Unsafe New York Part 3

So my dears, here I am, faithful to my promise to love, to cherish... Shit, wrong one, sorry - got carried away. In any case, continuation of my observation of a general brain declention of a modern day society: What is going on? I am surrounded by cows, donkeys and sheep, and they are not friendly but sadly mistaken humans, they are driven by stimuli domestic property! Awful! Look at them walk - they will tear you apart if you take a mistep. Look at them walk - is this how you cross a street?! Do you dart to and fro under a stranger's feet? And how about treating people on the street? Do you deliberately push an eating person's hand or make them feel like you will? Do you hover aroudn someone and breath in their neck? We have a proverb: when a man is drinking, even snake doesn't bite... But humans apparently will knock the hot dog out of your hand! For no other reason than an exercise of dubious, pathetic "power." And how about a fully grown up, adult woman who walks by a passer-by with her shopping bag, and smuggly whacks the person over a thigh without so much as a notice! This, ladies and gentlemen is a woman on heels, in a skirt and with make up. She obviously does office work. She is a fake blond. The look of satisfaction on her face is indescribable...Why? I ask. What has warranted such an intense act? A snap judgement that provided enough ground for hate to spill? And to hate so easily like an irrational animal without much insight and inner life...You are a human being, act like one, with dignity, that is. Why are they ok with it people? It is monstrous. Monstrous! Fuck, its not that I pity them who does that, I pity myself and the thousands and thousands years of civilization that are going down the drain. God bless America and the Freedom of Speech. People hundreds of years ago were better than we are now.They had Freedom of Speech and respect for that. That is so sad, people, so very very sad... But they nowadays, find a way to rationalize their own stupidity and sell it back to themselvs as "relativity". The postmodernist crap is getting to me, oh is it getting to me. I am a transcendentalist if I must be an -ist at all. My writting is great but remains to wish better.. Never fear - it (my writting style that is) will get better. I promise. By and by - listening to Henry Rollins. So should you. The guy is simply great. And yes, I like to think, don't be suprised, I always appreciated humor I just didn't have a luxury of time to indulge in it. Not that I have time now, but now I have anger. And that is almost as good as time. Defies the limits of time and space.
In any case, I am so hurt from stupidity why is it so abundant? Do they never think about how they look? Do they never reflect? Do they always run like rats? Are they rats? What goes through their narrow heads? Anything beyond the wind? What is going on, why is everybody seems to be in conspiracy against reason? Why words now trigger associations as opposed to a complete thought and sentence?
You've been there, friend, help me vent - join me and vent with me, like you used to. Or am I a year or two too late? Has my friend grown up and moved into the ranks of nihilists that seem to populate the margins of relativism? That cannot be, I hope.
Till soon...