Thursday, December 07, 2006

SPRINGS TO CATCH WOODCOCKS

"Make up actually is healthy for you"
"Women love make up"
"Heels are to accentuate the figure"
"Shaving LEGS (!!!) is normal"
"Women are there like flowers of life - (author's commentary: who else do we compare to the "flowers of life" and what is the connotation?)
"Women are not meant for such cumbersome thing as thinking"
"Women brain is nurturing, and in that is their power"
"No need to fight, men are SIMPLY different"
"To do X,Y, Z is not to follow the patriarchy but to do something (pretty, smart, good. Notice, the hand of the patriarchy is never revealed but instead the terms that have been defined by the boyz are accepted for their defined value and presented as "THE" something)
Women. First, as you have already observed the system of deconstruction is instituted into the society whereby atrocious, outrightly wrong actions on the part of man toward woman, become "acceptable", "normal." Other women use the rationalizations men have provided to...defend the aggressors! Once a poor female has no defense, he almost literally devours her. He preys on her, eating away at her dignity, self-esteem, stealing the credit for her knoweldge by devaluing her and what she has all the while benefitting from what she knows - her makes her feel worthless and then puts her in the position to reveal things that she knows, and quickly steals them and appropriates the credit: he has all the power, all the support, all the protection, she - no protection, no power, societal condemnation hanging over her like a proverbial sword over the neck, she - "whore, stupid, trouble maker", she -abused and weakened, she -morally degraded by degrading terms themselves, connotations, irrational hostility of those to whom she has often tried to complain to about the atrociousness that has been conducted against her...
She is wrong if she complains about the evil done to her.
She is wrong if she defends herself - troublemaker. Man retaliates. Man holds the economy, the machinery, even her own physical body and whatever it is that she possess. She is completely powerless and disfranchised. He then, offers her a "solution" not unlike Nazis offered to some persecuted Jews: become a spy, a prisoner guard and torture your own people, snitch on them, undermine their spirit, and you will be rid of pain and perhaps even rewarded. The woman becomes the most bitter enemy of other women. She does everything possible to destroy strength and evolution in them and becomes a man's weapon. No wonder many powerful men employ women who do dirty work for them: avoid responsibility and accomplish more with the help of a starving-for-normal -living-slave, than you would ever on your own! The problem also is that if Jews could shame another Jew who has betrayed them - the normal human value scale was intact in Jews, but women are so bestialized, so demonized that the normal human tendencies such as just anger, frienship, love, affection, pride, dignity and desire to be free from oppresion are all denied to them. One woman cannot really shame another woman, because the other will always hide behind most powerful patriarchal weapon: subjectivity. She will claim "a matter of perception" defense and will be free from her conscionce and responsibility. But so she thinks...
Justice does not sleep, it only slumbers.
So, women. Think about it, really, when was a story of a frienship or of loyalty or of sacrifice told or made that DID NOT INVOLVE SOME MAN in it? Anything with just women? When did women were justified by feeling a righteous anger? -They are called names for wanting just retribution and are always put in their place. It came to a point that there is now instituted a ridiculous and a highly profiled selection of Asian women into every sphere and crevice of American life. Asian women are advertised and sold to all colors, races and nationalities. This artificial implanting has been conducted in all light, with all pompousness and to an almost complete silence on the side of the American non Asian women. Racism is wrong, and should not be a selection criteria for choosing a woman for a man. And why is it that the government chooses a woman for a man ?Why does your government think for you? And how this policy of choosing women at all, denigrades the whole women kind in general! They have been so denigraded and humiliated that they are UNABLE TO OBJECT BECAUSE THEY HAVE NO LANGUAGE FOR SOMETHING SO OBVIOUSLY, SCREAMING WRONG AND PROFILED. How is this possible? How can a man wake up in the morning and look in the mirror at his face and go to pray to God after what he has done to a woman? Women are images, non-human, bionic carbon copies of patriarchal dream. They are allowed pussy power and cattiness. ALL OTHER TRAITS ARE BRED OUT AND EXTERMINATED. Loyalty, bravery, wisdom, good grace, power over one's drives and inclinations, memories, good intent, hard work, responsibility, justice, truth, perseverance.
People say we are subjects to a scientific experiment on the part of Aliens from another planet. We have been scientifically experimented fro the past 8,000 years or so: by male, on females, whom he bred and trained and destroyed like one does a dog or other laboratory animal. Facts, not emotional reactions to the "WHAT IS SHE SAYING" is what is important. But unless you are not under the veil of impressions and have been bred to react and respond only, you will not possess a capacity to reflect and think and put things together. To observe, to record and to conclude takes courage you and training, all scientific capacities, mathematical and logical included. Are not exactly these subjects neither encouraged nor taught to "chicks"or taught with mockery to girl children. The only time a girl child can derive some sort of a benifit from her learning if she manages to engratiate herself to her teachers. But even this is not enough, over time she associates with her oppressors and starts seeing herself as stupid, dumb and untalented. I remember for how long my mother tried to prove me that I "have no logic." She said it with a smile, and my father was pleased. Why would a father be pleased to know his child was stupid? I do not know. Perhaps because I was a girl child?.. My mother once lied to me, and when I caught by observing teh contradiction, she flew in a flight of rage. I was suddenly the one with logic - which was presented as the one with the nerves, and I was a horrible and nasty person for being who I was: a person with logic and an ability to think. Althought I did not receive my acknowledgment then, I came to realized that I was a smart one, after all, and the one with logic.
This realization manifested as an ability to think and analyze almost all data. As I grew my perseverance, I became capable of scientific experiments. When in high school my obvious mathematical abilites became prominent, and my logic was superb, she, my mother became more adamant about the subject of my not having any logic...It seemed to be that my talents and abilities were a personal affront to her! And when all major human endeavours are denied to some endeavouring human, and the only way to win a relief from pain becomes suddenly "visible" - the clever man leaves baits and does not miss a chance. Pain, any pain is better than oblivion. Denial. Lies.
I have observed that through time and with much effort, the "abject slavery" has now been upgraded to an "improved conditions slavery": shackles and chains and regulated walk instead of a complete confiment and beating. Heels. Skirts. Sex. Packaged up and sold "love of babies", shopping mania, jewelery ("to feel good")...

Saturday, December 02, 2006

The world "heroes"

MUSICIANS, ARTISTS, ACTORS, POLITICAL FIGURES, BATTLE HEROES, RULERS, SPIRITIUAL LEADERS, WISEMEN: GLORIFYING THE BAD QUALITIES
No, liberals will not rejoice, but perhaps will have a cow. I am not here to judge any of the aforementioned roles for the "promotion of injustice and inequality" but rather to point out the blindness when it comes to our adoring some people in these roles. Many of them are often women beaters, abusers, psychological monsters, traitors to those people who stood by them and elevated them. Take Bob Morley, for example. After having stuck it out with him for years, through poverty, mockery and hunger, his loyal wife that gave him, on top of that, 3 children, three nine months cycles, three painful birth during which the bones of her hips have moved aside, causing her an indescribable amount of pain, such pain that perhaps heavily wounded in battles know about (not to mention to raising of the children), found herself cheated on with Miss Jamaica. A white woman. A younger woman. A woman to whom Bob Marley went outside his marriage...On top of that Bob Marley has produced a child with this woman.
Justice?
How about Josephine who has given her life to Napoleon and spent time with him, time that she could have spent doing other things only to have found herself out of her position as a wife, lover, and queen because Mr. Napoleon now found young and fertile Polish princess who he hurriedly married. The wife displaced but eventually Napoleon gets banished to St. Helena. Hmm..
And Thomas Jefferson? Did he not father children outside of his marriage, with slave women?
And Kennedy? Poor Jackie, and poor Merilyn.
And Clinton? Poor intern and poor Mrs. Clinton
Of all presidents, perhaps the only two who did not cheat of their wives and betrayed the friendship and love were Washington and Nixon. Washington is beyond reproach, and how you people treat humble, soft spoken, loyal son and husband, and a man who lived with God most of his life, poor Nixon? And for what? Because his moral and spiritual charecteristics were far, far superior to any of the people you happen to adore? Nixon made agreements with the two leading countries at the time: the Russia and China. THAT you forget. How often did the government forge evidence and sold you a dead rat, just to get hands on the money or oil or war, and yet you bought into it so long as his face was friendly! And Nixon, never cheated, never betrayed and made such accomplishments for this country, got caught doing what most of your beloved figures do and have done?
Do you people truly hate the good and love the bad? I think this is a reflection on your develoment. Like attracts like and bad likes bad as good likes good.
And how could you glorify people that have betrayed love and friendship? "Great" is the name of the traitor of love and friendship? How can you justify to yourselves betraying your friends and mates? And making them be ok with that?! Are you human or are you develish? You are nothing human, you are all of Satan.
What "friend" treats another one this way? Does it matter what's between the friend's legs? A woman who has spent her entire life devoted to a man is a friend in the least, and should never EVER be betrayed by anyone. If you do justify the betrayal of friendship, then you mean to state that women perhaps are not truly human, and can be treated either which way. A person that does not pay attention to the moral character of his heroes, but cares to dig out the dirt on some poor woman politician who promotes only social benefits, some dirt from like a freshman colege years? What is Hilary Clinton guilty off? What Madeline Albright? And how about Janet Reno?
And mostly this happens because you women have rationalization for everything.
You women justify everything.
Men spit in your face and you smile. But when another woman helps you, you bite her hand off. You have been trained to be animals.
Why do you allow to be treated this way? Lack of perseverence, greed, envy, weakness of heart and mind, are all bred into you characteristics for centuries! You are low and are creating low species.
Slowly devolving.
And there will never be any improvement if men don't stop and you don't stop them and start yourself.

Unsafe New York: Part Thirty One

GOING TO AN INTERVIEW: GET OUT OF MY WAY BITCH
I was walking to an interview with a tea-salon lady. I got there and the lady was running late as usual. About twenty minute wait down the road I realized it was a time for my body to menstruate. It always happen in suprise for me, and so I was caught off guard. Crashed by a formal atmoshphere and people tip-toeying through the premises, I caught myself asking for PERMISSION to leave to go to the store! This is a slave mentality Americans promote amongst their immigrants. They are still slave owners, though now in denial and hidden. This is what slave mentality does to people. So, after having caught myself, I rephrased and added that I WILL BE going to the store to get something. A scared looking young black woman stopped me and said: you can't leave because Miriam (the name of my potential employer) does not like it. What does Miriam not like? That I am a human being and have needs, and besides she is late like half an hour already. The woman almost blocked my path. "Miss, I am mestruating and need to get tampons" I said straight forward. The woman, terrified and shocked, stepped aside. "Great, see you soon" I said and left. Walking down the street to the store, I did not know that my adventure was just about to begin. As I walked, customary to me on the utmost right side - in order to allow other people to walk pass and through, I observed a tall - 6"2 light black guy walking with steady steps towards me. He was exiting some building and was heading, in diagonal, towards me. I pressed closer to the right: he looked angry. He continued advancing towards me, cutting my path off. In a few seconds, the inevitable happened: the guy and I stood face to face. The guy looked at me expectantly: move aside. It took three seconds or so, then he proceeded to move. He moved right onto me and continued walking. I ended up being moved back against the wall. I said: Stop it, what are you doing? He said: move. I said: there is tons of space to the left, you are cutting me off and telling ME to move?! " He said: yes. Get out of my way, bitch. I remembered the songs that were being span only a few blocks away "get the hoe, get the bitch." I said: I am not a bitch, and I will nto get out of the way. "Oh, no " smiled the guy. He added force to his forward movement and pushed me back a few feet. Meanwhile a delivery person and a building manager were watching all this without a word. The delivery person stopped doing his work and was looking at the event. The building manager was smoking in silence. "Stop it! You are hurting me!" I screamed. The guy continued walking, pushing me against the wall. I stood straight and grabbed onto the wall. I was not moving. He looked at me with estimation, and picked me up and dropped me to the side. Then he continued walking to his bike. I went after him. I said: you are not allowed to push people and then pick them up and move them. "Get the fuck out of my face, bitch" said the guy untieng his bike. He then moved took off.
I called the police.
At first, the operator made me give him all the gruesome details and seemed to be realy taken by my "this guy picked me up. I can still feel his hands on me". "You can still feel his hands on you?" he asked in a strange voice. I swear he almost added: and how do they feel? After promising me the police, and then after I have waited for half an hour, I placed another call. I saw 20 minutes later a police car passing by without stopping. When in another 20 minutes I have called the 911 operator again, I was met with: the police came and did not see anyone, I was told... I have previously given a full description of myself, the address, the location. I also stood all the time by the indicate by me place of meeting...Another request for a police car and another 30 minutes later another police car've arrived. They listened to my story with severe doubt written all over their faces,they have seemed to make up the mind that the biker guy did not do anything wrong just because he picked me up. The building manager came up and acted as a witness. He confirmed my story. I was gaining weight as we spoke: now I had a MALE witness. The building manager conveyed the story and even told the police that I have asked him to call them on the cell phone but that he did not have one on him. He testified further that the guy who picked me up and pushed me was a bike messenger and apparently comes here quite often.
The place by which I got pushed said that the camera they had was not a recording one.
The report was taken and the police left, and I was expected to get back to my normal routine, as if nothinge happened, as if the abuse of female by male was a norm.
Yet again.