A performance artist of a tribe whose nature solely lies in preservation of cultural traditions, growth of evolution and protection and preservation of the best of all cutlure is with necessity doomed to die in the modern day NYC. The elected officials and those who are charged with duty to help and assist, are not taking enough measures and care to protect us from dying and dying out. The moment we try to defend the little rights that we have left, we are termed 'crazy' and threatened with incarceration in jails or psychiatric insitutions. Perhaps the problem lies in lack of awareness of the importance of respect, assistance and protection to such tribal representatives, and that is why I am taking my time to write this, to educate the officials and the public, to avoid a charge my Gods will levy against me, after my death: you knew, Scribe, yet you did not warn.
Now I have taken sufficient measures to warn, to educate and to make aware of the fact of my individual plight, and of the fact of the plight of thousands of other siblings in tribe that I have, who are allowed daily to be kicked out on the street, fired without as much as an explanation, called names, beaten to half death, abused, cursed, kept in psychiatric and jail insitutions and threatened with terrible attrocities, most of which come to being without anyone as much as writting an article of rendering humanitarian help.
The destruction of our natural boundaries, the stealing of our faiths and the rape of our tribal leaders and mothers was not enough; you know allow us to die, and plan to get rid of all that real true artist and priest stand for: integrity, justice, truth and evolution.
Without proper office and funding, support and help we will not survive, and you know it well enough. You don't give a rat's ass about our heritage being destroyed, the children of the Gypsy tribe being persecuted and the keepers of the memories, evolution and fire thrown to their deaths.
A performance artist's nature, abilities and skills lay in domain vastly different from the domain required by a businesman. The person a 100% dedicated from nature and birth must stay as the birth afforded him. If you force such a person to do other work, you destroy the integrity of his self and nature, and whatever he stands for and brings with him A birth-right is a manifestation of a being who is a product of thousand years of evolution and whos rose bud you cut off, for no reason other than stinginess of funds to properly pay and develop such individuals. No artist of real nature must be forced to word in occupations so far removed from his nature.
Business and art can't be joggled. Using an idiotic analogy of Kabbalah to tell people how to leave lives, stealing a place of guru or tribal advisor and leader is evil and wrong. A person is not a juggler; an analogy is not fact proper. Desist from unsolicited advise, and be sure to allocate proper funding and create offices for those who can take care of such cultural preservation.
You are damaging and destroying daily.
Just to pulbish an ad takes time, thought and phrazing, all abilities of a different nature from the ones required in studying Vedas, dancing and making a performance.
In how many places does a person need to advertise to get business? How many times? How often? Obviously business is a domain requiring full attention and love of its own. Specialists of business development cost money, and what can a poor artist person, deprived of all his tribal roots which would be in place had true and just leaders been running the government, because their intention to do the best would have placed the best leaders in charge, and since we are not a direct biological tribe, but a tribe resulting from energetic, spiritual and soul alliances, growths and developments, we would have been recognized, taken care of, and given our proper placement.
On 'our tribe' in the next essay.
All essays are brief and half cooked due to the necessity to work and develop BUSINESS ACUMEN. No, no time for prayer, ritual, dance study or meditation: I must be doing business, cleaning, running around, spending time getting sexually harassed while shopping and be molested, called names and subjected to public humiliaiton when I refuse sexual and other advances.
What time to do anything that could help to protect and revive the tribe of such beings? Who will pay rent? Who will pay the bills? Who will buy food? Who will cook? Who will clean? Who will do laundry? Who will spend time meditating and reflecting and studying to protect the integrity of own being? Who will spend time finding customers and making money? Who will spend time paying the bills? I am doing a job of 30 people at least, and in none of these am I qualified or are they something that is natural for me to do. As a proponent of nature, and natural order, I find that a violence, and if anyone can tell me that for me doing something that's unnatural to me and wrong to me and makes me function at my worst is better than a situation for me where I can do my best, function my best and do what is natural to me, I'd like to see that.
