Do you think women really like other women? No. Perhaps now, but not originally. I started liking women not as women, but as the only decent, humane and cool people there were out there. Sexually, I am and was attracted to males. But with sufficient work, I have turned my eye onto women because I realized what place patriarchy held for me and for my sisters. I even dislike to use the terms "women, sisters, females" because it smells so strongly of pussy, and nothing else. I know how words are formed and what power language carries, and the word "woman", "dyke", "female", "girl", Lesbo", "femme" have all male connotations. I understand that by using these words, women try to take them back. But I have my own vocabulary and do not see the need to "take back" anything simply because "that" was never taken from me, but was forced upon me in the most cruel and abhorent way. And so, NOTHING, nothing is true in anything man have made for women. If there is any truth to it, it is accidental and can be derived. And I derive it, otherwise, it is like drinking dirty water, or poisonous beverage: the only one who gets fucked up at the end, is you. So, I do not like a woman physically, or rather did not like her until I have undergone an adjustment in my thinking and recognized
A. The necessity to stay away from people who hated me and who deprived me of my humanity, decency and normal living conditions
B. The necessity to develop and evolve females, which is my duty.
C. The truth that all good and decent concepts, ideas and things were now in a female, and this made her something else. Divine. Supreme. Amazin. She most like me in her endeavours, supreme, divine, spiritual, smart, oppressed. There, inside of a female, I saw potential and what attracted me to women, if at all, was that boy. The transitioning young man, younger than me and not unlike myself, I am attracted to. And , I still need penetration. So this is to answer some of you who wondered why is it that I suddenly became a lesbian. I never became on. I never was anything but attracted to certain ideas and looks, and men, apparently, do not have the, Neither the looks, nor the ideals, nor the things I like. True, I love dick. And I am a transguy, so I love men and want to be with them. As men. But the female-to-male part of me likes w.o.m.e.n. and is attracted to the same guys in them. So, I like men as a gay boy, and bois as a transgay guy. Satisfied? And all that would not have happened had the patriarchy not oppressed the women. Logical, simple, true. So, now that I have clarified the points of contention, I would like to proceed onto the subject. Me, my likes and dislikes are secondary to this work. I am just a messenger of it. I conduct experiments and largely experiment on myself. I am my own creation, failure, love and hate. Whatever I derive and conclude, observe and learn, I pass onto you. This is my duty. This is my work. This is my purpose. This is my talent since birth.
How did the lesbianism pick up so much? It started with men getting sexually turned on by the idea of two women. Men, always and ever attracted to the same sex, wanted to experiment with us, and see what it would be like to feel the love of another woman, as a woman. Since men have chased us away from our bodies and souls and have made our bodies the grounds and the play-grounds for their sick and sickly pursuits (read the history of the world and what I wrote previously) to imbue us with yet another concept presented no difficulty at all. It started with a system of rewards and punishments, and then the choice between the pain of awareness of our weakness and inability to fight the man back, and the pleasure of forgetfullness and a pleasure that we would derive if we forgot about man's manipulations, in a newly found "joy" of lesbianism was added. As generations passed and men closed our choices, they bred us like one breeds dogs, to like one another sexually, to grow inorganically as is ordered, to "go with the flow" like some animal life, not like divine and sacred human being. In truth, for whatever reason, men like the idea of two women together, and they promote it by making a woman uncounsious to her reality, to her own truth and to her body. This is how we always live. First, women agreed to manipulate their bodies and looks. After this is allowed, by degrees any idea can be introduced: lesbianism. You start by degrees: hug that girl, press her against yourself, kiss her on the cheek, kiss her on the forehead, kiss her on the hand, undress her, here's the money, here is more money, here's a dick. It is training. Anyone who has never had a cat or a dog or simply someone who has never engaged in logic, will not understand what training is and how it can be seen.
One of the reasons that women have a great difficulty seeing this, is because women are not trained to think logically and are not trained to think and debate and to defend their points of view. The biggest points women get is for living and going with the flow. The brain of a woman by now is limited to certain pursuits, and even if she did think, she would strive to hide it behind pink dresses, ruffles and small bags. Woman's horizons were limited for thousands of years, it is true. Facts tell of that, and to acknowledge the fact is but a duty of a philosopher, a thinker, and a true human being. Yes, by denying we will live, but how! Still in fear of loosing what we have not earned. If we do not fight with truth, we shall live a lie. And no one of us is happy for that. A life of an amoeba or how one transgendered person has noticed, a life of mutating fish...And we are in a human body, you know. Our defence is fauna? Why not God? Why not logick? Why not truth? I want different defenders. The defenders that you choose affect your life, it's like getting married. I want to be married to the truth, to God, to logick, to philosophy, to real motiffs and history. I don't want the patriarchy to choose a husband for me and to marry me off out of its sight to whatever concept seems to present an option of shutting me down.
PATRIARCHY HAS NO RIGHT TO CONTROL ME TO BEGIN WITH.
And so, those of our foremothers who have bought into lesbianism and did not choose it as a conscious choice, how did they come to that destiny? After the man has tortured them and humiliated them and deprived them of opportunities as "women", he has thrown down at them a "choice" -sex with another woman, as a way out of pain. Surrounded by pain, with no other solutions, the woman desperately grabs onto this "option" and ...licks the other woman to satisfy the man. Do you ever watch lesbian porn made by men? How many straight girls have sold for money, there is no love there nor is there any pleasure, coming from a very straight person, I will tell you that as one woman, straight and normal, to have sex with another woman, is abhorent and discusting. It is only after I have started to transition and remained into men, and starte liking transbois, that I realized what women REALLY were, and how much patriarchy has hid them behind this abhorent concept of a "woman." Now, I choose to seek out other women, for company, mind, body, spirit, soul and duty. Men have nothing of what was promised by a concept, to me. I still like them as a gay men transitioning, definetely, and if I found a good and helpful gay guy who had these qualities I sought in a person of a male gender, then I would nto go to women. Although today, I would, out of duty. And interest. And experiment. But the source of the arisal of that in me was ABUSE BY THE PATRIARCHY.
Over time, poor woman, with her weak will, and an absent education and experience, comes to belive that she really does like other women while she rarely acts out on it. She buys into patriarchal concept framework, like she bought into patriarchal myth on make up and patriarchal myth on anything. She defends nothings and fears everything. Accursed human race, how much pain I endured in you! So, lesbianism, it is the idea that a male enjoys, for some reason. But the fact that she cares nothing for that and would rather not, he cares not. He cares nothing for what she cares, and forces her regardless. She forgets, but I remember. She lets go, but I record. He forces a woman to become a lesbian, whipping her and punishing her, and hurting her otherwise. General American women public have such limited horizons, and are so unfamilar with history (thanks to great educational system) they perhaps do not know and therefore, cannot acknowledge the truth that men never liked them the women, but always liked one another. Women just buy into things, and allow things to happen to them. This is one of the most despicable female traits. Rationalization? Certainly! There is abunch for cowardice and another for weakness. What are women trained to do the best? Not evolve. Not compete. Breed. Rationalize. Erase themselves. And male always, ALWAYS capitalizes on that. In truth then, it is another guy that a man wants to fuck, not a woman, and the only way he can justify this depravity in him (because when originally the concept of homosexuality evolved and was established, it was because women were "acknowledged" to be inferior species and unworthy of man's love. By giving homosexuality another, false history, I would be forced to forget my own and to abnegate by right to knowledge and justice. I will do no such thing. My sisters and foremothers were treated like cattle. Like animals. Like disgusting breeding livestock) is by making a woman join him in hell. He still fears God, be it unconsciously, and he needs to justify his behavior by blaming it on the mother of the species, on "Eve". Then, he belives, he can, with impunity spit in the face of God and get away with it. But a woman is not God, neither is God just a woman, and to experiment of human beings like a male experiments on females, is not something that can be justified in any case. Whatever it is that lesbiansim gave us, could have been given through proper love, proper training, proper nutrition, proper care taking. This all and more, much, much more males owe us.
The male then, abhors the female and only when she utterly humilates herself, mixes herself up with dirt and sells her own brain away, will he occasionally stick her, although often thinking of another guy. Rude? Why rude, true. Only your desire for no waves makes me sound rude. Enough with your fears and bullshit. Why the silence? Why the euphimisms? Why the denial? All the centuries of inbred helplessness and stupidity created a species that is not an equal to a man but simply a breeder like the patriarchy intended for her to be. Many women also go to lesbianism as a solution, because as smart and independent people who these women are, men fear them and shy away from them. These men are only attracted to fake carbon copies of human beings, Adam is not being here different at all: to forego Superior Lilith for inferior Eve....
Unfortunately for women, there is never knowing that what they learn is true because they never arrive to it by themselves, nor bothered to check it, but always arrive to it through following somebody's trace. Learning from someone and checking your facts are two different things. It is possible, when going backwards, to "prove" the truth of anything. When looking backwards, there seems to be no other possible action, but the one that was taken. This is because all other possibilities fade out of view by then. It is only by using the principle and thinking and analyzing the data with proper tools and proper attention that a truth can be derived. If women continue "proving" things looking backwards, anything can make sense: even the Holocaust. This is where a male draws his power and justification: there was no other possible course of action. He erases responsibility and avoids morality. But still, judgment exists and does not slumber. If I, a tired, half educated and half hungry transitioning, abused and mistreated child could conclude what I have concluded, and observe all that was hidden and see right through the deceit, imagine what the Divine Godhead could do! How much can it see! What can it conceive off! How powerful is and will be its judgment! How just! How true! How unique! How unpredictable! How divine! How retributuve! How beautiful! Most beautiful judgment, the cleansing mechanism, the cleansing, sacred process, always takes place. Amoeba that humans are attempting to imitate, are not human. And although male thinks he has surpassed God by recruitting women to hell, he is mistaken. There is no prohibiton against lesbianism in the Bible, and a woman was but a victim. As men labor away in sin, creating more filfth and dirt, women are always expected to "trace" backwards to justify men's actions; they are not expected, for God's sake, to really check on what the males have found, but only expected to do so for the sake of certain propriety. Women are supposed to check on male's "facts", this is how the two genders supposed to work. Boyz would never have that they are incorrect. They punish women severely. They care nothing for the truth and slave their sisters away. By keeping women ignorant and void of reason, males ensure that women will become willing recipients of their ideas and goals. Women are used like containers, flushed out of all personality and personal truth and forced to serve the stupid, ignorant and wrong cavemen. That is why when a woman puts family first and principles second, she destroys civilization and herself. She believes in appearances but fails to see the greater truth beyond. And what else if not philosophy that could teach to do that? Romantic I am, perhaps. Enamoured with the past, perhaps. But so far my philosophy and my amorous affairs have birthed truth and judgment, I would not have it any other way.
Unfortunately for women, there is never knowing that what they learn is true because they never arrive to it by themselves, nor bothered to check it, but always arrive to it through following somebody's trace. Learning from someone and checking your facts are two different things. It is possible, when going backwards, to "prove" the truth of anything. When looking backwards, there seems to be no other possible action, but the one that was taken. This is because all other possibilities fade out of view by then. It is only by using the principle and thinking and analyzing the data with proper tools and proper attention that a truth can be derived. If women continue "proving" things looking backwards, anything can make sense: even the Holocaust. This is where a male draws his power and justification: there was no other possible course of action. He erases responsibility and avoids morality. But still, judgment exists and does not slumber. If I, a tired, half educated and half hungry transitioning, abused and mistreated child could conclude what I have concluded, and observe all that was hidden and see right through the deceit, imagine what the Divine Godhead could do! How much can it see! What can it conceive off! How powerful is and will be its judgment! How just! How true! How unique! How unpredictable! How divine! How retributuve! How beautiful! Most beautiful judgment, the cleansing mechanism, the cleansing, sacred process, always takes place. Amoeba that humans are attempting to imitate, are not human. And although male thinks he has surpassed God by recruitting women to hell, he is mistaken. There is no prohibiton against lesbianism in the Bible, and a woman was but a victim. As men labor away in sin, creating more filfth and dirt, women are always expected to "trace" backwards to justify men's actions; they are not expected, for God's sake, to really check on what the males have found, but only expected to do so for the sake of certain propriety. Women are supposed to check on male's "facts", this is how the two genders supposed to work. Boyz would never have that they are incorrect. They punish women severely. They care nothing for the truth and slave their sisters away. By keeping women ignorant and void of reason, males ensure that women will become willing recipients of their ideas and goals. Women are used like containers, flushed out of all personality and personal truth and forced to serve the stupid, ignorant and wrong cavemen. That is why when a woman puts family first and principles second, she destroys civilization and herself. She believes in appearances but fails to see the greater truth beyond. And what else if not philosophy that could teach to do that? Romantic I am, perhaps. Enamoured with the past, perhaps. But so far my philosophy and my amorous affairs have birthed truth and judgment, I would not have it any other way.
As women are largely denied the opportunity to study things for themselves, and they are always rushed, rushed further and further on, and on, the body is unable to absorb all the new information that is coming through and is forced to rush and destroy itself in the process. Never does the true evolution takes place. Men's uncontrollable greed, his immesuarable envy produces a sort of people we are today, people who are cowardly, animalistic, scared, fearful and un-Democratic. Observe how with the influence of a Asian female there remains nothing true, nothing logical, nothing elevated, nothing sacred and nothing personal. The police Nazistic state has arrived. Women are its greatest supporters because they are selling out for survival...
Men don't understand how Evolution happens and they abhor it because they are allowed to remain little boyz but they have be ruled in with a tight hand or humanity will fall. They are unfit to rule and govern, facts speak for themselves.
