Not in their bodies

In this essay I will cover the facts of women not being present in their bodies. This is something I refered to, but this is something I will now expand on and conver in a more full detail. First, most importantly, the outcomes. And the outcomes are sick phyches, lack of knowledge of own body, body in space and correspondigly lack of possession of any skills and even a potential for learning. I will also cover how women end up not being in their bodies, what are the tricks and strategies the patriarchy uses to get them there, and most importantly, to keep them there. I will demonstrate many specific examples of what happens to women that would like to stretch an arm, feel the taste of food or simply enjoy their being and existence. The fear based on real and repeated cruel and unusual punishment, is repeatedly used to control those of a human species who happened to be "female" who would like to be Homo Sapiens and not Bos Taurus, or Gallus gallus domesticus or Felis silvestris catus or Canis lupus familiaris. Below is the proof, the examples and the demonstrated intent on the part of a male kind to keep female kind abscent from their bodies, under control and suggestion of their, male desires and world view. Below also is a demonstrated result of a crippled soul, mind and spirit that the system of de-humanization - literally, a persistant system of divestment of humanity of one half of the human race. People of a female gender are often and on a regular basis compared to the animals of other species, and the animals that are endowed in a human folklore with traits and qualities that are not flattering. Think of a cow, chick, snake, bitch, sow: animals that are either stupid, slow, capricious or with constant obsession with breeding and breeding. This method of dehumanization is used in order to stupify the mind of a person and have her asscosiate with the qualities of the species she should resemble. It is an auto suggestive techiniques, a self-fulfilling prophecy whose actualization is vigilantly watched over by all members of male society from fathers, to brothers, to lovers, to sons, to friends, to employers, to employees. With the proper and consisten application the result are mind controlled slaves, dead souls in willing and obedient resourcedul bodies. The resulting control by others of one's body produces a sickness in psyche, a sickness in mind, a sickness in spirit. You see, a human spirit banished, is a human spirit still, and just because it has no way for expression that is normal and proper, it finds a way for expression that is not normal and is improper. Hence the folkloric imagery of women witches, imbeciles and possessed females. Patriarchy leaves precious little for a femal spirit and mind to do...Because of the major underdevelopment that not only takes place as a side effect, but is also encouraged and promoted, it is an almost impossible situation to get out of. Even if one may conceive of the way out, one may not have the necessarfy strength, knowledge experience or support to carry the escape, out. Besides a very small chance of retaining the consciousness, finding the right support and the will power to carry out one's freeing, one must also bear tremendous pain of the effort and be willing to face the punishement that is imposed if one desires to be free, for there is nothing, NOTHING that maddenes the slave owner as much as his slave desiring freedom and possessing a potential to become more than on'es equal. Cato's in his speech against the repeal of the Oppian luxury law expressed that fear as early as 215B.C. Here is his warning to men, against women: "Suffer them once to arrive at an equality with you, and they will from that moment become your superiors."
And so, I bring to you disorganized but insightful reality, that I live day in and day out. The reality that you all live as well, but are unable to see because of the barriers that surround you and the smoke screens that are dissipated all around.


"Faggot" they say, but how about "woman." Constantly walking down the street, being assaulted, all because of the premises that you are: inferior, should serve, a walking pussy that is now not even wanted for sex but for babies only. How bad is that...
!
So, you are in the gym and you are working out. About 10 times guys come up and offer to show you how to work the machine.How humiliating to your intelligence and self. But you are used to be spoken down to, looked down to, and so you shoudl receive this with the gratitude, right? The Grand Male desires to help! Why does the grand male not mind his business instead of minding mine and insulting my intelligence?
Or,
I am in an empty gym, and there are two more pesons. I am reading the instructions for the work out machine. Behind me I hear voice that volunteers directions. Just like that. Without offering first to speak. Without letting me choose if I want his help or not. The voice did not even wait for me to turn around. He did not even give me a courtesy of 5 minutes! No. He has made that decision if I should receive his help or not, for me. Immediately, instantly, I am a female and therefore cannot read a fucking instruction for a 5 year old, and figure it out. The question arises: why does he think I need help? Why does he not think about my ego before insulting me and claiming I am unable to figure something out myself? Why does he get upset when I tell him I am ok. Why does he wait by, right behind my back, and as 2 minutes pass, sniffs and makes loud comments such as "ok, you'll see" and "fucking bitch" as if I owed it to him to accept his help! It seems that at least I owe him a ..response! Why does he even think about "helping"? And if he so wanted to help, why does he get upset when I tell him I am ok, but not gets upset as in sad, but gets upset as in "fucking bitch" and walks off to his buddies to tell them how much of a fucking bitch I am. Why does it bother guys when in the gym on a quiet day, with a half an hour of a work out allocated to me, I am peacefully reading the instructions and doing things my way? It bothers so much that often I see a hand grabbing the piece of equipment, and without an "excuse me" or an invitation on my part, they force the adjustment of the machine on me. It is apparent I do not want help. Sometimes after they repeatedly, gun-fire "excuse me" attempting to force my response and reaction, they come from behind and still proceed insist on "helping" me. They then physically invite themselves into my space and often force their "help" onto me. I SAID I DO NOT WANT IT. What is so difficult to understand? Do you know what disservice females that allow such behavior do other females? Such a great disservice that the punishment should be flagging. By accepting this "help" you teach the male to force you and to force others like you. You promote violence and enslavement of a female.
DO NOT ENCOURAGE THIS.
YOU TEACH THAT WHAT WE SAY IS IRRELEVANT, OUR WILL IS NAUGHT AND OUR SELVES ARE BUT HIS POSSESSIONS.
YES, EVERYTHING YOU DO AROUND THE MALE, UNTIL THE REALITY CHANGES, MATTERS AND GIVES OFF CIRCLES ON THE SURFACE OF THE LAKE. EVERY ALLOWANCE IS LIKE ONE MORE ROCK ON THE BOTTOM OF THE LAKE.
DO NOT.
Does it even matter what I say?
Why does anyone, but anyone anywhere if he is of a male gender, even in the United States of America, in the 21st century, pushes me, without knowing me, without having any previous engagement with me, on the street, looks angrily at me in the store if I don't move out of his way in a speed of light, him, him, superior HIM, to let him pass; why does he foregoe me in the line when I shop and steals my turn? Why does he think its fit to use a foreighn language with me and a tone of familiarity?No one knows me. And other women? No one knows them either, but they...they smile and move aside.
I will convery a story of their cowardice later, titled "Gym guy number two."
So, in the gym I finally get to work out. Finally, I fend off all the harassment. I defend myself against the encroachments onto my person. I move onto having my life and begin my work out. Already all worked up. And now, as I do my exercises, I feel all eyes on me. I am lifting a weight! Goodness me! I am lifting a weight! I am lifting it for more than 2 seconds! Oh God! Women are not allowed to build the muscles... They cannot! They must not! There is an expectation of ours being skinny and pretty, both are crippling enough. A skinny person is weak and sickly, a "prety" is defined as frozen, artificial and to other but- man's standard. So, a woman must be either pretty and skinny, or an old hag, or a relative for her to have a right to existence. The grand fuck issues it, you see. None of the above visit the gym.
And if I come in to work out?
I must be an abomination.
A mutation. The fact that there is a natural muscle alighnment in me, natural hair growth on my body, is overlooked. How can I be unnatural if I am natural? Since when numerous restrictive actions have become "natural" if they are, by definition designed to prevent natural development?..There are many preventions of natural development that a male imposes upon a female.
Shame, as a preventor of woman action, is a big one. The shame prevention is instituted in women at all places, strategic to evolution places. Like one places cloth pins on the cloth to hang it and keep it on spot, patriarchy uses pins on women by clipping their minds through suppression of psyche and body. Their soul becomes desolate and dead through these manipulation. And when a focus is on one aspect, how can it be on another aspect? If I am supposed to be dainty and pretty, how can I have a healthy body? That requires proper nutrition, exercise, and most importantly knowledge of one's body. That means one needs to know what one can do and cannot do. What are these muscles.
One needs to know one's functions. Farting. Shitting. Eating. Scratching. Hair. Fucking. Masturbating. All these are taboos for women. And in the gym? How often you see them wear make up and tons of perfume and deodarant? And how about spitting, or sweating or farting, all arise when an intense work out is in place? So, as a result women never reach the intense work out level. And how self-consious they are! Watched, watched, and once more, watched they are. There are strict gradations of do's and don'ts. Lifting weight, really looking in the mirror on one's building muscles mass, enjoying oneself and giving oneself to the work out is not allowed. Men prohibit the concentration by constantly using the tricks that irritate the psyche of a woman, and force her mind to return to the self-consiousness and being shy. This way two things are accomplished.
1. Men succeed in preventing women from evolving,
and
2. Steal their attention, through self-consiousness and desire to get away from onself, and fear of male's dissaproval and seeking of his approval, onto themselves. Also, woman is constantly assaulted by a self-check:
am I sexy?
Will they get mad?
Will they punish me as a result of their getting mad because I was not sexy at some point in time?
This check and corresponding fears stem from an improperly imposed criteria upon her, where absolutely absurd standards of behavor are expected. These standards are designed to preserve her as "sexy," "feminine," and...weak. Because the objective is to keep her weak, stupid, obedient and available, the "standards" are put in place. How cruel. How inhumane! You would not believe it, but apparently a human man expects of "his" human woman the same obedience he expects of his dog! These standards remove any type of behavior that is independent, pleasant to a woman or encouraging of her growth and development. So, a woman is self-consious because she is worried about violating a thousand and one tabooes of acting and appearing. Among those are numerous divisions: eating a certain way, drinking a certain way, appearing a certain way... Woman's time and person is highly tabooed and restricted, whereas any natural self-arising action becomes simply impossible.
A woman is also watched from the outside. She is "encouraged" by an introduction of the posistive enforcement and negative reenforcement to act and look a certain way. Various open statements from "bitch, you're too pushy" or "you're a superman now" or "what's that?" and many many more are made to her if she attempts to become a real, organic human being or to simply enjoy herself. She is especially a hated one if she devotes herself to something fully, with a complete focus. Subtle physchological techniques like slamming doors, droping something precisely at the moment when she is about to achieve perfection necessary for her growth and development, inapropriate laughter and many many more are used.
Why does it even matter? Because what is happening right under our nose is a psychological and spiritual abuse of women. Of people. Of humans. Of Homo Sapiens. You have to remember, from the study of abused and traumatized children, that the psyche of abused children is extremely sensitive. It is highly sensitized and charged. These poor people live in hell, feeling and being extremely intense without any possibility of benefitting at all from this sensitivity. Especially women, who remain abused children forever, have no privacy and no life. They are constantly intruded upon, abused, harshly spoken to, pushed over. Harassed. Harassed. Harassed. Harassment is a crime of murder against psyche. Men are guilty of murdering woman, in a thousand and one ways. These people live in an utmost and constant fear everywhere: at home, at work, on the street, at the parties, in the gym, at the store. There is NEVER, ever a time or a place when and where a woman is left alone or encouraged or healed! So, her psyche, like a psyche of any animal who lives with enemies and predators, it is highly entuned and highly sensitised. Poor human being, like in a Nazi camp. She is simply constantly watching out for danger. She cannot develop nor evolve. She is hysteric. She is hystericall. And do men feel bad for doing that to their sisters? No. They enjoy when she jumps in when he walks into the room. They enjoy her fear, her pain, her terror, her tremendous induced helplessness. This is all her life force. She is dying. This is like bleeding an animal daily. This is liek depriving a person of her right to life and being. Men stand for no abortion yet they steal life away, piec by piece from a fully evolved and born individual. They have committed crime against humanity and they intend not to desist from committing it. They rejoice when they make a woman get sick. On this alone, I rest my case. They are criminals who have never received a due justice. They are animals who are absolutely without consciousness and humanity.
They are very low in moral character and qualities and love to witness pain and agony of a woman.
They hate her with impecable and irreconcible hatred.
They feel a sense of entitlment ot her body and soul.
At any time anywhere any male to any female can order or give directive.
They are disrespectful, with murderous intent, hating, hyena-like pack of individuals, all tearing apart female kind. To trace the conclusion to these premises, simply go back and re-read what I have wrote previously.
Men love to project their own faults and insecurites on women. And they love to do it when a woman is seemingly alone or is busy living a life. Like vultures, they circle around a bleeding victim, waiting for it to make one mistake, one mistake that will cost it its life at the teeth of cowardly hyenas. Then, the vultures descent and tear the gentle and still warm meat of her bones. Women cannot retaliate, man knows, and his cowardly nature gets off on the fact that he could get away by choosing a weaker and unprotected helpless being to intimidate into submission. He then goes on to hang fauls onto her that are never her own and accuse her of things she has not done, until she looses a track of herself and becomes a scape goat for his faults, an anathema to herself and others. The example of that can be found in my account of the "Gym guy #2."
So, women. Empty and helpless brains. Anger and frustration. No knowledge.
No knowledge of biology.
No knowledge of chemistry.
No knowledge of physics.
No knowledge of own bodies.
No knowledge of own strengths.
No knowledge of skill.
No knowledge of own's self worth. And encouraged to remain so by men through a induction of psychological and physical punishements upon them. The concept of morality or propriety is somehow gets divorced when meets the fact of his tremendous abuse of the woman, in a man's mind. Like any primitive being, he believes that somehow, you can escape the consequences, somehow, a woman does not count, somehow, you can have your cake and eat it too. So long as she is not aware, it is all good. No consequence. Somehow. He does not feel bad. He does not care. He is narrow minded and completely and utterly self absorbed. A sickly species without longevity, he is truly superior is his self-deception and cruelty.
And he enjoys hearing the account of his abuse of women. He passes it on and retells it to the next generation, ensuring that the abuse will perpetuate and hold. He prides himself in strking a hungry, abused, weak adolescent and prides himself in depriving her of her future and life.
And the love of another man? How could anything else follow out of the premises that:
A. Male is superior, and
B. Female is a slave.
All that I have written so far on, stems from these. In fact, best put:
A. Male is superior and female is a slave.
B. Because God said so.
And if a God commands cruelty and destruction if he command to kill and commit jihad, or spill blood or supress or murder, is that "God"? Not in the human term of the word. He is more of a Feudalist lord, demanding the rite of the prima noche and his tithe.