Open statement

Why am I supposed to feel bad? For a homeless, for starving children of ethiopia, for some guy with ego? You notice how people tell you when a guy yells at you or fires you, or beats you up - he is nervous, he is tired, he is this, he is that. And what am I, a dumping ground? He yells or strikes for nothing, because I say something true, and I AM THE ONE WHO IS GUILTY? For what? I am starving, I literally eat fro mteh garbage, I am sick and tired of living in your fucking virtual relaity where you envision me to be an a, a y, a z. I am none of these things. I am starving, shivering human being, who is offcially recognized ot be an "equal" but ins underpaid, hungry, mistreated. To push me on the street, to fire me at a snap of fingers, to abuse me and too humuliate my sexual organs is ok. Why is it ok? What it make fun of your dick? Why do you make fun of my vagina? My period? My body does not just spit and squirts, it is able to extract the proper molecular arrangement to creat a humna offspring. It is able to keep the job for 9 months while often havving to work at other jobs, look "pretty" adn deflect the flying all over the palce negatiovity. Why? Why don't even show me basic respect but are willing to suck some other guy's dick and swallow his cum, and the juices of my body are for some reason bad? You quote Bible so willingly, to show me my place and to tell me I am inferior, and the suicide bomber claims the work of Koran to declare Jihad - a holy war on non-Muslims. And how are the two different? Because many world religion claim women to be evil? To be disgusting? Why am I hungry and some dude plays his ego at a job, and fires girls - notice, women, no, "girls" immature, prepybescent concept, at will? You know when you fire us we have rent, bills and have often done nothing wrong in the work setting. But we are so cheap, cheaper by the dozen you expect us to give you a hand job and do our jobs. Why? We are often superior in many things we do. Many of us want peace and are ver y high minded creatures. You push us against one another. You maock our most high aspiration as if to desire love and loyalty was lower , for some reason than desire a cock and a lot of money. These low things don't often get us off. Why is it that I am supposed to feel abd for aeveryone and anyone but I cannot even feel the needs of my own body. Why am I ashamed to look at my vagina? Why do I need your pemission to express myself? Why do you alway s threaten me and why do you believe me to be a disembeodied entity, demanding I laugh and talk happy when I have zero on my banking account, air in my stomach, hunger in my pussy, weak and underdeveloped muscles, lack of knowledge of my own body, lack of status, standing, recognition. We could be scientist, doctors, lawyar,s you will uyse our epxertise like one uses a salve, but in terms of standing and status, you reduce us to a most basic fundamental function,. not even necessarily conducted by every woman. You are so eager to "poove" us to be inferior. You would rather fuck a guy up the shithole than a woman in her properly structured, especially designed for that vagina. You withhold knowledge from us, you starve us, you make us suck your dick fore a fucking piece of bread. You deny us feelings, empotions, dignities, human standard. You will sacrifice us easy, hiding behind "chicks come and go." Perhaps, and friends? Or once you are in a woman's body the concept of friendship dries up adn dies? It is connected to a dick, perhaps? And why is it in your mind you creature that you conjured it up to be this way? Are you crazy? Or uneducated? Or maybe simply warped and twisted and stupid?
I am fucking starving, no, I don't feel bad for some homeless shmuck picking up garbage. I do to. And in fact, he is well of. You know why? Because even as a homeless he is a human being. He's just a looserly human being, in your vocabulary. And I, with all possible degrees, expertise and accomplishments, regarldess always and ever "just a chick." And a homeless guy will not get rapped and mocked. Yes, he will be looked donw upon, but a woman is hated. We are even hated for having a fucking "period." Stupids, it is blood coming out of our bodies naturally, once every month for 40 or so years. Why do you even dare talk about our gender? You should be happily sitting down to mind your business, happy we are doing this so that you all fuckers could live. Who gave you an authority to appropriate our bodies and talk about them with such disrespect? Get the fuck out. I am broke and uneducated, I had great scores, excellent rore sharp mind, I paint and in the middle of my second play. Yet God forbid I ask a "friend" for some money adn suddenly I am hated. Why? People don't have needs? Problems? Through what glasses these "friends" are looking at me? What they think I should be? And why don't guys get the same idiotic approach? They can fart, eat, shit, poop, borrow money, break cars and windows? I can too. And there is no reasons anyone should ever place themselves as an authority over someone else, not especially in the Democratic goverment, in the 21st century, in the leading country of the world. So, some young, pricky boy is given authority? Over my life? He is giving customers horrible food, if the food protection agency was there to witness, it would probably faint, and treats us with mockery, disrespect, occasionally touches us and conducts physchological experiments on us - if human resource managemnet was there, it too would probably ressign, and yet, yet after winessing violation of humna basic standards of decency, of being treated like shit, of being spoken down to, rubbed against and humiliated, underpaid insecure of my future I am expected to go out and keep ytour perfect world together? Why? It is a shitty world. Let's look at stats. Let's go and check your schoold education system. You have a strong resolve to suppress good and true. You hate us because we demand proper and right action. Good and pure things. You are the most corrupted lowe species ?I have ever seen, you have no shame and no decency. You substitute everything high for everything low and wait for applause. You beat your women into such submission that they have no choice but to confirm. You are brutish, unpleasant and undeserving of your strength creature. A genetic that is corrupt, enlsaves and takes advantage off. You promote bad and revel in it.
I am hungry.
I am tired.
I do 50 jobs where I should be doing just one.
You steral from me.
You manipulate me.
You control me.
You take advantage of me.
And then you say: let's give her some love-crap, and make her believe in romance and all that shit, and then, when I do believe in beauty and love and good things, you laugh and pull the rug from under me, You dance on my dead body and deficate in my mouth. You rip my would out and hang it on the tree, for all to see. It is not big victory to dominate me, I am not given physcial strength on purpose , it is part of a design. But as any desing, if it is nmot working out, it will nopt continue in nature. Nature is a great alchemist and eperiments, and if our experiment fails, she will make new ones. So, I don't care. But I am tired living of the pain. You took away my joy, my breath, my life and all worth living for. There is no rationalzition to your gender holocaust. To your planned, methodically executed genocide. To your utter hate. To your unabashed lust and weakenss of character.