yesterday you said I can have it."
"It's been a month by now and you have not returned to me my goddamn item, why did you not ask me if you coudl keep it for a longer time? Why didn't you?"
He stands straight and starts yelling at me that I have changed my mind and that I lie.
"You are a liar." I say to him. He doesn't like it.
He stops yelling and squints again. "Don't you ever call me that" he says and sharply turns on his heels. He walks with huge steps to the back, to his private room, to retrieve my item. He turns around as he walks and says: don't you ever call me that.
"You are that! You stand and lie straight to my face! You are obnoxious on top of that and intolerable. You have no sense of norm and decency."
He says very loudly, waking up our other roommate, through whose room he has to pass to arrive to his destination: I am warning you, Ms. Zakharov, don't call me a liar. Be careful, Dana. Be carefull.
"I will speak as I please, now give me my thing."
"Be carefull, I am warning you" I continue to hear threats.
He comes out and shoves the curtain into my hands. Just like that. He repeats to me that I should be carefull. I look at him and feel the cold. I also feel his eyes, they are empty, empty of humanity, empty of feeling, empty of being, empty of everything. He looks like a zombie, and not Rob. I say to him: you are threatening me. He says "that's enough, Dana" as if I was a child. Then I remember how my friend was spoken to by her supposed friend, very similar. I recall the story in all details. The friend who spoke was a guy, and she, she was a girl. He was nice until they had a contention. That is, until he did not have to be tested. And then he went full force and all the way. All friendship went to hell when he needed something she had. It wasn't even something significant. When she fought back, naturally, first out of fear, and then out of reaction, and hurt, he got very upset and started to threaten her very similarly. She used to bring me along as a buffer during those times. I got into fights with him a few times. I wanted to protect because any friend who is good and can protect should protect another friend who is good and needs protection. During those times, he hated me so much I thought he would kill both me and my friend.
So, "that's enough, Dana" as he exists down the stairs with his gangly mid-Western walk, turning around to look at my face. He repeats his warning with this strange, quite voice, looking at me deeplym yet somehow, through me. One may be led to believe he is not joking. I loose my temper and yell that he will find his shit thrown out if he continues talking to me so disrespectfully. I close the door. He runs upstairs and opens the door. I am sitting and reading my book, trying to calm down. He stares at me with hatred and threatens again, then he pauses, now he threatens to go to court with me. I say that's just fine.
At least the pretense of liking this beast is now gone. I could not stand the person after the incident at the fence. He was horrible to me, horrendous, obnoxious, crude and although he did help me some then, the complex of inferiority that I grew is slowly reducing only now, months later...I feel a thousand and one times relieved now that I don't have to like the beast.
The beast is revealed.
The beast is yet another male who mocks and humilates a female that was forced to let him in to survive, the rent issue in turn created by the ghostly and beastly patriarchy. And he takes advantage of that need by gaining on her needines and sensitivity, through using all of the tricks of patriarchy to harass the psyche as I've outlined previously.
He is a beast.
He hates himself for being such a looser but who cares for his motivation: in the end, it is the choices that we make that make us or unmake us.
THE SECOND ROOMMATE:
The other one is even weirder. He constantly sexually harasses me. Subtly. The time will come when he will prove himself a friend but nonetheless, one doubts his motivation and one doubts his sanity.
He stares at me too. But with a different twist. The common trait of both is harassment of my person, regardless of the indicated choice to be otherwise treated. He comes out of the bathroom after the shower and tries to loose his towel on his way to his room. I can see his naked torso. He tries to accentuate the smell of his body wash: coincidentally, it is the same as mine. He grabs my cell phone when it rings to give it to me. He puts things I left out where he thinks I would like them. Consequently, I cannot find anything. He stares at me and pretends he was looking elsewhere when I look up to catch him. When I am in my room, he suddenly yells out my name or yells out to me, making me jump off my chair, making my heart race and making me loose my train of thought...My thought is important, I do not want nor need to be associating with him and my work requires me to be in depth, not on the surface. When he washes his own dishes he acts as if he is doing ME a favor. He bangs them and throws them into the sink. He used to take all my three dishes and dirty them, not bothering to wash them after. He does something and checks for my reaction, it is as if he is unable to tell what is right and what is wrong without my reaction. He has no brain of his own. He constantly stands in such a way as to demonstrate his "masculinity" to me. When I get caught off guard, I blush. He often tries to stick his penis in my field of vision. He looks very satisfied. He started to immitate the gait of the other roommate because he thinks I like him... It is pathetic to watch this black guy immitate this mid-Western bozo redneck with a heavy accent. He thinks he is sexy. He contantly puts on black television and waits for my reaction. I was never a racist in my life until I started to get harassed and told why I should at in any way. This is America. Live and let live. Don't live off me.
He does not understand why I hide my cups and dishes now. He thinks I am mean. I am not his mommy nor his servant. I will not clean after him.
HOW MALES HARASS WOMEN ON A FAULTY ASSUMPTION OF "ENERGY"
If you are a woman and ever felt drained, suddenly upset, irrationally angry or frustrated, what's going on? A very simple thing is going on.
You are being abused. Yes, you will say, but he is not hitting me nor is he raising his voice at me. Woman, where have you been that after psychology has been around for so long you still fail to realize how many ways to psychologically torture someone are there? The main source of what a male calls "energy" means, to boyz' club, is doing sadistic things to you and torturing you. When you get upset, they get happy. Your tears, your pain, your sickness, and your irritation are called "energy" by them. You see, when you get upset, you get muddy headed, you can't think clearly and you can't study or progress. This is when the male gains the time on you and progresses. He also enjoys psychological, emotional and spiritual suffering of a woman.
How does he (the male) make you upset?
Why?...
BEWARE OF A POISONOUS ENEMY LURKING IN THE LIGHT
BEWARE OF A DANGEROUS ENEMY LURKING IN THE LIGHT
Everyone agrees that a woman's role is constructed and a constrictin one. Much of what is "expected" of us is neither good for the species, nor is good for individuals. It is, simply and plainly put, venomous to us and to our psyche. But, since there is a societal judgment, the so called "public opinion" that stands on guard with flaming sword, ready to crucify any female who dares to live her destiny and go against the "rules", females do what is actually not good. God forbid it would be a wrong act that they do and still with the advise of a male! If one is a female, one can never be right, one is always only wrong. So, a female learns to be always on the watch out, on the look out and fear to violate some societal prohibition. She becomes neurotic and psychopathic. Male, unfortunately, is not concerned with the well being of the species but is concerned with the well being of his wallet and the precisous self...What is the punishment for that prohibition that a woman breaks?Loosing one's job, loosing the respect, being talked about. Every move a female makes is analyzed under the microscope - this was not sexy, this was not right, this was rude. Such standards as rudeness, sweetness, agreeablness are applied to a woman where they are not applied to a man. Why not? A woman can err in anything, even a breath of air she takes, and a man can only err in some of his actions? Certainly, thusly preoccupied female is unable to progress and evolve further. Men is able to do whatever he pleases and to received all credit and pleasure that he wants.
Society justifies adultery when it comes to a man.
Society justifies his lowly behavior.
Society even justifies him paying less money to a female for the job she does that is equal, and often greater than male's. The result of double standards and a continuous and insistent politics of harassment of the female, is abuse of the female and her bad position, dissagreeble nature of the gender relationships and an unfortunate living conditions for all. This is natural to expect because when a man, who is insignificant, wants to gain power by means that are not proper, he will do it by attacking a female. And since she trusts him and it is hard for her to conceive of anything he does as bad, he can easily get away with all he does for a while, until he establishes the imbalance of powers. And once the system is set up, all else follows. From then on, all he really has to do it to act when she does or says something as if she could be violating one of the social laws. The fear of retribution on the part of the society that comes in the form of a snap judgment, is mighty and powerfully fearful. The man further continues to narrow her sphere of influence by attacking absolutely neutral behaviors on her part as the bad ones. From making her a non-threat, he makes her into a pathetic supplicant. It is irrelevant is she is right or wrong, because all that counts is that SOMEONE, ANYONE has judged her behavior to be wrong. Since a woman has been given less wieght in society, she and her word are insignificant and do not count lest she is supported by a male witness or is seconded by someone. And any word said against a female, will be pronounced and counted against her. The woman then is certainly fearful to speak. She becomes closed in. The man further continues to harass her. He intensifies his attack and now he uses a different technique - he makes sharp noises, drops objects, and always does something that is bound to unstabilize her psyche when she is in peace or is calm or is resting. By doing that he makes her psyche neurotic and she comes to believe there is no safe place in the world. She is unable to think or function. She is a complete animal by then, anything can be done to her and said to her. She is helpless because even the very words the male created, and decontructs them at will.
The sadism that is practised, the intentional hurting of human beings for the sake of emotional or psychic pleasure, is what accompanies that hurting. The gain, the pursuit of gain, is accomplished by draining a woman of her life force as one would a water balloon. The justification of man's actions is set up in the system, the excuses like: boys will be boys, he really did not mean that, he is angry, he is a man after all, you are exagerrating and being emotional, are an aid to a main policy that states that a man is always right and a man can do no wrong. The quality of a man arising out of this torturuous relationship will doubtfully be good also. But most importantly, the excuses gallore provide a legalized slavery for any able bodied male. A female is a commodity to be touched, spoken to, abused, harassed, stolen from and manipulated.
People will say - don't allow the abuse. Well, first of all, how not to allow it if there are no weapons to fight with? And the second point is that what's important is not to have the impulse to hurt or to use for own gain. That impulse existing allows all of us to live in a sick society. This society is a society of psychopaths and sociopaths. The point is not to have weapons to protect oneself from abuse. The point is in not living with someone who wants to vampire off of you. What life is that if you know any male wants to drain you? That's not a life for a human.
Man creates fear in a woman by stirring her ancient and abused psyche. He constantly threatenes to inflict violence against her. He will not stop. He justifies that with future gain he will make.
Improper spiritual entry will never be erased.
The beginning that requires blood and a conscious and fully self-aware and aware of its doing, vice breeding, in no beginning. What can possibly justifies a killing and draining of innocent young women?
A man steals. He steals her time, her energy, her life force, her energy, her life, her youth, her strength.
Patriarchy teaches boys to speak to any woman as if she has no history, no existence but outside the immediate moment where some boy catches her in, no personality and no life. Man has no desire to know a woman is alive and human. He wants to believe she is a resource and a arising out of the black hole. American male, uneducated and stupid, stupified by cheap availability of all this magick mambo-jumbo feels himself entitled to woman's life.
No one stops him.
No one protects. No one says don't kill these innocent people by thousands each day. How come when a woman speaks of abuse, she is deconstructed? Are abuses I have listed before and now so miniscule, so irrelevant and so non-existant that they could be rationalized away? Is the blood of women less precious than the blood of those who have died in war on Iraq? Is our struggle for decent living not as relevant as a struggle of Americans during Revolution against England?
You are being abused. Yes, you will say, but he is not hitting me nor is he raising his voice at me. Woman, where have you been that after psychology has been around for so long you still fail to realize how many ways to psychologically torture someone are there? The main source of what a male calls "energy" means, to boyz' club, is doing sadistic things to you and torturing you. When you get upset, they get happy. Your tears, your pain, your sickness, and your irritation are called "energy" by them. You see, when you get upset, you get muddy headed, you can't think clearly and you can't study or progress. This is when the male gains the time on you and progresses. He also enjoys psychological, emotional and spiritual suffering of a woman.
How does he (the male) make you upset?
Why?...
BEWARE OF A POISONOUS ENEMY LURKING IN THE LIGHT
BEWARE OF A DANGEROUS ENEMY LURKING IN THE LIGHT
Everyone agrees that a woman's role is constructed and a constrictin one. Much of what is "expected" of us is neither good for the species, nor is good for individuals. It is, simply and plainly put, venomous to us and to our psyche. But, since there is a societal judgment, the so called "public opinion" that stands on guard with flaming sword, ready to crucify any female who dares to live her destiny and go against the "rules", females do what is actually not good. God forbid it would be a wrong act that they do and still with the advise of a male! If one is a female, one can never be right, one is always only wrong. So, a female learns to be always on the watch out, on the look out and fear to violate some societal prohibition. She becomes neurotic and psychopathic. Male, unfortunately, is not concerned with the well being of the species but is concerned with the well being of his wallet and the precisous self...What is the punishment for that prohibition that a woman breaks?Loosing one's job, loosing the respect, being talked about. Every move a female makes is analyzed under the microscope - this was not sexy, this was not right, this was rude. Such standards as rudeness, sweetness, agreeablness are applied to a woman where they are not applied to a man. Why not? A woman can err in anything, even a breath of air she takes, and a man can only err in some of his actions? Certainly, thusly preoccupied female is unable to progress and evolve further. Men is able to do whatever he pleases and to received all credit and pleasure that he wants.
Society justifies adultery when it comes to a man.
Society justifies his lowly behavior.
Society even justifies him paying less money to a female for the job she does that is equal, and often greater than male's. The result of double standards and a continuous and insistent politics of harassment of the female, is abuse of the female and her bad position, dissagreeble nature of the gender relationships and an unfortunate living conditions for all. This is natural to expect because when a man, who is insignificant, wants to gain power by means that are not proper, he will do it by attacking a female. And since she trusts him and it is hard for her to conceive of anything he does as bad, he can easily get away with all he does for a while, until he establishes the imbalance of powers. And once the system is set up, all else follows. From then on, all he really has to do it to act when she does or says something as if she could be violating one of the social laws. The fear of retribution on the part of the society that comes in the form of a snap judgment, is mighty and powerfully fearful. The man further continues to narrow her sphere of influence by attacking absolutely neutral behaviors on her part as the bad ones. From making her a non-threat, he makes her into a pathetic supplicant. It is irrelevant is she is right or wrong, because all that counts is that SOMEONE, ANYONE has judged her behavior to be wrong. Since a woman has been given less wieght in society, she and her word are insignificant and do not count lest she is supported by a male witness or is seconded by someone. And any word said against a female, will be pronounced and counted against her. The woman then is certainly fearful to speak. She becomes closed in. The man further continues to harass her. He intensifies his attack and now he uses a different technique - he makes sharp noises, drops objects, and always does something that is bound to unstabilize her psyche when she is in peace or is calm or is resting. By doing that he makes her psyche neurotic and she comes to believe there is no safe place in the world. She is unable to think or function. She is a complete animal by then, anything can be done to her and said to her. She is helpless because even the very words the male created, and decontructs them at will.
The sadism that is practised, the intentional hurting of human beings for the sake of emotional or psychic pleasure, is what accompanies that hurting. The gain, the pursuit of gain, is accomplished by draining a woman of her life force as one would a water balloon. The justification of man's actions is set up in the system, the excuses like: boys will be boys, he really did not mean that, he is angry, he is a man after all, you are exagerrating and being emotional, are an aid to a main policy that states that a man is always right and a man can do no wrong. The quality of a man arising out of this torturuous relationship will doubtfully be good also. But most importantly, the excuses gallore provide a legalized slavery for any able bodied male. A female is a commodity to be touched, spoken to, abused, harassed, stolen from and manipulated.
People will say - don't allow the abuse. Well, first of all, how not to allow it if there are no weapons to fight with? And the second point is that what's important is not to have the impulse to hurt or to use for own gain. That impulse existing allows all of us to live in a sick society. This society is a society of psychopaths and sociopaths. The point is not to have weapons to protect oneself from abuse. The point is in not living with someone who wants to vampire off of you. What life is that if you know any male wants to drain you? That's not a life for a human.
Man creates fear in a woman by stirring her ancient and abused psyche. He constantly threatenes to inflict violence against her. He will not stop. He justifies that with future gain he will make.
Improper spiritual entry will never be erased.
The beginning that requires blood and a conscious and fully self-aware and aware of its doing, vice breeding, in no beginning. What can possibly justifies a killing and draining of innocent young women?
A man steals. He steals her time, her energy, her life force, her energy, her life, her youth, her strength.
Patriarchy teaches boys to speak to any woman as if she has no history, no existence but outside the immediate moment where some boy catches her in, no personality and no life. Man has no desire to know a woman is alive and human. He wants to believe she is a resource and a arising out of the black hole. American male, uneducated and stupid, stupified by cheap availability of all this magick mambo-jumbo feels himself entitled to woman's life.
No one stops him.
No one protects. No one says don't kill these innocent people by thousands each day. How come when a woman speaks of abuse, she is deconstructed? Are abuses I have listed before and now so miniscule, so irrelevant and so non-existant that they could be rationalized away? Is the blood of women less precious than the blood of those who have died in war on Iraq? Is our struggle for decent living not as relevant as a struggle of Americans during Revolution against England?
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
TELL ME, LIBERALS, HOW DO YOU DEAL WITH THIS ONE?
Can a person have other than good or bad intention? When in the process of a conscious self inititated action? Let's try. A person tries to do something to annoy me on purpose, was it bad or good? Or, a person tried to do something good even though I did not want it and made it clear? Is it good or bad? And how about, a person did something without thinking about it, and it hurt me, is it good or bad? And how about this one, a person tried to do something with intention of not caring if his action will afect you good or bad?
The liberals say "it's not that black and white." How so?
The liberals will say, it is not that simple. How so?
The liberals simply suggest to always justify the doer and never the receiver. The liberals have been trained to be momies and dadies and to baby all the minorities, all the boyz. It is boys and not girls who usually hurt the others. It is boys, and not girls of black race and hispanic nationalities that hate white female, the same female who rallied for their rights and stood up for them. It is the poor white female that gets the beating and the kicking and the denying of HER needs, and HER interests. Why does a normal individual has to put up with rape, killing, stealing of her property and her personhood all because she may be accused of being a racist? Why those who tell us not to judge judge most severelly?
But do think, liberals, how a hurt and innocent person is wrong? how do you sacrifice a slaughtered lamb and resuce a slaughetring wolf? How do you let the wolf loose into the community and let him become the slayer of more females? Or suddenly it is a matter of relativity? Sure, relativity. From a perspective of a serial killer and a coward, th abuse of the innocence is "relative." After all, the reality gets dictated by those who have the power and those negate their debt and make you forget the abuse, the rape, the maiming and the thieving they have done to you. They tell you that the past is not important. It is. The past is your history, your reasons for being who you are, you time wasted and lesons learned, your life. The past is the only thing that matters. It is our heritage. It is the truth. It is the reason for the society we have today. It is the reason of my being oppressed on national, racial, and gender grounds. It is the reason for by heartache and nightmares. It is a reason for my lover's abscence. It is a reason for my body being weak and not fit enough. It is a reason for my being tired and not in college. It is a reason for my not having a well paid job. It is a reason for me not having a well adjusted life. It is a reason for me feeling pain all the time. It is a reason for my being an non-literal orpahn. It is a reason for knowing all I know. It is a reason for my likes, dislikes, being, and self. The past is fundamental and that is why men so hysterically record every event, every happening. The knowledge of the past creates philosophy, physics, chemistry, mathmatics and any lifestyle. The knowledge of the past is the knowledge of oneself. Divest the event of the term "past" and see it for what it is. It is experience. It is information. It is your feeling. It is your life. It is your self. It is you. It is your life. You have lived it. And following someone else's will is not living one's life but living the life of that person and his will.
Relativity. Women carcasses in the basement are fun. I am not crazy: this is how serial killer thinks. He likes to kill women. And store their bodies. From the perspective of these corpses, I assume it isn't. The liberals will jump in and say: they are dead anyway. But we can save the killer. Well, by "saving" the killer, you are killing the memories, dignity and souls of these women. They are dead physically, but a physical existence is not the only one. The liberals should take medicine for their heads and go to rest.
PS. Why did ACLU, a WATCHDOG for the Bill of Rights has become an interest group advocating drugs? I kid you not, check out their movie "Freedom Files" - just call ACLU and request a free copy to be mailed out to you, and see for yourself on the second disk, last scene "The war on drugs." ACLU representatives OPENLY take position on advocating...drug usage and absolving those who do drugs from any responsbility. They even go as far as to absolve the drug sellers of a responsibility. Regardless if I agree or not with their position, this is not the point, their act of taking a position goes in contradiction to their mission statement to be a neutral group that upholds the due process and other provisions in the Bill of Rights. When did PIRG get attached to ACLU? Should we call them PIRGACLU or ACLUPIRG?..
I called by the way, the annotated representative Anjuli Verma in her office in California but to my questions I have received a very muddy and confused answers that culminated in an offer to provide more information, a quick "click", and she hung up! Any further attempts on my part to reach her by calling have resulted in a fiasco, as her secretary claimed she was preparing for an urgent meeting. Why she hung up on me without following through to her offer and why she, 2 minutes later was not available, remains a mystery...
The news of "ribit, ribit" the toad doth bring.
The liberals say "it's not that black and white." How so?
The liberals will say, it is not that simple. How so?
The liberals simply suggest to always justify the doer and never the receiver. The liberals have been trained to be momies and dadies and to baby all the minorities, all the boyz. It is boys and not girls who usually hurt the others. It is boys, and not girls of black race and hispanic nationalities that hate white female, the same female who rallied for their rights and stood up for them. It is the poor white female that gets the beating and the kicking and the denying of HER needs, and HER interests. Why does a normal individual has to put up with rape, killing, stealing of her property and her personhood all because she may be accused of being a racist? Why those who tell us not to judge judge most severelly?
But do think, liberals, how a hurt and innocent person is wrong? how do you sacrifice a slaughtered lamb and resuce a slaughetring wolf? How do you let the wolf loose into the community and let him become the slayer of more females? Or suddenly it is a matter of relativity? Sure, relativity. From a perspective of a serial killer and a coward, th abuse of the innocence is "relative." After all, the reality gets dictated by those who have the power and those negate their debt and make you forget the abuse, the rape, the maiming and the thieving they have done to you. They tell you that the past is not important. It is. The past is your history, your reasons for being who you are, you time wasted and lesons learned, your life. The past is the only thing that matters. It is our heritage. It is the truth. It is the reason for the society we have today. It is the reason of my being oppressed on national, racial, and gender grounds. It is the reason for by heartache and nightmares. It is a reason for my lover's abscence. It is a reason for my body being weak and not fit enough. It is a reason for my being tired and not in college. It is a reason for my not having a well paid job. It is a reason for me not having a well adjusted life. It is a reason for me feeling pain all the time. It is a reason for my being an non-literal orpahn. It is a reason for knowing all I know. It is a reason for my likes, dislikes, being, and self. The past is fundamental and that is why men so hysterically record every event, every happening. The knowledge of the past creates philosophy, physics, chemistry, mathmatics and any lifestyle. The knowledge of the past is the knowledge of oneself. Divest the event of the term "past" and see it for what it is. It is experience. It is information. It is your feeling. It is your life. It is your self. It is you. It is your life. You have lived it. And following someone else's will is not living one's life but living the life of that person and his will.
Relativity. Women carcasses in the basement are fun. I am not crazy: this is how serial killer thinks. He likes to kill women. And store their bodies. From the perspective of these corpses, I assume it isn't. The liberals will jump in and say: they are dead anyway. But we can save the killer. Well, by "saving" the killer, you are killing the memories, dignity and souls of these women. They are dead physically, but a physical existence is not the only one. The liberals should take medicine for their heads and go to rest.
PS. Why did ACLU, a WATCHDOG for the Bill of Rights has become an interest group advocating drugs? I kid you not, check out their movie "Freedom Files" - just call ACLU and request a free copy to be mailed out to you, and see for yourself on the second disk, last scene "The war on drugs." ACLU representatives OPENLY take position on advocating...drug usage and absolving those who do drugs from any responsbility. They even go as far as to absolve the drug sellers of a responsibility. Regardless if I agree or not with their position, this is not the point, their act of taking a position goes in contradiction to their mission statement to be a neutral group that upholds the due process and other provisions in the Bill of Rights. When did PIRG get attached to ACLU? Should we call them PIRGACLU or ACLUPIRG?..
I called by the way, the annotated representative Anjuli Verma in her office in California but to my questions I have received a very muddy and confused answers that culminated in an offer to provide more information, a quick "click", and she hung up! Any further attempts on my part to reach her by calling have resulted in a fiasco, as her secretary claimed she was preparing for an urgent meeting. Why she hung up on me without following through to her offer and why she, 2 minutes later was not available, remains a mystery...
The news of "ribit, ribit" the toad doth bring.
THE VOICE
Wake up, this is your children's voice: we are dying.
Wake up, this is the voice of a growing population: we are growing dumber.
Wake up: this is the voice of those you've sold for an office or a favorable opinion of those who cannot judge properly and end up taking poison instead of nourishment- we are dying.
Wake up, for the disease you have brought to us is worse than plague and as contagious: it is spreading.
Wake up and hit the gong so the gods may come and rescue us.
Wake up and call your doctors so they may rectify the wrong, the false guilt trip you have inflicted upon us.
Wake up and save our souls, for we are in need of help.
Wake up and turn off a nasty and ugly music that's playing on TV.
Wake up and stop those who are selling us drugs.
Wake up and stop those who rape us and are our friends.
Wake up and stop those who murder us in cold blood.
Wake up and stop those who are liers, thieves and deniers.
Wake up and save our fragile forms from dissolution.
Wake up, before the wrong is too big and we have to take desperate measures.
Wake up and stop the blood from flowing out of veins of those who oppress us.
Wake up and stop those who oppress us from destroying us and stealing our merit.
You make your food in the kitchen, your fork falls down.
You can't slide the coffee pan into the coffee maker because your hands shake.
You can't walk down the street because you are threatened to be killed by sheer amount of smells, sights, noises, thoughts, intentions, impressions. Your psyche is stretched out thin.
All of these are struggling in your head and attempt to crush you. They will crush you if you don't resist. If you don't know what the world really is like. If you allow the liberals to convince you of the reality of the impression over the reality of your thought. The liberals like to deny the fact that the so called "reality" came from thought as well. The liberals like when you struggle, half-dead from impressions and everyone else's thoughts and ideas circulating in your head, emasculated from any potential of action by numerous judgments of "right and wrong" behavior with zero basis in reality. The judgments that are instantly made in your head, by you, against you, a contaminated voice of your consciousness sumberged into your sick sunconsciousness, that has been brain washed for too long, and too far. The voice that commands you to not see the colors, to not see the shapes, to not see the intentions, to not see the facts, to not see the actions, to not see the transgressions, to not see the deeds.
The voice that has been trained by those who fear the differentiation for they would not stand the trial, trained to ignore causation and head the resulting consequence of a behavior that is by all criteria, criminal.
The voice that turns the facts upside down and undoes the meaning of the words themselves.
The voice that is hypocritical and claims validity to emotions at one point and invalidates them at another. The emotional response in you that favors those the voice defends, is allowed. The emotional reaction not in favor of those the voice defends, is not favored. And every time, the obvious human moments are decontructed, crimes - if of minorities, supported and almost glorified, your natural aversion to what your nature commands you to stay away from, is prohibited.
That voice, is in your head.
And it kills all budding thought and action on your part.
That voice lets you drown yourself in somebody's else's reality and impression because you've been deprived of means to classify it - it is "judgment", and you've been denied an opportunity to question it - the meaning of words you use is questioned back. None of the points are addressed and you are left, alone, with your head filled with impressions of: drugs as ok, murders and rapes if done by racial and national minorities as ok, natural inclination towards a choice of mating as wrong, clear thinking as a crime. Psychology has kidnapped your drives and inclinations and now there is no music, no art, no talk and no love, no ideals, no ideas and no life.
Your head is muddied like a puddle, and ia kept this way. The whores now have a lot of dressess and "safety".
In a state of unclarity and chaos you allow anything to be done to you at any time. If you are to ask the voice and challenge it with logic and reasoning it will threaten you with giving away your secret, ratting you out, jeopardizing your job or position, hinting at the possibility of an end of something you cherish.
Who is that "voice"? That is the unconscious that has been taped into by practioners of domestic and crude Kabbalah, Santeria, Voodoo and many more. Those kids with two classes of education that have no self-awareness and a racial or national card they carry like a badge and a corresponding stick of political and social power that that card has wielded and is now their weapon.
-What has happened to personal accomplishment, a dream and promise of this country? It has been eaten away by women who were not trained themselves and trained their children to get an easy pass and enjoy the simplest physical pleasures they could grab by clubbing someone who has no weapons but their song over the head.
Why women?
Who is the worst position of all? Women. Women who are assaulted by claims of tolerance, non-judgment, claims for their attention and kindness.
Why are they expected to benefit everyone? To accept everyone? Because those males who have no merit can use them to gain access to power and supplies they could not have otherwise. And women, burdened by milenia old theory of mother instinct and relativity, must comply. They have no real experience of their own and are very dependent. They will allow things to be done to their bodies, why not to their thought? They own nothing, and even little that they have the cavemen without merit attempt to steal from them.
Where are these women defenders? Poisoned by a promise of easy gain and power through the same channel the cavemen rapping their women promise.
Killed off in a blind rage of Baccahaes, opposing the madness of usurping snaky Dionysis...
Shut up while trying to protect by maddened and drugged women. They justify their cowardice by decontructing the meaning of the word "rape." The meaning of the word "right." The meaning of the word "wrong." The meaning of the word "harassment." The meaning of the word "intuition." The meaning of the word "love." The meaning of the word "my kind." The meaning of the word "justice." The meaning of the word "honor." The meaning of the word "thievery." The meaning of the word "falsity." The meaning of the word "mate." The meaning of the word "proper".
They settle for being most simple animals, without dignity, without honor.
The cavemen have constructed the voice within your head, your unconscious they tempered with, through dark and magical ritual, pacts with the Adversary. They are not interested in right or wrong, but only gain. They see not the concept and will not see it.
And you, sisters, pay.
You pay with your choices you cannot make because they are "politically incorrect."
You pay with your mind you cannot use because it is "politically incorrect."
You pay with your talent being crushed by inability to express it for there are no words or there are no paths at which the caveman or cavewoman stand, clubbing you over the head with threats and judgments of inferior over superior.
You pay with your loss of criteria and judgment.
You pay with a loss of your reason.
You pay with a loss of your consciousness.
Get the guilt trip out of your head. You've done nothing wrong. You've done everything right. And you have learnt and grown to go forward.
And you must strangle the voice of chaos and maddness and save the civilization because blinded with pain and rage elephantile females and their crazed and Down-sundromed boyz, are there to wipe the Earth clean of all reason.
Monday, February 19, 2007
MISEDUCATION OF WOMEN
Women are taught to know wrong and to notice irrelevant criteria. They are ever taught to be mothers to boyz, even in irrelevant to their womb connections cases. This mentality is so predominant, it seems to have taken over their bodies and souls. In a neutral setting, outside, they will cheer for a cafe person, a worker on the tracks, a friend, if he is a male, but never for another woman or for themselves. These women are kept ignorant of their own needs and interests and are not enouraged to converse with one another, they have no structure, no way to interact with one another but through a male. No wonder they hold on to the male who manipulates them to and fro at all levels through his great experience of thousands of years and his knowledge of psychology of women. To add to the picture of reality, in Him is his eternal, undying hate for Her. He makes her forget the reality and makes her become focused on things that are irrellevant to her but relevant to him. She does not live her life but becomes enslaved to his beliefs and interests. He teaches her how to be traceable and not a runnaway slave. A slave with a metal detector attached to her. A slave with a magnetic bracelet. He makes sure she never becomes and always serves him, his interests, his reality. He creates police, he creates criteria, he creates medical organizations, he creates concepts, he creates language, he creates economy, he creates her "pussy", he creates the jobs, he creates the state, he creates the income, he creates the computers, he creates the do's and the dont's. He never considers her an equal, and he despises her. He cannot stand her, and she, instead of learning, keeps pumping and pumping her mind, body and heart out, loosing herself but in the process creating... more and more stupidity, weakness and death. He lacks in understanding of what his actions lead to, and she lacks in power to stop him. It is her job to contain him and to co-create with him, but she gave it up long ago for a hug... for she is ever a child who was never allowed to grow up and to become fully matured. She is deathly jealous of other women and would destroy all attempt at organization and improvement of their part. She is taught ot hate other women and to be friends with boyz only. She is taught little and nothing that can make her independent of thought and action at all. She knows only imitation and for that imitation she will fight imaginary but never in reality. She will suck any dick, lick any ass and deny the charge, she is of a lower moral character and allows a man to control. What can she do? A child, a baby, a little person, a weak willed female! She is a child that never grew up and looks for a daddy. If men became aware of their mother complex, women are too squimish to acknowledge it. They have not connected the threads.
'Cause they're dumb asses.
Because women in their minds give men priority in everything, they never have a doubt of male's rightness. It is a woman, always another woman, without investigation and proper judgment that is incorrect. With a system set up thusly, men have nothing to worry about. The patriarchy will stand, deaths will continue, police state will grow strong.
Good job, girlies!
'Cause they're dumb asses.
Because women in their minds give men priority in everything, they never have a doubt of male's rightness. It is a woman, always another woman, without investigation and proper judgment that is incorrect. With a system set up thusly, men have nothing to worry about. The patriarchy will stand, deaths will continue, police state will grow strong.
Good job, girlies!
WOMEN'S WORLD: DERIVATION OF THE MALE'S
Do you think women really like other women? No. Perhaps now, but not originally. I started liking women not as women, but as the only decent, humane and cool people there were out there. Sexually, I am and was attracted to males. But with sufficient work, I have turned my eye onto women because I realized what place patriarchy held for me and for my sisters. I even dislike to use the terms "women, sisters, females" because it smells so strongly of pussy, and nothing else. I know how words are formed and what power language carries, and the word "woman", "dyke", "female", "girl", Lesbo", "femme" have all male connotations. I understand that by using these words, women try to take them back. But I have my own vocabulary and do not see the need to "take back" anything simply because "that" was never taken from me, but was forced upon me in the most cruel and abhorent way. And so, NOTHING, nothing is true in anything man have made for women. If there is any truth to it, it is accidental and can be derived. And I derive it, otherwise, it is like drinking dirty water, or poisonous beverage: the only one who gets fucked up at the end, is you. So, I do not like a woman physically, or rather did not like her until I have undergone an adjustment in my thinking and recognized
A. The necessity to stay away from people who hated me and who deprived me of my humanity, decency and normal living conditions
B. The necessity to develop and evolve females, which is my duty.
C. The truth that all good and decent concepts, ideas and things were now in a female, and this made her something else. Divine. Supreme. Amazin. She most like me in her endeavours, supreme, divine, spiritual, smart, oppressed. There, inside of a female, I saw potential and what attracted me to women, if at all, was that boy. The transitioning young man, younger than me and not unlike myself, I am attracted to. And , I still need penetration. So this is to answer some of you who wondered why is it that I suddenly became a lesbian. I never became on. I never was anything but attracted to certain ideas and looks, and men, apparently, do not have the, Neither the looks, nor the ideals, nor the things I like. True, I love dick. And I am a transguy, so I love men and want to be with them. As men. But the female-to-male part of me likes w.o.m.e.n. and is attracted to the same guys in them. So, I like men as a gay boy, and bois as a transgay guy. Satisfied? And all that would not have happened had the patriarchy not oppressed the women. Logical, simple, true. So, now that I have clarified the points of contention, I would like to proceed onto the subject. Me, my likes and dislikes are secondary to this work. I am just a messenger of it. I conduct experiments and largely experiment on myself. I am my own creation, failure, love and hate. Whatever I derive and conclude, observe and learn, I pass onto you. This is my duty. This is my work. This is my purpose. This is my talent since birth.
How did the lesbianism pick up so much? It started with men getting sexually turned on by the idea of two women. Men, always and ever attracted to the same sex, wanted to experiment with us, and see what it would be like to feel the love of another woman, as a woman. Since men have chased us away from our bodies and souls and have made our bodies the grounds and the play-grounds for their sick and sickly pursuits (read the history of the world and what I wrote previously) to imbue us with yet another concept presented no difficulty at all. It started with a system of rewards and punishments, and then the choice between the pain of awareness of our weakness and inability to fight the man back, and the pleasure of forgetfullness and a pleasure that we would derive if we forgot about man's manipulations, in a newly found "joy" of lesbianism was added. As generations passed and men closed our choices, they bred us like one breeds dogs, to like one another sexually, to grow inorganically as is ordered, to "go with the flow" like some animal life, not like divine and sacred human being. In truth, for whatever reason, men like the idea of two women together, and they promote it by making a woman uncounsious to her reality, to her own truth and to her body. This is how we always live. First, women agreed to manipulate their bodies and looks. After this is allowed, by degrees any idea can be introduced: lesbianism. You start by degrees: hug that girl, press her against yourself, kiss her on the cheek, kiss her on the forehead, kiss her on the hand, undress her, here's the money, here is more money, here's a dick. It is training. Anyone who has never had a cat or a dog or simply someone who has never engaged in logic, will not understand what training is and how it can be seen.
One of the reasons that women have a great difficulty seeing this, is because women are not trained to think logically and are not trained to think and debate and to defend their points of view. The biggest points women get is for living and going with the flow. The brain of a woman by now is limited to certain pursuits, and even if she did think, she would strive to hide it behind pink dresses, ruffles and small bags. Woman's horizons were limited for thousands of years, it is true. Facts tell of that, and to acknowledge the fact is but a duty of a philosopher, a thinker, and a true human being. Yes, by denying we will live, but how! Still in fear of loosing what we have not earned. If we do not fight with truth, we shall live a lie. And no one of us is happy for that. A life of an amoeba or how one transgendered person has noticed, a life of mutating fish...And we are in a human body, you know. Our defence is fauna? Why not God? Why not logick? Why not truth? I want different defenders. The defenders that you choose affect your life, it's like getting married. I want to be married to the truth, to God, to logick, to philosophy, to real motiffs and history. I don't want the patriarchy to choose a husband for me and to marry me off out of its sight to whatever concept seems to present an option of shutting me down.
PATRIARCHY HAS NO RIGHT TO CONTROL ME TO BEGIN WITH.
And so, those of our foremothers who have bought into lesbianism and did not choose it as a conscious choice, how did they come to that destiny? After the man has tortured them and humiliated them and deprived them of opportunities as "women", he has thrown down at them a "choice" -sex with another woman, as a way out of pain. Surrounded by pain, with no other solutions, the woman desperately grabs onto this "option" and ...licks the other woman to satisfy the man. Do you ever watch lesbian porn made by men? How many straight girls have sold for money, there is no love there nor is there any pleasure, coming from a very straight person, I will tell you that as one woman, straight and normal, to have sex with another woman, is abhorent and discusting. It is only after I have started to transition and remained into men, and starte liking transbois, that I realized what women REALLY were, and how much patriarchy has hid them behind this abhorent concept of a "woman." Now, I choose to seek out other women, for company, mind, body, spirit, soul and duty. Men have nothing of what was promised by a concept, to me. I still like them as a gay men transitioning, definetely, and if I found a good and helpful gay guy who had these qualities I sought in a person of a male gender, then I would nto go to women. Although today, I would, out of duty. And interest. And experiment. But the source of the arisal of that in me was ABUSE BY THE PATRIARCHY.
Over time, poor woman, with her weak will, and an absent education and experience, comes to belive that she really does like other women while she rarely acts out on it. She buys into patriarchal concept framework, like she bought into patriarchal myth on make up and patriarchal myth on anything. She defends nothings and fears everything. Accursed human race, how much pain I endured in you! So, lesbianism, it is the idea that a male enjoys, for some reason. But the fact that she cares nothing for that and would rather not, he cares not. He cares nothing for what she cares, and forces her regardless. She forgets, but I remember. She lets go, but I record. He forces a woman to become a lesbian, whipping her and punishing her, and hurting her otherwise. General American women public have such limited horizons, and are so unfamilar with history (thanks to great educational system) they perhaps do not know and therefore, cannot acknowledge the truth that men never liked them the women, but always liked one another. Women just buy into things, and allow things to happen to them. This is one of the most despicable female traits. Rationalization? Certainly! There is abunch for cowardice and another for weakness. What are women trained to do the best? Not evolve. Not compete. Breed. Rationalize. Erase themselves. And male always, ALWAYS capitalizes on that. In truth then, it is another guy that a man wants to fuck, not a woman, and the only way he can justify this depravity in him (because when originally the concept of homosexuality evolved and was established, it was because women were "acknowledged" to be inferior species and unworthy of man's love. By giving homosexuality another, false history, I would be forced to forget my own and to abnegate by right to knowledge and justice. I will do no such thing. My sisters and foremothers were treated like cattle. Like animals. Like disgusting breeding livestock) is by making a woman join him in hell. He still fears God, be it unconsciously, and he needs to justify his behavior by blaming it on the mother of the species, on "Eve". Then, he belives, he can, with impunity spit in the face of God and get away with it. But a woman is not God, neither is God just a woman, and to experiment of human beings like a male experiments on females, is not something that can be justified in any case. Whatever it is that lesbiansim gave us, could have been given through proper love, proper training, proper nutrition, proper care taking. This all and more, much, much more males owe us.
The male then, abhors the female and only when she utterly humilates herself, mixes herself up with dirt and sells her own brain away, will he occasionally stick her, although often thinking of another guy. Rude? Why rude, true. Only your desire for no waves makes me sound rude. Enough with your fears and bullshit. Why the silence? Why the euphimisms? Why the denial? All the centuries of inbred helplessness and stupidity created a species that is not an equal to a man but simply a breeder like the patriarchy intended for her to be. Many women also go to lesbianism as a solution, because as smart and independent people who these women are, men fear them and shy away from them. These men are only attracted to fake carbon copies of human beings, Adam is not being here different at all: to forego Superior Lilith for inferior Eve....
Unfortunately for women, there is never knowing that what they learn is true because they never arrive to it by themselves, nor bothered to check it, but always arrive to it through following somebody's trace. Learning from someone and checking your facts are two different things. It is possible, when going backwards, to "prove" the truth of anything. When looking backwards, there seems to be no other possible action, but the one that was taken. This is because all other possibilities fade out of view by then. It is only by using the principle and thinking and analyzing the data with proper tools and proper attention that a truth can be derived. If women continue "proving" things looking backwards, anything can make sense: even the Holocaust. This is where a male draws his power and justification: there was no other possible course of action. He erases responsibility and avoids morality. But still, judgment exists and does not slumber. If I, a tired, half educated and half hungry transitioning, abused and mistreated child could conclude what I have concluded, and observe all that was hidden and see right through the deceit, imagine what the Divine Godhead could do! How much can it see! What can it conceive off! How powerful is and will be its judgment! How just! How true! How unique! How unpredictable! How divine! How retributuve! How beautiful! Most beautiful judgment, the cleansing mechanism, the cleansing, sacred process, always takes place. Amoeba that humans are attempting to imitate, are not human. And although male thinks he has surpassed God by recruitting women to hell, he is mistaken. There is no prohibiton against lesbianism in the Bible, and a woman was but a victim. As men labor away in sin, creating more filfth and dirt, women are always expected to "trace" backwards to justify men's actions; they are not expected, for God's sake, to really check on what the males have found, but only expected to do so for the sake of certain propriety. Women are supposed to check on male's "facts", this is how the two genders supposed to work. Boyz would never have that they are incorrect. They punish women severely. They care nothing for the truth and slave their sisters away. By keeping women ignorant and void of reason, males ensure that women will become willing recipients of their ideas and goals. Women are used like containers, flushed out of all personality and personal truth and forced to serve the stupid, ignorant and wrong cavemen. That is why when a woman puts family first and principles second, she destroys civilization and herself. She believes in appearances but fails to see the greater truth beyond. And what else if not philosophy that could teach to do that? Romantic I am, perhaps. Enamoured with the past, perhaps. But so far my philosophy and my amorous affairs have birthed truth and judgment, I would not have it any other way.
Unfortunately for women, there is never knowing that what they learn is true because they never arrive to it by themselves, nor bothered to check it, but always arrive to it through following somebody's trace. Learning from someone and checking your facts are two different things. It is possible, when going backwards, to "prove" the truth of anything. When looking backwards, there seems to be no other possible action, but the one that was taken. This is because all other possibilities fade out of view by then. It is only by using the principle and thinking and analyzing the data with proper tools and proper attention that a truth can be derived. If women continue "proving" things looking backwards, anything can make sense: even the Holocaust. This is where a male draws his power and justification: there was no other possible course of action. He erases responsibility and avoids morality. But still, judgment exists and does not slumber. If I, a tired, half educated and half hungry transitioning, abused and mistreated child could conclude what I have concluded, and observe all that was hidden and see right through the deceit, imagine what the Divine Godhead could do! How much can it see! What can it conceive off! How powerful is and will be its judgment! How just! How true! How unique! How unpredictable! How divine! How retributuve! How beautiful! Most beautiful judgment, the cleansing mechanism, the cleansing, sacred process, always takes place. Amoeba that humans are attempting to imitate, are not human. And although male thinks he has surpassed God by recruitting women to hell, he is mistaken. There is no prohibiton against lesbianism in the Bible, and a woman was but a victim. As men labor away in sin, creating more filfth and dirt, women are always expected to "trace" backwards to justify men's actions; they are not expected, for God's sake, to really check on what the males have found, but only expected to do so for the sake of certain propriety. Women are supposed to check on male's "facts", this is how the two genders supposed to work. Boyz would never have that they are incorrect. They punish women severely. They care nothing for the truth and slave their sisters away. By keeping women ignorant and void of reason, males ensure that women will become willing recipients of their ideas and goals. Women are used like containers, flushed out of all personality and personal truth and forced to serve the stupid, ignorant and wrong cavemen. That is why when a woman puts family first and principles second, she destroys civilization and herself. She believes in appearances but fails to see the greater truth beyond. And what else if not philosophy that could teach to do that? Romantic I am, perhaps. Enamoured with the past, perhaps. But so far my philosophy and my amorous affairs have birthed truth and judgment, I would not have it any other way.
As women are largely denied the opportunity to study things for themselves, and they are always rushed, rushed further and further on, and on, the body is unable to absorb all the new information that is coming through and is forced to rush and destroy itself in the process. Never does the true evolution takes place. Men's uncontrollable greed, his immesuarable envy produces a sort of people we are today, people who are cowardly, animalistic, scared, fearful and un-Democratic. Observe how with the influence of a Asian female there remains nothing true, nothing logical, nothing elevated, nothing sacred and nothing personal. The police Nazistic state has arrived. Women are its greatest supporters because they are selling out for survival...
Men don't understand how Evolution happens and they abhor it because they are allowed to remain little boyz but they have be ruled in with a tight hand or humanity will fall. They are unfit to rule and govern, facts speak for themselves.
HOW BLACK PEOPLE KEEP WHITE PEOPLE IN ABJECT SLAVERY
even those who are mixed, Spanish, or from other countries. Some people use the race card absolutely indiscriminatorily. At a certain point race stopped being a racial thing and became a power thing. The liberals, who have run away with the concept of guilt have allowed for normal and sane people to fall victims and prey to this idea. At first this came to be through a lack of knowledge, misreading of a situation. Then, it came to be through corruption. Corruption of the soul is manifold. One of the corruptions of the soul is greed. The unintelligent white males with big sense of self and little merit to support it with, contributed to the problem by siding with a growing black movement. They did it out of desire for gain and votes, not out of desire to help. And they have allowed justice to become a mockery and truth to become useless. The good people ended up getting used in the process. Very sad. The ridiculousness of the situation is such, that whoever refuses to be victimized by the politicians and their possies by stating or showing that they do not agree with a loaded with suggestive behavior statement on black slavery (a constant, ever growing cult of mea culpa), gets to be accused of being a racist. It is irrelevant what that person may be doing. It is irrelevant what is his or her lifestyle could be. That person could be married to a black person and have kids by him or her. There is simply no winning. Together with 1984esque idea of no thinking and no remembering, promoted and executed at all levels, the idea of racial guilt imposed by persistent politick of fear, behaviorism and propaganda allows for all any resistance to die out in the void. The victims of this politick, are unfortunately often very good and very decent people, and often innocent women. Many a white woman is forced to date a black guy NOT OUT OF LOVE BUT BECAUSE SHE MAY GET SLAPPED WITH A "RACIST" TERM IS SHE DOES NOT. This forcing into sexual engagement is RAPE. What if I forced Black men to date me because otherwise they would be racists? It would be rape! But right now, it is White women who are being forced into non-loving relationships that are forged out of fear and politickal game. This is wrong, I cannot begin to count the points of trangression of morality, humanity, and most importantly, feminism.
This dating scene is by no means the only one. I have recorded numerous incidents of abuse of my own person. I had black woman beat me up on the street. Black man push me, Spanish men engage misogynistic rhetoric. All this went by unpunished, and I was the one who had to pay the price of mental, psychological and spiritual anguish. I went for days, as if a daze, feeling unsafe, feeling stupid, feeling low. I came from Russia and have not oppressed anyone. Why is it that I was relogated, with impunity, to the rows of the guilty ones? Why was I punished? Why was I abused, outrightly abused, harassed, assaulted? How come? It was not for a gain either. It was simply, an allowance. And people around would tell you "hush, hush" but why? Why hush? I am abused, and I am the aggressor? And how much of it has to do with the fact that there is a beautiful and smooth slit between my legs, and not a sausage and two eggs? Does it matter? A slit can get beat? I am a slit, ok, and I still won't get beat. Because I will bite, bite right back. And bite that hand off. Enough. I haven't done a fucking wrong thing in my life. I was born, ok, my parents are already unahappy about it, but I won't stand by and let people harass me and abuse my only home I've ever had. This country. This is all I have. This what you are doing to me, you are not doing to an abstract entity, you are doing it to me, to ME. And you, some strangers, deem it necessary to absue and harass a fuckign half-starving transitioning white kid who is also an immgirant? Why?! How can you?
So, the abuse happens under the coverings of the "debt" and in the darkness of the night of the conscious. What fucking debt? Who debt? Me, debt? Are you kidding? Debt?What kind of a debt is it that I owe ya? Yeah, a debt, I am a Russian, and a Jew a little (though not enough to make me want to serve the God who oppresses my sex and praises it, sorry, no, don't think so!), what is it that any of these bloods owe you? I would like to know what it is that I owe the Blacks or the Hispanics? My one people had nothing to do with black people, neither did my second people have anything to do with black people. And in fact Jews were enslaved by the Egyptians. No? And, guess what, Mr. and Ms. Abusers, a lot of the slaves in this country were bought off other black people in Africa. When the tribes fought, and one tribe would loose a fight, it would imprison and enslave the loosing tribe, and then sell it to either buyers from outside countries or within the country or continent. And Hsipanics? What do Conquestadors have to do with Russians or the Jews or Americans? If anything, Spanish people should stop speaking Spanish in protest for being conquered! Why nobody teaches people the truth and the facts? Why, people on all sides grow up into hatred, misunderstanding, dislike and aggression? Why do people not see? We have nothing against one another, most of us get along and we are all so oerworked, tired and starved, why even fight over this stupid thing that's not even true?! I, as the one who was born outside, retain a clear vision and can tell you, you have violated many human contracts and many human hearts. And many of these people you abuse are related to your friends and relatives, and you might need their help tomorrow, you know.
Inhuman, imbecile, cruel and mocking order under which we live today, supported from the top by the police state, promoted on the inside by the police state and those of its supporters, upheld by the whores and dogged by racial and national minorites, especially the blacks (read:"Lady, you've got a situation") the state keeps rolling and rolling to the precipice, all the while chewing on a fat burger with extra fries. The workers of the evil are of all shapes and colors, and the fuel comes from abundunt and cheap labor of Mexicans and Hispanics, and other "pending" immgirants, people, fueled by the brains of Russian and Jews (for almost free). Staffed thusly, the state has become an anathema to the concept of itself and the work of the Founding Fathers. This is not a Constitutional even Representational Democracy.
And living in this state, people want to forget when they are able to remember. A miniscule affair becomes gargantuan. A cup of coffee is a life event! A muffin is a memorable date, and a purchase of a new computer game, an event deserving a plaque. Living in a world of coffee, muffin and computer black belt, people are not people any more. They are zombies. They have no balance, no understanding, no measure. There is no true development and armed students-gunmen run into classrooms and shoot their classmates. They are a danger to themselves and to the whole of Europe, Asia, and Eurasia...Important to understand not to use the racial card or national card or gender card the way you have been using them.
This dating scene is by no means the only one. I have recorded numerous incidents of abuse of my own person. I had black woman beat me up on the street. Black man push me, Spanish men engage misogynistic rhetoric. All this went by unpunished, and I was the one who had to pay the price of mental, psychological and spiritual anguish. I went for days, as if a daze, feeling unsafe, feeling stupid, feeling low. I came from Russia and have not oppressed anyone. Why is it that I was relogated, with impunity, to the rows of the guilty ones? Why was I punished? Why was I abused, outrightly abused, harassed, assaulted? How come? It was not for a gain either. It was simply, an allowance. And people around would tell you "hush, hush" but why? Why hush? I am abused, and I am the aggressor? And how much of it has to do with the fact that there is a beautiful and smooth slit between my legs, and not a sausage and two eggs? Does it matter? A slit can get beat? I am a slit, ok, and I still won't get beat. Because I will bite, bite right back. And bite that hand off. Enough. I haven't done a fucking wrong thing in my life. I was born, ok, my parents are already unahappy about it, but I won't stand by and let people harass me and abuse my only home I've ever had. This country. This is all I have. This what you are doing to me, you are not doing to an abstract entity, you are doing it to me, to ME. And you, some strangers, deem it necessary to absue and harass a fuckign half-starving transitioning white kid who is also an immgirant? Why?! How can you?
So, the abuse happens under the coverings of the "debt" and in the darkness of the night of the conscious. What fucking debt? Who debt? Me, debt? Are you kidding? Debt?What kind of a debt is it that I owe ya? Yeah, a debt, I am a Russian, and a Jew a little (though not enough to make me want to serve the God who oppresses my sex and praises it, sorry, no, don't think so!), what is it that any of these bloods owe you? I would like to know what it is that I owe the Blacks or the Hispanics? My one people had nothing to do with black people, neither did my second people have anything to do with black people. And in fact Jews were enslaved by the Egyptians. No? And, guess what, Mr. and Ms. Abusers, a lot of the slaves in this country were bought off other black people in Africa. When the tribes fought, and one tribe would loose a fight, it would imprison and enslave the loosing tribe, and then sell it to either buyers from outside countries or within the country or continent. And Hsipanics? What do Conquestadors have to do with Russians or the Jews or Americans? If anything, Spanish people should stop speaking Spanish in protest for being conquered! Why nobody teaches people the truth and the facts? Why, people on all sides grow up into hatred, misunderstanding, dislike and aggression? Why do people not see? We have nothing against one another, most of us get along and we are all so oerworked, tired and starved, why even fight over this stupid thing that's not even true?! I, as the one who was born outside, retain a clear vision and can tell you, you have violated many human contracts and many human hearts. And many of these people you abuse are related to your friends and relatives, and you might need their help tomorrow, you know.
Inhuman, imbecile, cruel and mocking order under which we live today, supported from the top by the police state, promoted on the inside by the police state and those of its supporters, upheld by the whores and dogged by racial and national minorites, especially the blacks (read:"Lady, you've got a situation") the state keeps rolling and rolling to the precipice, all the while chewing on a fat burger with extra fries. The workers of the evil are of all shapes and colors, and the fuel comes from abundunt and cheap labor of Mexicans and Hispanics, and other "pending" immgirants, people, fueled by the brains of Russian and Jews (for almost free). Staffed thusly, the state has become an anathema to the concept of itself and the work of the Founding Fathers. This is not a Constitutional even Representational Democracy.
And living in this state, people want to forget when they are able to remember. A miniscule affair becomes gargantuan. A cup of coffee is a life event! A muffin is a memorable date, and a purchase of a new computer game, an event deserving a plaque. Living in a world of coffee, muffin and computer black belt, people are not people any more. They are zombies. They have no balance, no understanding, no measure. There is no true development and armed students-gunmen run into classrooms and shoot their classmates. They are a danger to themselves and to the whole of Europe, Asia, and Eurasia...Important to understand not to use the racial card or national card or gender card the way you have been using them.
WOMEN'S STATE OF REALITY: READ AT YOUR OWN PERIL
Women's inadequate state of reality. This article is about the subject.
Women. No true development of mind, skills, no cross-domain mapping that could allow to facilitate the new learning in a human being. How can women learn? They try very hard to remain on the wave of "happiness and cutenes" lest men smite them...But people are neither cute nor happy all the time. They have temper and dissagreements. And women have been so abused for so long, they have a long history of abuse and pain in their genes. They had never had it acknowledged but the lucky ones made it out through much work that was unncecessary to begin with! Men abuse women and create psychological and mental and physical defficiencies in women, and then women are expected to make it out, heal and forget. Why?! The wrong has been done. The pain has been inflicted. The sadistic torture has been conducted. Why ignore, why pretend away? How will the healing be possible if women do not stop the world and make it see? How will they get the necessary time, resources and care so absolutely vital to thei healing and becoming? So vital, that until it is done and until the reversal takes place, the people and the cultures that we breed, will be sick and violent.
Learning then occurs with the help of proper environment (physical conditions (nutrition, support, allowance), mental conditions (material, support, alloance), and own inclinations found with the help of properly intentioned adults and proper freedom), proper practice and proper exercise. Making connections in the mind is FUNDAMENTAL to any learning and particularly human learning. Human domain is highly abstract and conceptualized, the higher the abstract ladder, the more evolved the reality. Being able to understand other than most simple and primitive domains, a mind needs to make connections of a new thing to the old thing. This is called in psychology a "cross-domain mapping." In other words, one thing is explained or defined in terms of another, and that one thing is a new thing, whereas the other thing is the old thing. In the process, the "inferential structure" - the structure, the form of thought of one is "mapped out onto" or "transferred" or used to define another. Understanding a new thing is like learning a new language or learning a new definition. You need a term you are defining, a concept of that term, and then you struggle to give it a definition (mapping). So, the mind defines new things in terms of the old things - things it already knows. The mind prevented from this learning by a prohibition of making new connections, will stay where it is and be able to go no further on the abstract ladder. But it is not only that the mind will not go further abstractly: the mind will not be able to go anywhere pretry much. With the prohibition of making new connections, the mind is unable to make them ANYWHERE, and by degrees a human being becomes dull. This is what has happened to women. When women make connections, men destroy them by saying "you jump to conclusions" and "nothing is connected." They also say "you've learnt that from someone else." The idea is to judge the woman before she develops, REGRDLESS of both her reasoning and intention. It is as if man had a manifest destiny to PREVENT woman from learning and developing and force her to remain a docile, obedient, breeding and sexualizing animal. But most importantly, how is that a man gets away with saying such an absurdity? Often, it is fear he uses. Since a woman is so dependent, it is easy to scare her into doing things or not doing things. She is also highly sensitised through a combination of effiminization and psyche harassment. Therefore, she is highly volitele, she is very vulnerable. Moreover, a man claims that "nothing is connected" in one case, and that "everything is connected" in another. The idea is to stop a woman from thinking and to impose own's sense of reality. He makes no sense and cannot make pretensions to the throne of reason, he may claim a crown of a caveman, an Orangutan, that he may and he does. This is in fact, his only major acquisition. Many arguments will be made to defend the monkeys - but no one is attacking them. Simply I am using an "analogy", and a man using his brute or not so brute pshycial strength against a woman is violating both her right and his duty.
And so, when women come to believe themselves to be at fault and to be really wrong in concluding an actually a correct conclusion, they fail to perceive connections that could allow them to grow themselves and defend themselves. Instead, thusly confused and deconstructed, they start making but make connections among the unconnected elements for the man to acquire more territory...The man grows and fattens up, and the woman grows thinned and sicker.
Because A WOMAN IS NOT ALLOWED TO THINK, she cannot draw the connections and thus her power is lessened, and labor is cheapened. When I had a misfortune to fall into the hands of unscrupulous and mean "spiritual teacher", he vastly took advantage of my youth and innocence, abused me mentally and psychically, and even cornered me , blocked my way or threatened to hit me. But along the way with this abuse (I was severely abused by my parents and then people took advantage of the pattern established. Very few in my life did not take advantage of me in some way, shape or form, and very few, in fact NO ONE has survived the temptation to abuse a child or a lover. I am very dissapointed in the moral and spiritual fiber of the people I have encountered. This "teacher" is a head of sorts of a large and growing "spiritual" organizations, and many knew about my abuse. No one actually came to help me and even capaitalized on my suffering, and my young and racing mind. I have attempted many times to speak up and out, but the other "heads" who claimes Christianity, Humanity, and Love For Mankind eitehr redirected me, shut me down, ignored me, or tried to present me as mentally unstable. I am very dissapointed in these people that took to action to help a child and instead literally, drew the blood out of her nose) this man would often corner me and hiss into my face: you are not allowed to think. You do as I say. You are not here to think. Yes, I was not allowed to think. But I did. In the bathroom and on a break, and during work, I would chart notes, plans of my psychic prison, elemental mathematics and chemistry, physic. I conceived and understood, perceived and penetrated the mysteries, they came to me and some I found, others I sought out and learnt. The more he hated me, the stronger in my resolve to survive and to pass on I became. And when I came out, I saw that I was not the only one and that many like me, were around, suffering, crying, dying and dyign out. I was not sure at first if I wanted to rejoice or to tear my hair out: I was not alone, but the fact that the abuse was so large and so widespread scared me a lot. Then I found the workd of David Icke - actually, I have found his workd previous to that, and this is what partially, along with many other things, has helped me to survive and to remain sane. Unfortunately, I was unable to get in touch with him, or perhaps am so exhausted, was not able to make a proper effort.
And so, the woman. Most beautiful, most divine, most supreme spiritual being, divested of her crown, her gown, even her underwear, she remains downcast, downtrodden, prevented by barriers of sorts, conscious pain being one of the biggest. Surely girls should neither learn sports nor math: imagine if they did, in massive amounts! Less thant 50 years of allowance in thsi country, and just look at the ghetto girls! How tall, how strong, how beautiful and how powerful! How smart! How amazing! What dreams, what goals, what visions, what scope! And I bet you many an enemy is lurking in the dark waiting to feed off these people. This should not be.
Women's labor is cheapened and received as due, like one receives the dues from the slave or a servant. Man, sitting on his throne surrounded by his many hairs everywhere, and a lot, demands a blow job, a massage, a meal, a bath, a back rub, a fuck, house work, outside work, offsprng, a kill, a service. He compares hismelf to a lion and says its "natural." Has it been so, it would not merit a mention, but you mention, as if you needed that allegory, that analogy into the abstract to strengthen your position of usurpation. Like a virus on the tree, you take over the tree, spread, and devour the tree from the inside out and out in. You imagine yourself to be a tree...You compare yourself to all kind of vipers, viruses, bugs, killers - how strange that your analogies in relation to your own sister are such! Perhaps truly it is a reflection on your nature that you are trying to tell us about: you are a virus on a woman. You've become a virus and has been allowed to do all that I describe in this blog and much, much more. Why so? It remains a mystery. For now.
As a woman labors and labors, the extent of her work increases. The extent of her hard work lies at home, and outside the confiments of her house. A woman works without receiving so much as a thank you and is subjected to an appropriation of her labor, abuse of her mind and confiments of her talents. She could work thanklessly and devoutely at anything, and never even receive so much as a thank you, the credit that she surely accumulated during her work, never gets assigned to her but is assigned to some male, whatever it is that she has provided and however it is inetricably connected to her. Be it healing or labor or company that she provides is absorbed without a notice. There was an instance of such labor apporpriations in relaity, in a different group. That labor appropriation was done by the Old Testament women who could not have their own children, and instead allowed their husbands to imgregnate their servants. Sarah has done this in case with Hagar, an Egyptian slave girl. She has had Abraham impregnate Hagar and give birth to someone who later in his life would come to be know as "Ishmael." The child was considered Sarah's own, that is until Isaac came along. Then Sarah quickly disposed of a boy and his mother, sending them onto their merry death, into a dessert. When tired and heartbroken Hagar sat down by the well, to rest and to contemplate the approaching death and the death of her child, an Anglel of the Lord has appeared and announced their life, instead of death. "Do not cry any longer," said the angle, "for the Lord God has heard your prayer. You and your child will live and from him shall sprout a great many nation." And that is when the young man came to be known as Ishamael, which in translation from Hebrew means: God has heard. I wonder how much of true Islam got appropriated by the evil patriarchs and how much of this male bullshit got in. Again, I severely doubt that the Sacred Angel of Annunciation, Patron of Women adn Fire, Archangel Gabreil, could possible command or even tranfer such concepts to Muhammed as women enslavement. Yes, I consider Koranic treatement of women, enslavement. Just in case some people are not clear what I mean here by enslavement. Also interesting, that now Jews and Arabs are related from an Egyptian side...Egypt and Israel, seem to be connected. But is a connection a good one or a bad one, that remains to be seen.
Women. My poor little children. There is always more, more, more that is demanded of her. Ungrateful labor. When the time comes to for him to repay, from the man to the woman, he counts every gulp she makes, every sip she takes, every bite she bites, each cookie she eats. He counts, counts, bottom-lines, bottom-lines until a woman is afraid to breathe. Man makes a woman be grateful for every tiny bit he does for her in spite of the fact that she have birthed him, clother him or loved him or cooked for him. Man counts every expense, and unfortunately, the patriarchal whores who struggle to "become like men" , become in imitation of men, women who want to be like them, do the same. This is when I say: invent something new, but previously learn what has been invented.
Who am I? With all my background, my parents, my lineage, my story? I want to know, who am I? I want to know.
Women. No true development of mind, skills, no cross-domain mapping that could allow to facilitate the new learning in a human being. How can women learn? They try very hard to remain on the wave of "happiness and cutenes" lest men smite them...But people are neither cute nor happy all the time. They have temper and dissagreements. And women have been so abused for so long, they have a long history of abuse and pain in their genes. They had never had it acknowledged but the lucky ones made it out through much work that was unncecessary to begin with! Men abuse women and create psychological and mental and physical defficiencies in women, and then women are expected to make it out, heal and forget. Why?! The wrong has been done. The pain has been inflicted. The sadistic torture has been conducted. Why ignore, why pretend away? How will the healing be possible if women do not stop the world and make it see? How will they get the necessary time, resources and care so absolutely vital to thei healing and becoming? So vital, that until it is done and until the reversal takes place, the people and the cultures that we breed, will be sick and violent.
Learning then occurs with the help of proper environment (physical conditions (nutrition, support, allowance), mental conditions (material, support, alloance), and own inclinations found with the help of properly intentioned adults and proper freedom), proper practice and proper exercise. Making connections in the mind is FUNDAMENTAL to any learning and particularly human learning. Human domain is highly abstract and conceptualized, the higher the abstract ladder, the more evolved the reality. Being able to understand other than most simple and primitive domains, a mind needs to make connections of a new thing to the old thing. This is called in psychology a "cross-domain mapping." In other words, one thing is explained or defined in terms of another, and that one thing is a new thing, whereas the other thing is the old thing. In the process, the "inferential structure" - the structure, the form of thought of one is "mapped out onto" or "transferred" or used to define another. Understanding a new thing is like learning a new language or learning a new definition. You need a term you are defining, a concept of that term, and then you struggle to give it a definition (mapping). So, the mind defines new things in terms of the old things - things it already knows. The mind prevented from this learning by a prohibition of making new connections, will stay where it is and be able to go no further on the abstract ladder. But it is not only that the mind will not go further abstractly: the mind will not be able to go anywhere pretry much. With the prohibition of making new connections, the mind is unable to make them ANYWHERE, and by degrees a human being becomes dull. This is what has happened to women. When women make connections, men destroy them by saying "you jump to conclusions" and "nothing is connected." They also say "you've learnt that from someone else." The idea is to judge the woman before she develops, REGRDLESS of both her reasoning and intention. It is as if man had a manifest destiny to PREVENT woman from learning and developing and force her to remain a docile, obedient, breeding and sexualizing animal. But most importantly, how is that a man gets away with saying such an absurdity? Often, it is fear he uses. Since a woman is so dependent, it is easy to scare her into doing things or not doing things. She is also highly sensitised through a combination of effiminization and psyche harassment. Therefore, she is highly volitele, she is very vulnerable. Moreover, a man claims that "nothing is connected" in one case, and that "everything is connected" in another. The idea is to stop a woman from thinking and to impose own's sense of reality. He makes no sense and cannot make pretensions to the throne of reason, he may claim a crown of a caveman, an Orangutan, that he may and he does. This is in fact, his only major acquisition. Many arguments will be made to defend the monkeys - but no one is attacking them. Simply I am using an "analogy", and a man using his brute or not so brute pshycial strength against a woman is violating both her right and his duty.
And so, when women come to believe themselves to be at fault and to be really wrong in concluding an actually a correct conclusion, they fail to perceive connections that could allow them to grow themselves and defend themselves. Instead, thusly confused and deconstructed, they start making but make connections among the unconnected elements for the man to acquire more territory...The man grows and fattens up, and the woman grows thinned and sicker.
Because A WOMAN IS NOT ALLOWED TO THINK, she cannot draw the connections and thus her power is lessened, and labor is cheapened. When I had a misfortune to fall into the hands of unscrupulous and mean "spiritual teacher", he vastly took advantage of my youth and innocence, abused me mentally and psychically, and even cornered me , blocked my way or threatened to hit me. But along the way with this abuse (I was severely abused by my parents and then people took advantage of the pattern established. Very few in my life did not take advantage of me in some way, shape or form, and very few, in fact NO ONE has survived the temptation to abuse a child or a lover. I am very dissapointed in the moral and spiritual fiber of the people I have encountered. This "teacher" is a head of sorts of a large and growing "spiritual" organizations, and many knew about my abuse. No one actually came to help me and even capaitalized on my suffering, and my young and racing mind. I have attempted many times to speak up and out, but the other "heads" who claimes Christianity, Humanity, and Love For Mankind eitehr redirected me, shut me down, ignored me, or tried to present me as mentally unstable. I am very dissapointed in these people that took to action to help a child and instead literally, drew the blood out of her nose) this man would often corner me and hiss into my face: you are not allowed to think. You do as I say. You are not here to think. Yes, I was not allowed to think. But I did. In the bathroom and on a break, and during work, I would chart notes, plans of my psychic prison, elemental mathematics and chemistry, physic. I conceived and understood, perceived and penetrated the mysteries, they came to me and some I found, others I sought out and learnt. The more he hated me, the stronger in my resolve to survive and to pass on I became. And when I came out, I saw that I was not the only one and that many like me, were around, suffering, crying, dying and dyign out. I was not sure at first if I wanted to rejoice or to tear my hair out: I was not alone, but the fact that the abuse was so large and so widespread scared me a lot. Then I found the workd of David Icke - actually, I have found his workd previous to that, and this is what partially, along with many other things, has helped me to survive and to remain sane. Unfortunately, I was unable to get in touch with him, or perhaps am so exhausted, was not able to make a proper effort.
And so, the woman. Most beautiful, most divine, most supreme spiritual being, divested of her crown, her gown, even her underwear, she remains downcast, downtrodden, prevented by barriers of sorts, conscious pain being one of the biggest. Surely girls should neither learn sports nor math: imagine if they did, in massive amounts! Less thant 50 years of allowance in thsi country, and just look at the ghetto girls! How tall, how strong, how beautiful and how powerful! How smart! How amazing! What dreams, what goals, what visions, what scope! And I bet you many an enemy is lurking in the dark waiting to feed off these people. This should not be.
Women's labor is cheapened and received as due, like one receives the dues from the slave or a servant. Man, sitting on his throne surrounded by his many hairs everywhere, and a lot, demands a blow job, a massage, a meal, a bath, a back rub, a fuck, house work, outside work, offsprng, a kill, a service. He compares hismelf to a lion and says its "natural." Has it been so, it would not merit a mention, but you mention, as if you needed that allegory, that analogy into the abstract to strengthen your position of usurpation. Like a virus on the tree, you take over the tree, spread, and devour the tree from the inside out and out in. You imagine yourself to be a tree...You compare yourself to all kind of vipers, viruses, bugs, killers - how strange that your analogies in relation to your own sister are such! Perhaps truly it is a reflection on your nature that you are trying to tell us about: you are a virus on a woman. You've become a virus and has been allowed to do all that I describe in this blog and much, much more. Why so? It remains a mystery. For now.
As a woman labors and labors, the extent of her work increases. The extent of her hard work lies at home, and outside the confiments of her house. A woman works without receiving so much as a thank you and is subjected to an appropriation of her labor, abuse of her mind and confiments of her talents. She could work thanklessly and devoutely at anything, and never even receive so much as a thank you, the credit that she surely accumulated during her work, never gets assigned to her but is assigned to some male, whatever it is that she has provided and however it is inetricably connected to her. Be it healing or labor or company that she provides is absorbed without a notice. There was an instance of such labor apporpriations in relaity, in a different group. That labor appropriation was done by the Old Testament women who could not have their own children, and instead allowed their husbands to imgregnate their servants. Sarah has done this in case with Hagar, an Egyptian slave girl. She has had Abraham impregnate Hagar and give birth to someone who later in his life would come to be know as "Ishmael." The child was considered Sarah's own, that is until Isaac came along. Then Sarah quickly disposed of a boy and his mother, sending them onto their merry death, into a dessert. When tired and heartbroken Hagar sat down by the well, to rest and to contemplate the approaching death and the death of her child, an Anglel of the Lord has appeared and announced their life, instead of death. "Do not cry any longer," said the angle, "for the Lord God has heard your prayer. You and your child will live and from him shall sprout a great many nation." And that is when the young man came to be known as Ishamael, which in translation from Hebrew means: God has heard. I wonder how much of true Islam got appropriated by the evil patriarchs and how much of this male bullshit got in. Again, I severely doubt that the Sacred Angel of Annunciation, Patron of Women adn Fire, Archangel Gabreil, could possible command or even tranfer such concepts to Muhammed as women enslavement. Yes, I consider Koranic treatement of women, enslavement. Just in case some people are not clear what I mean here by enslavement. Also interesting, that now Jews and Arabs are related from an Egyptian side...Egypt and Israel, seem to be connected. But is a connection a good one or a bad one, that remains to be seen.
Women. My poor little children. There is always more, more, more that is demanded of her. Ungrateful labor. When the time comes to for him to repay, from the man to the woman, he counts every gulp she makes, every sip she takes, every bite she bites, each cookie she eats. He counts, counts, bottom-lines, bottom-lines until a woman is afraid to breathe. Man makes a woman be grateful for every tiny bit he does for her in spite of the fact that she have birthed him, clother him or loved him or cooked for him. Man counts every expense, and unfortunately, the patriarchal whores who struggle to "become like men" , become in imitation of men, women who want to be like them, do the same. This is when I say: invent something new, but previously learn what has been invented.
Who am I? With all my background, my parents, my lineage, my story? I want to know, who am I? I want to know.
HOW PEOPLE MAKE USE OF THE POLICE STATE OF A LOCAL LEVEL
Unscrupulous people make use of a police state, mentiod in "Police state at a local level" by implementing techniques of fear and manipulation used by a police state on people, on each other. They use all forbidden techniques to harass the psyche of the innocent people surrounding them. They become sadistic, cruel and nasty. They slam doors, bang things on the table, scream suddenly very loud and comment when it's not their place to comment just to frustrate some good person in order, according to their faulty belief, get some energy. They are now like crazed obsessed blood thirsty bulls: stampeding into China shops and bedrooms of innocent maidens. Nothing is safe anymore and they are out of their own orbit and any type of decency or self control. They fuck their own children, they kill dreams, they feed off hopes and they devour their mates. Little do they know that this "anything goes" is an allowance, and an allowance is a door to cruelty, sadism and wrong doing. All these techniques used by them on others have one name: practice of black magick. Black magick is a means of dehumanization, abuse of power and psychic cannibalism.
How is there to tell? Very easy. When people do something on purpose to annoy you and to cause you pain, knowing fully well that you will suffer from what they do, in the extreme while their gain will be little or none, these are not good people. IF the gain is great, still one should not do it. But this is temptation. But when the gain is miniscule or none and yet people engage is abuse, sickness of the mind and spirit has taken root. The people who are known to practice such behavior are bad people. They gain on your suffering. They manipulate your psyche, and althouhg many die either mentally, spiritually, psychically, or even pysically from this abuse, many do survive to tell the tale, and to record, and to even take pictures of those actions. These people are the only recourse to change, the only salvation for they are the witnessess and the scribes of the tribe, keeping its history and recording the events as they were. With knowledge, people can change. With realization, people can get enlightened. With awareness, people can repent. With experience, people can grow better and make higher choices. But before that we must name and judge.
Any bad act is simply a bad act. No excuse. No rationalization.
Any bad thought is not simply a bad thought (meaning: dismissed) but a thought that could breed destruction and pain like these people have already bred.
Beware of unscrupulous people for they would destroy all complexity and with their primitive brain reduce you to state of "energy battery". Beware of the primitive peopel who would squeeze for your life force. These people worship Satan, worship Mammon, and worship sin. All these are just code names for: evil intention and action, greed, and lack of self-restraint. They deny the charge but in their actions, they do.
The one way to fight those who vampire of others is not to support them, nor their businesses, nor their endoeavours, nor their attempts at conversations or "friendship" which a wolf strikes with a sheep we know for which purposes. The so called "Egyptian" magick is not Egyptian magick at all but an attempt to present Santeria and Woodoo as such. Egyptian magick has never survived and what did was passed on to Greeks who have destroyed it but parts of it have survived and were passed on to from mother to daugher among the tribal people of the distant land, who first had to take the oath to defned with it and to protect the human kind. And so, Santeria and Woodoo stand on the guard of a human spirit, hate of those inferior to those who are superior and possessive of reason and humanity.
How is there to tell? Very easy. When people do something on purpose to annoy you and to cause you pain, knowing fully well that you will suffer from what they do, in the extreme while their gain will be little or none, these are not good people. IF the gain is great, still one should not do it. But this is temptation. But when the gain is miniscule or none and yet people engage is abuse, sickness of the mind and spirit has taken root. The people who are known to practice such behavior are bad people. They gain on your suffering. They manipulate your psyche, and althouhg many die either mentally, spiritually, psychically, or even pysically from this abuse, many do survive to tell the tale, and to record, and to even take pictures of those actions. These people are the only recourse to change, the only salvation for they are the witnessess and the scribes of the tribe, keeping its history and recording the events as they were. With knowledge, people can change. With realization, people can get enlightened. With awareness, people can repent. With experience, people can grow better and make higher choices. But before that we must name and judge.
Any bad act is simply a bad act. No excuse. No rationalization.
Any bad thought is not simply a bad thought (meaning: dismissed) but a thought that could breed destruction and pain like these people have already bred.
Beware of unscrupulous people for they would destroy all complexity and with their primitive brain reduce you to state of "energy battery". Beware of the primitive peopel who would squeeze for your life force. These people worship Satan, worship Mammon, and worship sin. All these are just code names for: evil intention and action, greed, and lack of self-restraint. They deny the charge but in their actions, they do.
The one way to fight those who vampire of others is not to support them, nor their businesses, nor their endoeavours, nor their attempts at conversations or "friendship" which a wolf strikes with a sheep we know for which purposes. The so called "Egyptian" magick is not Egyptian magick at all but an attempt to present Santeria and Woodoo as such. Egyptian magick has never survived and what did was passed on to Greeks who have destroyed it but parts of it have survived and were passed on to from mother to daugher among the tribal people of the distant land, who first had to take the oath to defned with it and to protect the human kind. And so, Santeria and Woodoo stand on the guard of a human spirit, hate of those inferior to those who are superior and possessive of reason and humanity.
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