WOMEN'S STATE OF REALITY: READ AT YOUR OWN PERIL

Women's inadequate state of reality. This article is about the subject.
Women. No true development of mind, skills, no cross-domain mapping that could allow to facilitate the new learning in a human being. How can women learn? They try very hard to remain on the wave of "happiness and cutenes" lest men smite them...But people are neither cute nor happy all the time. They have temper and dissagreements. And women have been so abused for so long, they have a long history of abuse and pain in their genes. They had never had it acknowledged but the lucky ones made it out through much work that was unncecessary to begin with! Men abuse women and create psychological and mental and physical defficiencies in women, and then women are expected to make it out, heal and forget. Why?! The wrong has been done. The pain has been inflicted. The sadistic torture has been conducted. Why ignore, why pretend away? How will the healing be possible if women do not stop the world and make it see? How will they get the necessary time, resources and care so absolutely vital to thei healing and becoming? So vital, that until it is done and until the reversal takes place, the people and the cultures that we breed, will be sick and violent.
Learning then occurs with the help of proper environment (physical conditions (nutrition, support, allowance), mental conditions (material, support, alloance), and own inclinations found with the help of properly intentioned adults and proper freedom), proper practice and proper exercise. Making connections in the mind is FUNDAMENTAL to any learning and particularly human learning. Human domain is highly abstract and conceptualized, the higher the abstract ladder, the more evolved the reality. Being able to understand other than most simple and primitive domains, a mind needs to make connections of a new thing to the old thing. This is called in psychology a "cross-domain mapping." In other words, one thing is explained or defined in terms of another, and that one thing is a new thing, whereas the other thing is the old thing. In the process, the "inferential structure" - the structure, the form of thought of one is "mapped out onto" or "transferred" or used to define another. Understanding a new thing is like learning a new language or learning a new definition. You need a term you are defining, a concept of that term, and then you struggle to give it a definition (mapping). So, the mind defines new things in terms of the old things - things it already knows. The mind prevented from this learning by a prohibition of making new connections, will stay where it is and be able to go no further on the abstract ladder. But it is not only that the mind will not go further abstractly: the mind will not be able to go anywhere pretry much. With the prohibition of making new connections, the mind is unable to make them ANYWHERE, and by degrees a human being becomes dull. This is what has happened to women. When women make connections, men destroy them by saying "you jump to conclusions" and "nothing is connected." They also say "you've learnt that from someone else." The idea is to judge the woman before she develops, REGRDLESS of both her reasoning and intention. It is as if man had a manifest destiny to PREVENT woman from learning and developing and force her to remain a docile, obedient, breeding and sexualizing animal. But most importantly, how is that a man gets away with saying such an absurdity? Often, it is fear he uses. Since a woman is so dependent, it is easy to scare her into doing things or not doing things. She is also highly sensitised through a combination of effiminization and psyche harassment. Therefore, she is highly volitele, she is very vulnerable. Moreover, a man claims that "nothing is connected" in one case, and that "everything is connected" in another. The idea is to stop a woman from thinking and to impose own's sense of reality. He makes no sense and cannot make pretensions to the throne of reason, he may claim a crown of a caveman, an Orangutan, that he may and he does. This is in fact, his only major acquisition. Many arguments will be made to defend the monkeys - but no one is attacking them. Simply I am using an "analogy", and a man using his brute or not so brute pshycial strength against a woman is violating both her right and his duty.
And so, when women come to believe themselves to be at fault and to be really wrong in concluding an actually a correct conclusion, they fail to perceive connections that could allow them to grow themselves and defend themselves. Instead, thusly confused and deconstructed, they start making but make connections among the unconnected elements for the man to acquire more territory...The man grows and fattens up, and the woman grows thinned and sicker.
Because A WOMAN IS NOT ALLOWED TO THINK, she cannot draw the connections and thus her power is lessened, and labor is cheapened. When I had a misfortune to fall into the hands of unscrupulous and mean "spiritual teacher", he vastly took advantage of my youth and innocence, abused me mentally and psychically, and even cornered me , blocked my way or threatened to hit me. But along the way with this abuse (I was severely abused by my parents and then people took advantage of the pattern established. Very few in my life did not take advantage of me in some way, shape or form, and very few, in fact NO ONE has survived the temptation to abuse a child or a lover. I am very dissapointed in the moral and spiritual fiber of the people I have encountered. This "teacher" is a head of sorts of a large and growing "spiritual" organizations, and many knew about my abuse. No one actually came to help me and even capaitalized on my suffering, and my young and racing mind. I have attempted many times to speak up and out, but the other "heads" who claimes Christianity, Humanity, and Love For Mankind eitehr redirected me, shut me down, ignored me, or tried to present me as mentally unstable. I am very dissapointed in these people that took to action to help a child and instead literally, drew the blood out of her nose) this man would often corner me and hiss into my face: you are not allowed to think. You do as I say. You are not here to think. Yes, I was not allowed to think. But I did. In the bathroom and on a break, and during work, I would chart notes, plans of my psychic prison, elemental mathematics and chemistry, physic. I conceived and understood, perceived and penetrated the mysteries, they came to me and some I found, others I sought out and learnt. The more he hated me, the stronger in my resolve to survive and to pass on I became. And when I came out, I saw that I was not the only one and that many like me, were around, suffering, crying, dying and dyign out. I was not sure at first if I wanted to rejoice or to tear my hair out: I was not alone, but the fact that the abuse was so large and so widespread scared me a lot. Then I found the workd of David Icke - actually, I have found his workd previous to that, and this is what partially, along with many other things, has helped me to survive and to remain sane. Unfortunately, I was unable to get in touch with him, or perhaps am so exhausted, was not able to make a proper effort.
And so, the woman. Most beautiful, most divine, most supreme spiritual being, divested of her crown, her gown, even her underwear, she remains downcast, downtrodden, prevented by barriers of sorts, conscious pain being one of the biggest. Surely girls should neither learn sports nor math: imagine if they did, in massive amounts! Less thant 50 years of allowance in thsi country, and just look at the ghetto girls! How tall, how strong, how beautiful and how powerful! How smart! How amazing! What dreams, what goals, what visions, what scope! And I bet you many an enemy is lurking in the dark waiting to feed off these people. This should not be.
Women's labor is cheapened and received as due, like one receives the dues from the slave or a servant. Man, sitting on his throne surrounded by his many hairs everywhere, and a lot, demands a blow job, a massage, a meal, a bath, a back rub, a fuck, house work, outside work, offsprng, a kill, a service. He compares hismelf to a lion and says its "natural." Has it been so, it would not merit a mention, but you mention, as if you needed that allegory, that analogy into the abstract to strengthen your position of usurpation. Like a virus on the tree, you take over the tree, spread, and devour the tree from the inside out and out in. You imagine yourself to be a tree...You compare yourself to all kind of vipers, viruses, bugs, killers - how strange that your analogies in relation to your own sister are such! Perhaps truly it is a reflection on your nature that you are trying to tell us about: you are a virus on a woman. You've become a virus and has been allowed to do all that I describe in this blog and much, much more. Why so? It remains a mystery. For now.
As a woman labors and labors, the extent of her work increases. The extent of her hard work lies at home, and outside the confiments of her house. A woman works without receiving so much as a thank you and is subjected to an appropriation of her labor, abuse of her mind and confiments of her talents. She could work thanklessly and devoutely at anything, and never even receive so much as a thank you, the credit that she surely accumulated during her work, never gets assigned to her but is assigned to some male, whatever it is that she has provided and however it is inetricably connected to her. Be it healing or labor or company that she provides is absorbed without a notice. There was an instance of such labor apporpriations in relaity, in a different group. That labor appropriation was done by the Old Testament women who could not have their own children, and instead allowed their husbands to imgregnate their servants. Sarah has done this in case with Hagar, an Egyptian slave girl. She has had Abraham impregnate Hagar and give birth to someone who later in his life would come to be know as "Ishmael." The child was considered Sarah's own, that is until Isaac came along. Then Sarah quickly disposed of a boy and his mother, sending them onto their merry death, into a dessert. When tired and heartbroken Hagar sat down by the well, to rest and to contemplate the approaching death and the death of her child, an Anglel of the Lord has appeared and announced their life, instead of death. "Do not cry any longer," said the angle, "for the Lord God has heard your prayer. You and your child will live and from him shall sprout a great many nation." And that is when the young man came to be known as Ishamael, which in translation from Hebrew means: God has heard. I wonder how much of true Islam got appropriated by the evil patriarchs and how much of this male bullshit got in. Again, I severely doubt that the Sacred Angel of Annunciation, Patron of Women adn Fire, Archangel Gabreil, could possible command or even tranfer such concepts to Muhammed as women enslavement. Yes, I consider Koranic treatement of women, enslavement. Just in case some people are not clear what I mean here by enslavement. Also interesting, that now Jews and Arabs are related from an Egyptian side...Egypt and Israel, seem to be connected. But is a connection a good one or a bad one, that remains to be seen.
Women. My poor little children. There is always more, more, more that is demanded of her. Ungrateful labor. When the time comes to for him to repay, from the man to the woman, he counts every gulp she makes, every sip she takes, every bite she bites, each cookie she eats. He counts, counts, bottom-lines, bottom-lines until a woman is afraid to breathe. Man makes a woman be grateful for every tiny bit he does for her in spite of the fact that she have birthed him, clother him or loved him or cooked for him. Man counts every expense, and unfortunately, the patriarchal whores who struggle to "become like men" , become in imitation of men, women who want to be like them, do the same. This is when I say: invent something new, but previously learn what has been invented.
Who am I? With all my background, my parents, my lineage, my story? I want to know, who am I? I want to know.