An interesting thing I have observed. As I was conversing with someone and he (very predictably) went off on the subject of KGB (but of course, I was "a Russian", after all!) and CIA (and he was American!), and the merry-go-round of regurgitable, old, same - Us vs. Them (or YOU and ME..) dichotomy, I've realized this person too, was for real! He sincerely enjoyed himself and himself speak! He actually thought he was conveying something new to me! He thought he was hot but he was so boring! When I was both fully bored and tired and frustrated (how many times a day can one defend herself against hinted accusations of KGB consiparacy and "subtle" hints on CIA and FBI?..) I decided to quit. He thought I had a ball and he could talke me home or be my friend, at least. Are you kidding me? With my intellect? And with yours? Common now, this is KGB here, after all! [(No self incriminating evidence, I am just joking, government, just kidding - being cute and all, please Big Brother, please don't smite me, I will suck your dick!! I promise make you cum!)] I thought he would start making the sound pigs in the village of my grandmother's paternal side female cousin used to make when greatly pleased, usually what pleased them the most is when you scratched their belly: oink, oink!! The guy loved my attention and my playing along, oh God, I thought he would jump on me and bite me! This was so like not funny. So like upsetting. And so like hurtful cause some of my family, they were taken away and one time this distant uncle was taken away and did nto return for a while...This sucks, man, to you its a hard-on, but to me its a heard heart. Perhaps he really did think I was someone working for someone, damn, if I was where is the money at and why I eat from the garbage, ya all, I want that damn money if they all be recruiting me whereas my money at and whereas my girlboy at too. None is here. None, ya know. The truth was now out! Yeah, alright now. I was an undercover agent of KGB, and he, the CIA agent, has caught me! Damn, son, get real. And I was annoyed, but that you see, was all a ploy - I was really scared that he caught me. He was reading into my actions like you wouldn't believe it before you knew it I lost Dana and Gabriel, both and became this Russian mysterious woman who was doing some work for KGB> NOT!!! Give me my fuckign childhood back, you bastards!
There is a saying: little learning can do much damage. I agree. KGB agrees to, goddamnit.
At the end of our interaction the genius asked me what title I had in KGB. Holy shit, yo. Not skipping a bit I responded that I've graduated from school and all the ranks already had, and all that, and now was a commander of Vseya Russi. Meaning: I was the Supreme Chief Commander of All Russia. The guy swallowed hard: yes, his pathetic CIA rank could not top that. Damn, those Russians.I decided, why KGB only? I want it all! I want the whole Mother Russia! And America too! This is my fucking home, damn, everything I know is here, shit, I hate you people you and your stupidity and yet I love you, its so strange like I am half here and half there and half somewhere else. Damn.
How many people I meet that play the same game, with same predictable behavior and outcome? Almost every single one I meet. Do you know how rude and tiring this is, folk? Really? True, it does say something about my circles, I agree, but does it not also say something about the people? And I travel through quiete a range of circles, though I know my orbit had to increase and highten. If I have not done it earlier is mostly because I do not want to leave anyone behind in the pain and darkness of chaos and ignorance. Because I know how much it hurts and they deserve a chance to see better and to evolve. That's all. So, the percentage of people who think this way is great, so this reflects on the percentage of disease of the mind that has taken over this poor country.
The disease of the mind. The exposition. The people have taken then offices of CIA and FBI that are supposed to be for our protection and have made them into a scarecrow to scare each other with. Not funny. Not funny because the things these agencies stand for are though good and helpful in the protection of the people and the country and are such when used as intended - in moderation and with an overview, when taken out of the context the same actions in the context, become actions of a completely different character. Context and intentions mean a lot. Out of a context of its intention, CIA and FBI simply become actions of spying on one another, betraying your neighbor because you have perceived her or his "intentions" to be something or the other, manipulating consent of someone who does not agree with you, forcing someone into a behavior that is not their choice, destroying the peace of someone's mind, usurping time of a person who would not give you their time on her own volition, hurting someone's pride and dignity, interrupting someone's flow and harassing them on their path. Taken out of the context of their purpose, CIA and FBI's actions become divested of their respective purposes and without a purpose and executtion of thereof the offices' existence become unjustified. The actions of these offices without the purpose and orginal intent become simply, evil. The actions of CIA and FBI in the hands of lay people are actions of bad and harassing people, greedy and evil people, hurtful and obnoxious individuals. This point brings me to my main point: the title of this article. The new names, ladies and gentlemen, are names we come up with today to name acts of betrayal, spying, stealing, thieving, murdering of self and Sacred Personhood and so much much more. Additional "CIA" and "FBI" actions that people love to emulate are: hurting, coercing, violating, "suggesting", giving no choice, falsely dichotimizing and slandering, gossiping and lying. These listed actions are as old as the world. When exectued a certain way and with certain intent they may either be an act of bravery or an act of cowardice. When executed with a mind state of self aggrandizement and easy way out, they are actions of evil. When executed for the sake of something better ahd higher, they too may be the acts of evil. How much so when they are exectured as actions of own petty ignorance and jealousy!
And so these things may hide under temporary new names, but they are akin to old and tried criminals who have gotten fake passports and documents and escaped from the Interpol and have settled in a peaceful country, among peaceful citezens to be a wolf in sheep's skin. If the violator and the perpetrator is not traced, she or he will lay ruin and waste to the village in which he or she has settled and poison the minds of the people and the young ones, with its lies, and poison their lives with its thievings, and steal their very souls. The movies and the shows you watch about "Arch enemies" or "demonic" possessions all stand to present these very ideas. What is evil? What is good? What is right? What is wrong? What should you never tolerate? what should you watch out for and not allow?
New names: "all is connected to one another, and all is energy"
Here I will demonstrate how inherently violence and bad for anyone who ventures to use it is this concept. My conclusion is that this concept takes away person's personhood and individuality and fascistically makes that person into an entity, a non-human. This entity further goes on to serve in the army of the greedy and selfish ones, often unaware and unwilling.
Each individual is not like another. What is wrong with the concept of "energy"? Since energy is all the same, by using energy as the definition of all, one does two things: first, steals the personhood and the individuality from people, and two, makes humans a raw matter, a natural resource to use. What is wrong with dehumanization? What is wrong of using a human being as the means to an end? I think these are inherent and for those who do not understand I have come too late to help. I suggest looking at the definition of "fascism" and its outgrowths in real life, and observing the nature of the concept of "all is energy" at play in reality.
When a fascistic concept of energy is employed, it becomes possible to betray a friend, abandon a lover, cheat on a partner, take advantage of children, manipulate psyche, abuse the soul, steal the spirit and dominate completely. It is a tool of the greedy ones of the world designed to submerge you into a compliance while they run around stealing, rapping and creating mayhe, lastly setting your villages and sleeping selves, on fire, to burn, to die. With the mentality "enery" aided by "relax and take it easy" it becomes ok when someone comes into your house to search it without a warrant. It becomes ok for the government to dissarm you and remove your "organized militia" - your sacred Constitutional protection, it becomes ok to understand that you or your loved ones may be taken away one day, somewhere, from where you will never, ever return. Anything becomes ok. Simply from human you have become a livestock. You too, graze and mate in peace, waiting for your turn to be taken to the slaugherhouse. You give the power to those who do not deserve it and in excahnge for food? The food you already have, you just have to claim it back and not allow yourselves to be starved. Constitution commands us to carry arms to protect ourselves against our government, Constitution provides us with Life, Liberty, and The Pursuit of Happiness. Constitution commands us to watch our elected officials for any signs of misbehavior and power mongering on their part. In Russia we had people dissapear and taken to Gulag, Siberia, other spots. But we did not have the Consititution there. You do! Only bad people used weapons of fear and terror agaisnt one another, to get something extra. We never did it. Those amongst us that did, were traitors, and we knew them all. All of us knew them. We never rationalized the evil. Many systems arise and fail and become better, but what is bad cannot become good once the person has been corrupted. To allow the soul to be corrupted in the worst punishment and irreversible pain of all.
As I said earlier, Nazism and Fascism always come accompanied by psychology. On that I have written preveously. Your assumption that with your feminine weapon (that concept too, I have explained)- psychology, you have come to "know" the world and its meaning. With that stupid psychology of yours you then can, based on some "signs" and some "body language" to derive what the person is all about and to UNDERSTAND THAT PERSON under a time period of...few minutes! That a person who is standing or sitting before you is a bug, a dog, an animal, not a human being, that you, somehow, are given that right of a god to sit and judge. Somehow, your Nazims has allowed tou to look at that person and to judge her or him on insignificant details. You give your brain no work and want to get by an easy way, killing off beauty, complexity, nature. You say its ok to test knowledge on someone, you Nazistic guinea pig maker. Often you choose innocent and good people for your "testing" - people who came to teach you, people who came to date you, people whom you made trust you. Shame on you. The only difference between you and a Nazi is that you test on mind and soul only, not on body - but that is not your accomplishment. Was THE LAW different, and if you were allowed to test your new "mind weapon" (just listen to you people speak) physically, you would. You have rationalized such things as cheating on your mate, abandoning your children, creaing homosexuality in a woman (really unnatrual and bred by patriarchy for the purposes of economy. Basically, women are trained to become lesbians. I have observed the factors and isolated the necessary elements. I am a researcher, after all), betraying your friend for a job, suing your wife for the money she has "taken" (taken: she has given you three kids, was a house slave for years and supported you all throughout, you asshole), leaving your parents in the nursing home, lowering great cultures and civilizations to a status of either goat fuckers or child molestors or date-eaters, stealing from your own family in the court of law, under a pretext of "I desereve it and if I win this is the proof", throwing out of a job a person who has to support herself and has no means of surviving short of prostitution otherwise, making your children's schools into places of propaganda and breeding-of-killing-machines and baby-and-sex-machines, selling your mates to cosmetic and cloth industry, speaking down to an accomplished or older person, creating situations every day, for other people to suffer, loose jobs, cry, lower themselves before you. You beat oninnocent female children - to death, you promote children pornagraphy and prostitution - JonBenet was only one example and so many more. If you had the power to take some poor illegal immigrant and experiment on him or her (he or she is only a: Mexican, a Russian, a Bengali, a Chinese, etc) YOU WOULD. You already do. Why do I say that? Because when faced with an opportunity to be immoral and amoral, you choose it. You are given power to rationalize amorrality and immorality, and if tomorrow the goverment was running TV shows where people raped or mutiliated other people "in the name of scientific progress" or "for the protection of the state" you too, would do that. You don't have your own head. TV thinks for you. Goverment thinks for you. Your job thinks for you. Everyone and anyone else thinks for you but you for yourself. And you are taught: thinking is bad, very bad. It is "PHILOSOPHY" God forbid such a disease!! How you are taught to love cheerleaders and muscle men! Laugh at "nerds". Who the hell are these "nerds"? Tell me?
And, in the next chapter I will address how the arts scene and all your scenes are dominated by women conspiracy. And why is it bad.
