My American roommate Donovan who works for Russel Simmons's connection

Donovan loves his girlfriend. He loves animals. He does not eat them, even! Donovan looooves transsexual boys. Donovan moved his roommates books around, misplaced some and turned around her picture decorations. Donovan did not ask permission for reading his roommates books. Donovan loves to come home and slam the door real hard. His roommate sleeps mere feet away from the door, on the floor, separated from the entrance door by a cardboard wall imitation with a hole for a "window". The window panel is broken, and the separation between the roommate's room and the kitchen, where the entrance door is located, is a ...poster. Donovan then walks right through his roommate's room and jingles the keys real hard, and very loud. Donovan does that in the morning, in the afternoon, and at night. Donovan has learned that his roommate is a student of spirituality, an artist and a writer. Donovan tries to make sudden and sharp yells, get his roommate attention and in many other ways sends negative and envious vibes across the wall. Donovan asked his roommate if his roommate thinks that an experiment can be conducated on small children in order to catch transsexuality early in life....Donovan suggested that the experiments tracing the wayward gene should be done. Donovan asked his roommate of two months, who is a transboy, if his roommate thinks his "condition" is genetic or cultural. Donovan had laughter in his voice and mockery in his words. Donovan later added that he doesn't think much of people being tortured, but animals....Well, that's a different story. Donovan gets extra angry when his roommate is quietly praying or watches some video on spiritual or historical subject. Donovan took a shower this morning, and moved his roommate's body wash to another place. Donovan opened his roommate's drawers, without having placed anything into them. Donovan was slamming drawers and doors, after witnessing his roommate going to sleep late at night. This action of looking for what was not his Donovan did when his roommate was still asleep.
Donovan makes sudden and sharp noises and laughs, suddenly, in the middle of the night. Donovan likes to corner and bully his roommate's, towering over them. Donovan took liberty of comparing a person he spoke with 4 times, to some other person, and based on that comparison forced the roommate to listen to his opinion...about this roommate! Donovan, like most Americans feels entitled. Entitled to others' property. Entitled to their person. Entitled to their time. Entitled to their attention. Entitled to force them to listen when they are not interested, and force them to face rudeness as if it was nothing. Donovan considers himself so important, that he gets upset when he does not get his roommate's attention and his roommate minds her/his business instead.
Few days agao, Donovan was talking ill about another roommate. Donovan has not moved his finger to clean the mess in the house for the past 2 months. Donovan used to persistently say "hello" and "goodbye" to his roommate who was sitting in her/his room for hours, diligently studying. Donovan used to get upset when he would not get a response, unable to recognize a curtain partition as a symbolic separation from his world. Donovan knows no doors, no walls and no rules. Donovan is entitled. Donovan is an American!!
His roommate is a "commi."
His roommate is a "tranny."
His roommate is a spiritual person.
His roommate is to his service and command, well, because he is...Donovan!

The situation

Have you ever seen anything sadder than NYC women? Sad, resigned, cow-like docile and dressed up in accordance to the will of the male, they sadly bob up and down with the waves of life, lifting their cow-like eyes only to pick some food...I have never seen so much docility, cowardice and an outright giving out of the hard earned rights of 1970 and before, as well as after, than on the part of these women. There is nothing weaker, more despicable, more manipulatable and stupider creature, than a current American woman. A proud, strong and evolutionary creature that she once was, she is no more. She has docily run after Asian female fashion, which elevates pussy and animalism above mind and humanity. She now goes by instinct alone, almost. She is the strangest being to be around and is slowly being prepared, with the rise of the homosexuality, for the role of the breeder.
And have you seen the insides of American gay stores?! Holy shit! I did not know you could fit that much inside the instestines! The sizes of these things these boys stick up each other's ass, in a hopeless cause of trying to achieve satisfaction (but they never will, because the satisfaction the power lies with,...vagina!) are a size of my arm! I kid you not, and the thickness is about half a foot. Holy shit! Literally! These people must drown in shit! Now, tell me, do you really believe that this is what some people term "sacred homosexuality"? Or will stupid chicks arise to defend the corrupt and hateful of them breed of modern day herods and degeneretes, crazies and pathetics, simply because they hide behind the term, "gay"? And what is that "gay" after all? It is not a cult, which it has seemed to become. Modern "Gay" movement is actually an excuse for men never to grow up, use and abuse women (watch "Broke back mountain" and the tremendous suffering and abuse these "glorious" males have spend on their poor females!) "Gay" is a modern day term for an inclination of one man to another, simply because the society has so bred women, that a natural inter gender relationship has never been, and could not be, satisfying. These "gay" people produced nothing good, improved no conditions of humanity and they, somehow, made it seem that it is all...female's fault! The sense of righteousness and urgency the stupid female sheds in her attempt to defend a stupid and hateful creature who deems it as a protection seal to call himself a "homosexual" is suprising in the view of facts, reality and education the female has been receiving all these years. It appears that without an actual shift in order, and a conscious and loving attention to the female children, the nastiness of the world will not be rectified.
And, one more point. Have you read the book of Enoch? Please do. There is not one more obnoxious piece of information that has existed so far! In there, poor good angels who have pitied poor women and came to rescue them from the brutes men were, and taught them with respect and love, as is due from one high kind to another, GET PUNISHED and by whom?! By dear-old-God! He states his reason: men are lower creatures than angels, therefore, they need wives (female representation of angels on Earth) so that something may be transmitted to them! What! Here is the exact quote from the translation of Richard Laurence, London, 1883:
"Therefore have I given to them wives, that they might cohabit with them; that sons might be born of them; and that this might be transacted upon earth."
So, dear-old-God, you have given innocent, pure children, innocent babes to this killing, raping and drawing blood monster? And then you have a Chutzpah to turn around and accuse the angels in causing disorder and spilling of blood on Earth?! As if your favorite ugly-nasty murdering, rapping and destroying creature, "son of man" has not done so before these angels, who have taught KNOWLEDGE. Knowledge, God, cannot be corrupting. It is your frigging seed that is corrupted. And, moreover, these bastards cannot handle KNOWLEDGE without going bad, on top of that,you gave them innocent and pure beings to kill, mureder, raper and torture, and when someone had pity on them and appreciated them, what did you do? Did you turn aroun and beheld your pet in his bloody glory, or did you smite those who would make you see the truth? Like a terrible and stupid parent, like a corrupt judge, you have smitten those who saw the truth! You, you are not God, you are a monster. You are unkind, unjust, unfair. You are an usurper. Your word has no power. Your will is null. And your stupidity is overwhelming. Your cruelty is abhorent. You are dumb, selfish and crazy disgusting old man who just would not die.
YOU ARE NOT GOD OF MINE.
YOU ARE A MONSTER
I SIDE WITH THE REBELS, if you can call THAT - an act of truth, justice, and kindness, a "rebellion." Fuck you, fuck your haven, and fuck all your fucking after life. Go fucking die somewhere, I don't need you anymore you lying, cheating, favoring of evil and bad motherfucker.
You are a mockery of God.
You are evil.
You are an impostor and seek adoration seeker. Just listen to this "God", does he not sound like your Chelsea gay boy: all nations shall pay me divine honours, and bless me; and all shall adore me. Chapter 11, part 26.
That's God? Maybe in the world of patriarchal sickness and his sick mythology, that's no God. Sorry, simple logic commands me to see this all as a stupidity and farce. Or, if he is real, he is just a spoiled little alien who's mommy and daddy should be coming after him and punishing him for all eternity. He is also a misogynist and should go and incarnate as a woman and live as a "wife" of man, and then "transmit" this mysterious stuff he is hinting at, himself, then know what his pet like.
FUCK YOU FUCKING GOD YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE HOPE YOU DIE HOPE YOU DIE DIE DIE
DIE PAINFULLY, AFTER HAVING LIVED NUMEROUS INCARNATIONS AS A WIFE OF THIS FUCKING PETM THIS FUCKING UGLY AND ANTI-EVOLUTION OFFSPIRNG, THE MAN.
FUCK YOU, FUCK YOUR CREATION, I AM FUCKING LEAVING, FUCK EACH OTHER WITHOUT ME
DIE GOD, DIE GOD, DIE GOD, DIE
DIE YOUR SICK AND CRAZY SICKNESS WITH YOU, YOU CRAZY ALIEN.
DIE ALREADY YOU FRIGGING "JEHOVAH" FUCKING ANGLRY BEARDED NASTRY CRUEL HEARTLESS AND LACKING IN COMPASSIONM, MERCY AND REASON, GOD.
YOU ARE DEAD TO ME.
YOU DIED THE MOMENT I READ THE BOOK WHICH SAID: THANK YOU GOD, FOR NOT MAKING ME INTO A WOMAN.
WELL, I AM GONE, YOU ARE NOT WITHOUT ME.
AND DON'T COME BACK AFTER ME, I AIN'T COMING BACK, FUCKING GOD.
GO EAT APPLES WITH YOUR ADAM, YOU CAN KEEP THE SNAKE TOO.
I DON'T NEED ANY OF YOU.
TAKE YOUR LIFE.
TAKE YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS.
TAKE YOUR INCARNATION.
GO FUCK YOURSELF WITH THEM.
YOU SHIT, YOU GREEDY LUSTY DISGUSTING BLOOD THIRSTY, FEMALE GENOCIDAL BASTARD.

Linking

I am linking this baby with another baby on aol site. There will be interesting facts and articles that could enhance the point of this journal.
The current reading is about a child who ruins an intricate mandala by Tibetan monks. My name for this article is: an allegory to an American Brute destroying world culture. Where are the wayward parents?!
Here is the link to the aol journal, where you can find a link to the article.
So, it is a link, then, a link within it.
So, it is a link within a link.
http://journals.aol.com/fireoflogos1/Interesting-facts/;jsessionid=7C200DA2A9C90EB187D6D52B726F50AA

What Americans really are like

Remove the glory of atomic weapon. Look underneath the bravado. Peep under the profestation of equality, freedom and brotherhood. Civil strife, child abuse, manipulation of developing and growing woman-kind, outright exploitation of immigrants and students, slow, almost ritualistic genocide of anyone who is connected to spiritual or intellectual world. On top of that, don't forget to fork over the crust of bright, toothy and pink cheeked-corn-fed Wester girl plump and happy face, or a current lizard looking, bony, toothy still and gaping'n glaring "All American Gal", and see the monthly mold and maggots busting out of this "land of "life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness"."
Do you know what's Americans' term for people who are interested in spiritual life or a life of awareness? Hippy. And what is American's name for people who are interested in learning, and perhaps even dedicating their lives to studies? Nerds. And what about people who are interested in philosophy? Philosopher. But said with a puffing of the lips, an exaggerated accent over the "lo" and a strong exhale upon completing of the pronouncement.
Americans are not educated at all. The so-called "universities" are places of trade. They are places where one goes to acquire a trade. Almost all and any attempt to choose a path that could ensure a dedication of life to arts, sciences, philosophy or spiritual tradition, is mocked. People are expected to be working only, saving, buying houses, marrying and sending the kids off to college. Almost the entire country, expected to do just that! And an active action is taken to discourage people from growing, evolving, developing! Do you know how the system is maintained? Through women abuse. Men use psychological techniques to scare women and make them into hysterics, so that they have no time to do anything else but obey. They get punished, like dogs, they get non-physically beaten, tortured, mutilated - psychologically, spiritually and mentally. They are crippled, forced into a false mold, told lies, denied in their attempts, stolen from, appropriated credit. American males will even seem it ok to fight with a little, developing girl!
And how do Americans treat anyone different from them? With an abhorent cruelty, covered up with sweetened sugar-candied appearance of normalcy. They are trained well with almost a CIA power psychologicall weaponry and they bring it into a peaceful town, and harass people in this town. Americans have opened up they assylums and now prisons too. The peaceful civilian population has been mixing with schizophrenics for the past twenty or so years, and for the past few years, with hard core criminals. Americans now are opening their jails and letting out the criminals to roam around the towns, harassing helpless women, students, artists and spiritual students and philosophy students! It came to a point that this criminal mentality of the lowest class hard core criminals is now running the country. In their greed, American government went against its duty and has completely fed off and abandoned the helpless and trusting civilian population. Do you know what maintains this mess in semi-order? Simple. Americans have enough bread, and, they have put their women to work. Women, in their cowardice and a simple function of rationalization - a variation on "he really did not mean that" are now explaining all the governmental evils away, in a vain hope to find some "hidden and secret" meaning behind these attrociousness. It is simple: without education and evolutionary process and period of time, a woman will not oppose a man. She is weaker, more abused, less educated. Their men have been deprived of all virtues and imbued with every vice. Among them, the lust being the leeding one. The imported females from Asia, mostly, dress, act and portray all levels of lust possible. American males are either made sinful, and therefore weak, untaught - therefore, weak minded. Trained to fear pain - therefore, unable to oppose a greater strength. Alongside with that, a cowardly semblance of "Asian wisdom" is being floated around: passivity is strength! On top of that, the knowledge of the Constituion has been slowly erased out of the minds of the people, and the people's weapons - taken away. Now Americans are akin to a home owner who is a captive in his own house, in boxers alone, without his gun, his dog or his telephone.
The chance at evolution people could have had, is being erased and fed to the hungry monsters, daily. That chance that comes from proper nutrition - not cheap and abundant shit food, proper education - not brainwashing and trade training, and good, wholesome and honest life, is none. Artists, spiritual students, philosophers, skillful folk, all are a life of a city. America - has none.
And on top of that, their WOMEN are being manipulated and taken advantage of as early as 5 years old! Look at the example of a concept of "beauty pageant" applied to children, and look at the consequence of Jon Benet Ramsey. WHAT DOES A FIVE YEAR OLD GIRL HAS TO DO WITH BEAUTY?
People struggle to pay the bills and learn some basic skills, because murderous father Cronoses are being unleashed upon their own children, preventing those from obtaining knowledge and skills necessary to get ahead in the world. Americans are digging out century old hates, prejudices, and complexes, only to....make money. They turn child against parent, and parent against child. The children, without education, roam the world, feeding of spiritual, mental, and psychological crap. On top of that, these children are attempting (some of them, at least) to learn some basic trade or skills, and meanwhile, the potential of the world, the developing girl-child, is being brutally taken advantage of by older, corrupted and horrific males.
It is so bad in here, so bad, and so pervasive, that is it hard to describe.
And to find oneself, awakening to life, having survived great abuse, deprivation, scare and pain, without too many skills and in the power of the evil ones, is very scary. Please, someone, help those who are not like these usurping and lying and cheating "Americans", help us.
We are so beaten, we are unable to feel the pain.
We are so turned against one another, we are unable to cooperate.
We are so made to fear one another, we are unable to trust.
We are so fed lies, we are unable to believe.
We are so mocked and taught defeat, we are unable to hope.
We are so taught wrongly, we are unable to orient ourselves in the world.
We are so schelleped around and swooshed in the primoridial sea of undifferentiation, we are unable to tell left from right, and therefore, to navigate.
We are so taught relativity, we are unable to confirm we are on firm ground, even when we are.
AND THE SOLUTION THEY USE, IS THAT THEY ABUSE US. THEY ABUSE WOMEN, THEY ABUSE STUDENTS, THEY ABUSE ARTISTS, THEY ABUSE SPIRITUAL STUDENTS.